Uppie datie~

Am currently havin my hair done, by my sis! Finally~ Well actually its been more than 5hrs x.x... Almost lost my mind during that last hr, think both of us did lol. My conclusion to her, i will stick my "One cut per year" stand=x. Yes, she's training as a hairstylist and almost at the end of her classes. And she showed me this cut 1st, sort of str8 on top and wavey at the bottom. Turned out great XD! Will post photos in FB soon coz she took some to put in her profile lol..but...i...a...bit....shy=x

Endured the hot iron for straightening, made me have a headache as usual and all for the sake of vanity, its a painful beauty..but if it didnt turned out rite then it would juz be painful x.x

Past 2 day have been engrossed in FB, why? Robot wars. Dont ask me, all because babe wanted me to join his squad so he can attack ppl and win ._. and now im hooked on it. I dono why, i juz like to see the numbers ticking lol. And im not obsessed k? Some1 has, the last i heard ard 19 squads in his team, dont ask me how he did it, so yeah, babe pls, obsess much? He's trying win this dude who is in 1st place. Kiasuism :p.. I HOPE YOU WIN HIM SOON! =3 . And also partly coz i havent been able to go into PS since Monday..What a ding dong ._.

Other updates :

- CPU still in shop ._. I seriously doubt he knows or bothers doing it, so shall take it back tomoro.

- Swollen leg has gone down..actually juz donwan see doc again :s, still hurts though =x

- Have a few interviews next week, hopefully those go well. Knowing me, it normally does. LOL! Bleh~

How time passes by, its already Friday tomoro~! Happy happy? ^^

Neways, have a great day tomoro, and a wonderful weekend xDD!

"I said once, i will forgive but will never forget, someone said to me, then you never forgave. I wish i had amnesia everytime something happened. Maybe i'll be happier.."

Nothing much to blog about today..am actually quite sleepy lol x.x

*Note to self: SLEEP EARLIER!*

But wth, its already 3am and im still here =.=

Woken up today by zhu's phone call..YES I WAS SLEEPING! =x..though i said i was awake d hurhur...i was awake la..juz juz...couldnt get out of bed =x..

Played abit of audi with babe and it was already 2pm...tot of goin back to bed. But i didnt lah ok?

Im not a pig =( .. Watched abit of movies, sent out resumes for jobs, made some phone calls..so yeah hopefully there will be some interviews soon. My leg still swollen hor babe..its not an excuse lor =( .. Need to go see doc again tomoro coz my ankles really swollen sia x.x..

Went in audi later in the evening, played with darling till she lvled then drove out to get dinner. All this time, still bery bery sleepy..even with playing with darling..But i didnt want to sleep coz i scared i wont be able to sleep later. Hmm..so much for that theory coz im still awake!.. I really need to wake up earlier tomoro..

Babe! call me again pls =x

After having dinner, went to lie down and i think i fell asleep lol x.x..short nia la..(sorry zhu didnt hear ur sms lol)..audied half asleep again until ard 1.30 then went to bath and here i am now. Awake but tired o.o..

Going to force myself to sleep soon. Need to go some places tomoro.

"I know i can be demanding, because i believe ppl can change, but I can also change and learn not be so demanding and meet you halfway.."

I found it!!

The song thats been haunting me for weeks!

Its Mad World by REM :)

This is so random i know..

And its like in the middle of the night. lol.

Was seriously thinking whether i shd even blog abt it

coz was halfway watching a movie - Two Weeks Notice..

Had something on my mind earlier..

Wanted to ask you abt it..

But i didnt want to spoil ur day..

I always feel bad when i do it..

Then again, its killing me inside.. :(

How i hide it from you earlier,

Tried to not let it show..

What shd i do?

"And I think its kinda funny,

I think its kinda sad,

the dreams in which im dying are the best are i ever had"

Untitled

Slept at almost 5plus ytd..

Watched movie, chatted on msn, played FB games & trivias,

spamming my FB wall with mei lol,

painted my nail :p, took photos of my frenched nails lmao=x

My nice nails =x

Aiya, im one bored woman lol..

I should have gone out with my frens x.x

Been getting opinions on stuff frm frens, on my thinking, on how i do things.

I knw im stubborn sometimes, and true, i need to let go of the

past to move forward..

I keep saying that its haunting me everyday, maybe im the one letting it.

Maybe im hiding behind that statement so that i dont need to face the world.

I really shd stand up to it.

Im juz really scared of getting hurt and i hide the fear with sarcasm.

Hmmmm :(

My nice nice monitor...THAT I CANT USE! ._.

Men in Black o.o...

I came in room with my emo black attire and the whole room

went black with me..lolzz =3

My foot is still swelling..hmmm..not very cool..

Anyway,

Hope u all had a great weekend,

And greater week ahead!! (until the next weekend :p)

:)

Like the new blog? Lolz..

