Misinterpretations.

Im so irritated! Annoyed!

How could u say that ur not sarcastic, unlike me?

By saying that, arent u doing it also?

Gah!

How many times have i asked u to control ur temper?

Why do u end up saying such things and make me feel so bad?

Was it really necessary?

After all that, what do you expect me to say?

I have to eat god damn banana pie at tis hr to calm me down! Wtf.

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"if u dont know me by now,

you wont never ever know me.."

Another day, another post..

Tick tock..tick tock...tick tock...

How time flies when ur having fun..

Having fun doing absolutely nothing much..zzz

Dont ask me wat im doing, coz most probably it will staring at the lappy,

Wondering what to do next x.x

I go in audi, come out, go in facebook, come out, go in mailbox, come out..

Well, you get the picture...lolz

Boredom!

And yet too lazy to do anything else...omg..rot si me zzzz

Mum ask me go out buy laksa, i also no mood..

Juz the dam weather here...when it rains it hot, when it doesnt its like hell x.x

And starting to get very easily irritated..arghhhh!

Need to find a job...soon..crap.

Juz finished washing my car...washed it like so dam long k? And juz had the roof fixed :)

Then watched National Treasure 2..and now sitting here..staring again..

Blah.

Been in FB alot, actually i nvr even close it =x

Slots, scratch off, and PS...lolz..

Oh ya...pics of my ano in Ps...wait wait..i post! (tis is hw free i am=x)

This is my new look for ytd :p...i like my pirate set hehe(thanks to baby hehe)...

and also went berserk over the toys ytd x.x...i love my pirate ship =3

i still need the ambulance!! Last missing piece..

Ahhh!!=s

My previous look b4 the pirate set...it was for St Patrick's Day de i think..

I like the elf thingies hehehe =x

Oh ya, anoili is currently Lvl 48 d hurhurxD..few more and WS d x.x

And then wat? hmmmm...

I try not chiong'ing but hor some1 is chasing me..and i donwan him cut me :p

Kiasu me...LOL! =x

And now, i need to find something to do..before i lose my mind...

Should i go try get my ambulance in PS? =xxx

Tomoro's Friday guys!!

Have a great day tomoro for a greater weekend!!

FINALLY!!!!!

NEW RINGS!!!!!

WOOHOOO!!!WOOOOOTSS!!!!!! =X

After 5 loooooong months, change rings liao! T_T

Im so happy!!

Lolzz..ok, think its my lack of sleep and too much coffee talking =x

5 months k babe? 5!!

Tsk tsk...

In 2 days, we tagged almost 800 hearts leh x.x

No wonder my fingers hurt lol..

Though my evening was slightly marred by some stuff at hm,

and also some1 who made me pissed for awhile..

It was made up with this :)

At first thought we were gonna do it tomoro le..but 100hearts like so fast nia..

So i rushed out to Arizona to do it..

The love party song, was a 128 bpm song which i don think hv played much b4..

And ive been playing too much on my lappy got me abit worried..

And also, the cc tend to get laggy at times x.x

Though babe said it was easy to perf, the 1st few games that i tried i couldnt perf !!

Whenever the ball reached the light, my screen would jump and i'd end with cool

=_=

Lucky after off'ing the vsync it gt slightly better, guess it was my nerves ba =x

Too long nvr play ballroom liao lolzz (blame blame =x)

Heng we could sync perf, ended up with 12 hearts =3

But zhu babe chain so much, not cool! U stole my chains! hurhur =x

Choreo nia! i also play until so xin ku n miss.. zzzz

Need my pc back asap, need to train back le..

I feel so noob :(

Anyway, it was like our last party ba, when babe couldnt chain that 126 song and i could..

Redemption! Bleh~

Oh well, time to watch my movie and rest abit :)

And here's the ring...

Asphodelus babes^^

Didnt managed to save the replays though T_T,

Stupiak cc, i couldnt even retrieve my ss..shd hv reminded babe to save :(

Sad, sad...

But but but...

Thanks babe =3 for my new ring, next one blinging de wor..i wan can? =x

LOL!

<3s~

Sleepless In Penang...

I was asked by my zhu to update my blog daily,

then i said eh i donwan bore ppl with my lame posts leh..

Then i tried to update ytd...hmm nothing x.x

So i asked baby, would she be bored if i updated daily...

I mean, i don hv the life of a jet setter leh, jz normal me and my post

are quite emo de lo..haha =x

But she said, well, its a diary of your life...

I guess so..

So here i am, trying to update (bore) you ppl on my happenings..

Since ive been back here..ive realised that ive been sleeping in the wee hrs of the morning

and waking up in the afternoon..

No, its not fun..

Mainly coz, im thinking, im worried abt a lot of things..

Contrary to the belief that i could care less, the fact is, i care too much..

