=)

Saturday was spent sleeping, sleeping, watching dvd, sleeping, and erm..

Sleeping? Lolz..

Come to think of it..i cant seem to remember wat i did..Wait lemme think..

Hmm..yeah..slept :S

Did laundry, cleaned my room, and watch dvd..

Oh..had to walk under the hot sun to get something from fren ;x

Dam hot day ytd @_@

Finally went out to cc at abt 8plus...wanted to get my gold lor..

And somemore managed to get ppl to help me :)

And guess wat? I GOT IT! Woots! xDDD

So happy sia ytd..

Thanks to these ppl lor :

My hani who else lol, she was using alu's acc to help me

AHP lolzz..who would have guessed that kuku would help =x

And bassy who purposely reinstalled audi juz to help me...even when i din ask..

So gan tong !! <33

And a Baka lol..who came in to see see nia but end up helping :S

First few rds were saddening..we chained but nt together ._.

Then Ahp wanted to try, so let him do lor..

He managed to get 3 done for me..

Haha..but i was already warmed up..and when using my low lvl acc..

I did this..

I did a x13 combo LOL! Ahp say i took his 1st place :( say i shd play bek :P (Re-edit..coz ahp say he nvr complain :( ... he happily gave me the 1st place xP! RELAX LAH!)

Anyway he had to leave le..and he apologise fr nt being able to help much..so sweet...He did alot liao lor :)

Also poor bass..whose comp died after installin audi :S.. When i come sg i belanja u k?

And nt gam jia zui lol :P

Am happy that i gt what i wanted to get ytd..and will continue to get the next..Well until i get stuck tat is lolz.. wanted to post my gold but my blogger givin me problems ._.

Cheers and have a fun week ahead!

Ermm...

Well..its the weekends. Finally lolz..

But time certainly does move fast..

Havent been audi'ing since sunday fr a few reasons..

1. Stupid cc kenot patch

2. Too tired from work

3. Don like playin alone (u knw who u are -.-)

Well, finally went in on thurs..

Nothing much, oh ya..there was this clubber who won me in beat rush

(107bpm song k plus the fact that i cant BR?)

And said "Yay i won master!"

I said " Good for you man :)"

And then suddenly 131 bpm song came and i pawned his ass?

He said " Aww lost to master" and left -.-"

Am i suppose to say "Good to me?" Lolzz

Aaannywayssss....

Played till almost 3am last nite..crazy huh.

Had to much on my mind..had to destress..and still sick to top it off..

Plan to get my gold e1 tonite..if i can find the ppl..hopefully..

Then can quit d.lol..

And babe, playin audi doesnt make me happy..its who i play with that does..

Its always been like that and will stay like tat, got it?

Don have much to blog abt.. or rather no happy stuff to blog abt..

Work has been really down this week..

Getting demotivated sigh..

So, wont be posting here for the time being..

or until my happy happy thoughts come back..

Will be bloggin emo stuff thats been bugging me :)

Cheers peeps and have a great weekend!

<3s~

To: Ange-Mei~

Dont worry abt me..

I will take care of myself =)

As you said..i dono why i cant seem to eat or enjoy food as i used to..

I know im hungry and yet when faced with food, i juz feel sick x.x

Its becoming harder and harder for me to finish my food..

And even if i forced myself to finish it..i regret it when i get home..

Coz the pain is unbearable..

Food use to be my outlet to release stress..

Now its my cause...

Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh

Every day of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die I heard you cry

Every night in your sleep I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry In the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Randomly blogging..

On mc today...and for the 1st time in a long long time..

i slept for more than 14hrs..

Last thing i remember from last nite was..

i had my dinner while watching a movie..

And...ermmm...well thats all..lolzz

Oh yea..woke up at 11plus and saw a few msn messages..

Read and fell back into my slumber :P

Woke again at 4am to realise my movie was still running x.x

My headache is still ard..comes and goes..

I really wonder why im still having it...

Startin to think im really stressed out at work..

And my taking mc today, i really feel bad abt it..

I shd have gone to work :(

Its almost 3pm now and havent eaten yet...

Lookin outside my window and its raining...dam..

Thinkin of goin to audi but lazy..

Thinkin of eating..no mood..juz ate 2 pks of mamee..hmm..

Thinkin of so many things..yet im still sitting here..

Why do i have a feeling i juz blogged? Oh..ok i remember d..lolz =x

Well one good thing abt tomoro would be thats its a Friday..

but then again..

Tryin to be happy...truly i am..

<3's~

x.X

My throat is swelled up and i cant even talk without coughing..
imagine i have to make ard 200+ calls per day at work >.>
Nothing else to blog abt as my life at the moment as it has taken a nosedive
all i have to say for now is..
Im so GG...

My head...

..hurts like hell..

It feels like its gonna explode and i almost fainted while i was walking back from work

Yes..its that bad..

As soon as i reached home..i couldnt even do anything else..

I didnt even eat the dinner that i bought and str8 fell asleep..

Even the voices of my housemates talking outside made it hurt..even more.

And no one knows...

Saddening :(