Sunday...came and gone x.x

Thats it..

The end of my weekend..

The end...lolzz

Its nt that dramatic..but i like to make it that way :p

Alot of sleeping and quite abit of audi'ing occupied my weekend this time..

Coz of the new season, the old songs, old friends coming back..yadda yadda..

Think ima gonna quit audi...lolz=x

Though i slept alot..but still it wasnt really sleepin...

Juz had a lotof nightmares..weird ones..i dono why im having those recently..

Then woke up and thought of this..

Have u ever been surrounded by ppl and still feel lonely?

Have u had a grp of frens with u and yet u don feel like ur there? Like u dont fit?

Like ur life is a big jigsaw puzzle and somehow along the way..pieces gt lost?

I do. I feel it now.

I dont know how or when i started to feel this way.

But i do feel alone. No one who will really listen.

Maybe coz im so far away from home. From my comfort zone.

I feel like a stranger..

I dono if u get wat i mean..its juz how i feel..

I dont knw..im juz confused and stressed..

I need familiar faces, ppl i can relate to..

Although im a nice person to everyone (at times lolz)

Im still very much a loner.. antisocial? haha..

Anyway..

It was juz somethin i needed to say out..

Life goes on..

Cheers peeps and have a great week ahead!

I hope i will.....

<3's~

Hiak hiak :)

Guess where im bloggin from??

HOME!!

No no..not Pg home...KL home!

Yay! Woots!! =x

Haha..was excited when they told me ok le :)

And true enuf here i am..hehhe..

After almost a whole day of audi'ing in cc..this was really really good news..

Hopefully the line is stable though, coz apparently service provider co told them our condo nt so..

Hmm..we'll see hw it goes..

Juz in time, juz when i was thinkin of doing some siggies..for audi chars lol :p

AUDI!

Falling in love with it again..well the songs i mean xDD

Brings back alot of memories...alot..

Everytime i play an old song..it reminds me of something..

BU also so many songs..walao..hopefully the songs are there until im done playin all..

Which also means, never! LOLZ!

Now the only thing i want is my lappy reformatted and upgraded..

so hopefully ill be able to audi at home..well..sometimes ba..

Eh, i also need a laptop cooler..for ma poor lappy :(

Other than a few, not so happy incidents..today has been a great day!

Hope it will be the same tomoro :)

<3's~

Watta!! Friday's finally gone!!

Worst friday in a very very very very loooooooooog time x.x

Abit of a fked up day..eh no..a very fked day...

Dam it.

Stress level was so high that i couldnt, no didnt want to talk to anyone...

Only spoke to the person on the phone, well coz it was my job..

Not even my manager =x

I dono la..u knw me..once i refuse to talk, I WONT!

Woke up late -.- but didnt really care coz i..didnt care?

anyway still early when i reached work..abt 7.45 nia..

and my ulcer nt getting better..and i cant seem to eat also..

since i had diarrohea that day, my stomach is nt very happy..

Shit.

I mean that literally k? Wil nt explain if u dont get it..

Had xmas party meeting at 10..was nominated to do a skit..

And they are forcing me to sing..unhhh..

Whatever.

Seriously dam busy day.. don get it.

Left sharp from work..5pm nia..bye bye office..

and nw at tbun blogging and blogging..since i cant audi.

Double doinks.

Stupid fked up patch..i wanna play season 2..sigh..

So what can i do until u come?

Watch Indiana Jones..lolzz.

Bla.

P/s: Had TGI's for dinner last nite x33..

Now i wanna eat japanese food..can?

Meaningless Post..

I like the clock..

I mean i like watching the time pass..counting down my time on earth lolzz..

Sorry, but i really am like that..dark..i think abt death..

Im not scared of dying but more scared of leaving behind the ppl i love..

Im the kind of girl who when growing up, cried when my siblings were caned by mum

ITS TRUE!

I have too much empathy, and its not a good thing..

Oh well, woke up at 6.30 again for work after 3 days of slacking and waking up at 2pm..Really wanted to go back to sleep but being the hardworking, dedicated and obedient employee that i am .. i went *grumble grumble* Reached early juz to find out ppl still on hols and no one to open office door.. so sat outside of office, and waited for half n hr ._. *grumble grumble*

Today am at a new work cubicle, hopefully this will be my fengshui desk and i will get many many many many deals - muahahahahahaha =x

And the office clock is juz right in front of me x33...hurhur..

Was lazy to work but did anyway since im such a ......u knw^^

Also lamed ard to pass time...wanna see what lame ppl do?

U SURE?

STILL TIME TO CLOSE THIS BLOG!

REALLY REALLY SURE???

ok...dont say i forced u to look...

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Did i not tell u i was lame? ._.

Bear in mind i did this after work ya? Well most of you wont get it but

HAH! *laughs anyway* =x

Was googling for my blog and then thought hmmm...

Yea...told u so..u juz dont listen do u?

And the fact that i have enuf stuff to blog in 2 places amazes me

- Im so full of it! Yay!

For those who are curious where my other blog is..

Well if u really know me..ull find it..

and if u dont? As someone said to me once "Leave it to fate" :)

Wanted to leave after my boss, but uhh she donwan to go home so i go lor..

Lrt still packed - wtf? *grumble grumble*

And guess where im writing all this?

IN THE GOD DARN LRT! Fk me ._.

Oh well, guess thats it, think ive lived up to my post title

*clap clap* * curtesies*

Cheers peeps

and

Have a great week!

Note to self : Be happy always....and i am^^

Countdown to weekend..

3 fk** days x_x

Weekends..over x.x

Thank god there's no work on Monday! =x

Well, lets see hw ive spent my 2 days..

Saturday..

Woke at 2pm (slept at 4am the nite b4 -.-)

Did laundry, cleaned room, did more laundry, and more laundry

and..well u get it..lolz..

Finally gt out of the hse at abt 6pm.. went to cc, played some audi,

blogged abit..and its 1am d..hmmm..

Ok..

Sunday..

Woke up at 2pm (o.O don remember wat time i slept=x)

No laundry (woots!) so...

watched some csi, some anime :P

went to cc at abt 3.30..audied abit, manage to complete one story! (club 4k zz)

still gt the 8k one ZZZZ

went to get dinner and ate at home..

came out to cc again at abt 8..

audied abit more..blogged abit more..blogged at 2 places actually lolz..

emo'ed abit.. well still emo'ing :(

Will snap out of it tomoro ba..since i already poured it out :)

And... thats it? C'est la vie..thats life guys..well my life anyway x.x

Guess wat im gonna be doing tomoro?

Nothing -.-

I really wanna complete my story mode..its starting to pissing me off :(

..

Took out ytd's post of emo ramblings partly becoz

I promised myself i wont anymore..

That i will only post in my other blog of emo's..

Yes yes i opened another blog juz to ramble..

Oh well..

Even so i still feel what i felt 2 days ago when i read it...

=(

Sighz.

Bored..Irritated..

Pissed..

Dono what im saying.

Rather dono what else i shd say.

Fked up.