Especially of what my family thinks of me..

There've been some cold wars in the hse, dont ask me abt what,

it juz stresses me out..

Sigh.

Well, enuf sad stuff...

Lets move on to other topics..like wat i did these few days :)

Alu uncle came to town,

And it was his birthday, so we ( me, hani n sai kk) went to sing K,

Screamed like crazy (it was good to release)

Maybe it was the red wine..lolz

Then they played snooker..i dono how to play lor T_T

Noob me, duh.

Played once when i was in Sg nia, tt time it was ange, mich and tazz that taught me :)

I miss u guys.

Then we also had seafood dinner on saturday..bt i went late coz was waitin for mum

to come hm..believe it or not..i had to babysit the dog x.x

Went there, they were already eating crab liao..then i also abit not in the mood d

So juz ate abit x.x

Then went to cc lol..went to this one in Farlim coz they had Ip bonus.

Extra 30% dens n exp o.o

Cool eh^^

Well played till almost 5am and went hm..

Sunday..tagged with zhu almost the whole day..new rings soon eh :p

Then at nite..my arrow hand pain sia..esp middle finger o.o

Dam, now kenot point at ppl d...lolzz

Too much audi le x.x

Couldnt sleep again last nite..another bad sms, another bad news.

Need to think somemore..zz

Oh well, anyway have a great week ahead peeps =3

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"..im juz trying to find a place where i belong..

is that so hard?"

I HAVE A HEADACHE!!!

coz...my tooth aches x.x

Dam it! Sad de lor :(

Think its the hot weather ba, then rain, then hot =_=

And been following my mum out alot,

Helping her with her epf stuff, big stuff, small stuff, stuff stuff..lol..

Also been rotting abit in my room,

watching dvd's ..huhu..

And this morning, my hand itchy go and update to latest msn..

Click~ Ahhh!! fug fug fug fug =x

Then had to keep reinstalling old, ahhh.. long story..

In short, its fixed now..lol =_=

Fixed!!

That word reminds me of something which is still not..

MY PC! zzzzz **()&#@@&()_

Sian.. now he call me find my MB de cd..wth?

2 yrs ago whr to find? I look at the boxes in the store room i also wan ki siao d >.>

Blah!

Been having sleepless nites..though my body tells me im really tired..

i juz cant seem to fall asleep.. and end up sleeping in the wee hrs of the morning..

So, im emo'ing n moody and not having enuf sleep..

Pls do not irritate me more..u wont win =x

Other than that, pretty mundane stuff..

I dono if i shd rattle on n on abt my day day happenings..hmmm

All i knw is, ive been eating alot more than normal zzz

Not cool lor..after i lost all tat weight in KL..

And after saying all that, here i am eating cendol on a rainy day...=_=

Wat a doink!

Wat else? hmm..

Oh..my doggie had a haircut ytd..and we bought him tis cutest little shirt!! =x

Lol..ok ba..

I shall not continue to bore u ppl with my lame and uninteresting posts d..

So, cheers peeps and have a great remaining of week :)

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"how is it that even with ppl ard me, i still feel alone?"

Have you ever..

felt so helpless, hopeless, lost and dont knw wat to do to make it better

that u end up juz sitting there staring blankly into the 4 corners of your room?

Im so not in the mood now..

Not in the mood to talk,

Not in the mood to audi,

Not in the mood to care,

Not in the mood for anything.

I feel like the Queen of Bad Timing...

No matter wat i do, it will nvr be enuf..

Im so tired.

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I juz pray that it will be alright..every single day.

My doggie loves whip cream!!! =X

Hmm..ignore the title, its a random thing

coz i was spraying whip cream from the can to my mouth and my dog ran up to me,

stood on its hind legs and wanted some..

Awwww..so cute can? xD

Anyway, another update on my mundane yet somewhat blissful life..

Im back in Penang..yup, home sweet home :)

Mum actually cleared the back room for my pc n lappy..so sweet

Maybe they scared i make too much noise until very late =x

Life is calmer for me these few days..at least im nt as lonely or as stressed..

I did some very stupid things during my last few days there..

Things i did coz i felt i didnt knw who i was anymore..

Or how to listen to my heart, that it was juz telling me lies and hurting me..

How my perceptions of ppl are becoming horrible..trusting wrong ppl :(

In the end, though there were alot of heartaches, alot of drinking, alot of crying..

I also learnt who are the ppl who truly cared..who really was worried..

And i love them more for it..

I love u..

The 3 words which i thought i wont say so easily again...

When i thought abt it, i was being unfair to the ppl who truly deserved those words..

All i needed was time to climb over that mountain of hurt..and i did :)

The only that sucks now is my pc doesnt work T_T

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NVM! I WILL GET IT FIXED!

Blablablabla..

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Im ok..at least i knw i will :)