Its somewhat emo, and dark..but i guess its me...for now :)

Loved the old blog ya (hard work by my beloved mei =3)

But felt i needed a change, and been meaning to have it done for some time now..

I asked for baby's help, and i thought she had given up coz the whole thing was juz a big bladi mess lol..

But..

I was surprised to log in today and see this come out instead xDD

Thanks baby, *Loves*

Was supposed to go out for a friend's birthday thingie, but they nvr call to tell me whr..

and i didnt bother to call them to ask also..

Picked up the phone a few times and wanted to dial n call them

But..really not in the mood to go out ..

And its Saturday night for crying out loud..sigh.

Audi's server is down for now (whats new eh?), so playing slots, scratch off, blogging..

And searching for a song thats been haunting me for months..

All coz i cant remember the dam title =.= DAM IT!

CPU is still in the shop but went back to take my monitor..

Jf la, scare me..say they will use fr their own stuff...

Which was wat i actually thought also..initially..

Ask me to go so early and all not there, walao ._. then call them and ask qn

also dono how to answer me..wtf?

So am using my monitor, plugged in my lappy >_>

Though i realised it not as laggy lol..

What should i do abt my cpu? Tmd =x

Ahhhhh...

Gonna rot this weekend..nvm la..been rotting for awhile d x.x

Dont mind me=x

Have a great weekend guys~! <3s~

If only.

After 3 torturing weeks of my leg in wraps, finally it came off tonite :)

Though this also means, no more privileges at home, and doing everything myself again..

Awww=x

Anyway, when i took it off, it felt so itchy coz of the med and

also coz of 3 weeks in there and nvr wash that part of my foot...ewwww gross =x

I bth str8 went to bath and scrubbed my leg x.x...its still abit swollen though,

but becoz of my scratching it, its now red and swollen..hmmm..crap=x

Took my longest bath in 3 weeks and did it standing!! lol...

3 weeks of bathing while sitting on chair while my leg propped up is no fun :(

But it still hurts abit leh...hmm..why ar? Psychology? Maybe..

Oh ya.. took my cpu to the shop again and this time left my monitor there also o.O

They say, need to chk why kenot on..zz.. juz dont tell me nthg can be done d :(

Though i suspect its my graphic card prob..sigh.

Tomoro by lunch im gonna call them see if they can do bo, if nt ima gonna

take it back..donwan leave my monitor there over the weekend..

But then i realise, when i fix my monitor to my lappy last nite, its was not so laggy..

and i can play 130+ songs leh...even do the fm o.O

I dono if its the internet smooth or wat..but it felt different..

Oh well..time to ponder abt..watch a movie..loiter ard the hse till i fall asleep.

Lol..

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If only.

My happiness will last for more than just one day.

If only.

U showed just a little that u actually cared.

If only.

U didnt do things that made me feel unimportant to you.

If only.

I didnt feel like such a disappointment to you when u wanted something i couldnt give.

If only..

Wahahahahaha!!

I made it!! Im finally WorldStar liao!! LOL!! =x *Cheers cheers*

The best part is...I BEAT HIM TO IT! HAHAHAHA..omfg x.x kiasuism to de max =x

Wanted to update ytd..

But..

SO BLADI TIRED! hurhur..i sacrificed alot of sleep time to get there..

YES! IKNW! IM CRAZY! dont have to tell me again...but heck care..i shuang! =XX

On Monday i had my lvl 50 lic..then continued and, and, and

by Tuesday, i was 51 d! LOL...yeah...200k in 24hrs...i knw, im not normal..

Still.....

IN YOUR FACE! HAH!

But hor, i think he bo song me d T_T...he still owe me mega somemore hor..

Cheater :(

He say i sot somemore...wat wor..its not impossible k? Dumbass =x

And its very chi kek, when i challenge myself like this, i knw i shd better things to do..

but with my leg in a cast, i actually hv nthg better to do?

I can only sit ard at hm whole day..so put it to good use ba..lolz

Since it was my target to reach WS b4 my 3rd yr of audi'ing...(Thanks babe fr helping <3)

Now what? hmmm...

Oh ya..i wan pearl rings...so nice T_T...really!!

Wo yao wo yao wo yao =x

See meeeee!! :p

Went to see sinseh again today and tomoro can take out bandage le xD

But now itchy as hell lor T_T...and juz now pain like wat x.x

Got my monitor today also! xDDD but dammit...my cpu problem sia..zzz

Tmd tmd tmd tmd =x

Now im looking at my wide screen, which is attached to my lappy >_>

DUH?
Gonna get it fixed tomoro (again =_=) hopefully i will finally be able to use it

if not ima gonna throw a bitch fit =x

OH YA, MY PET FINALLY LVLED, ytd also !!! lolzz..:p

After a gazillion, million years =x

Ok la...time for movies! On my new monitor! xP!!

Sweet Dreams peeps ^^