Happy Labour's Day~!! xD

And isnt it cool that's is on a Friday? Haha..But even with this some ppl i knw are working today..Some zhu :p..But cant blame him la, he's saving up to buy me my new iPhone..LOL! Thank you!! x333

Rained this morning, almost couldnt wake up x.x heng some1 on their way to work woke me up, so was sms'ing half asleep and poofie my batt went dead. Fk! my phone is so screwed up, sigh. My batt is dying, and i juz charged it ytd ~.~ And the minute it dies, to get it started back up again is a nightmare. Bla.

Ive gotten quite hooked on side slider phones, which has a cute qwerty kb..hmm..bt nokia's designs are quite normal..maybe i shd jz stick to my 1st option, the 5800 lol. My hand really itchy to change le, bt i promised myself i wont change it until i start working. Argh.

Anyway, woke up, had lunch and went to cc lol..wanted to npc n earn some dens, and it's also been a long time since i npc'ed. Hey, i felt pro ok? Lol. Nt bad earning for a few hrs, almost 1M..but i used my noob acc to play ba, since i havent drained most of them, and also the fact that i wanted to change her look =x

Came home ard 7, family had gone over to B'worth and bought back seafood as dinner. Really huge prawns n crabs x.x yumyum :p. Went out again with them to get my fav wildberries yogurt and now am here.. drowsy n blogging lol...

Uneventful? Pretty much mundane stuff bt it passes the time..

Ok la, shall go be scared out of my pants now.. sis gonna put some creepy ghost movie, might as well get my blood n adreline rushing abit. Hope i dont die of a heart attk though lol x.x

"Don't seek for perfections in love ,

learn to love the imperfections in the ppl who love you instead"

Helloooooo world~

Weekends are gonna be here earlier this week, Labour Day tomoro..so technically today is ur Friday.. Woots!! Lolz.. i know some ppl are estatic, others are jz trying to get through today..well good luck y'all, i knw u can make it..Jiayou jiayou!! Esp poor babe..who's in hell right now :(

I knw i might sound abit more perkier than usual, hmm maybe i am. Or maybe im hiding behind this facade of a seemingly happy me. Lol. Im trying to be strong, trying to hold on to my footing in life, breaking my falls with optimism and "tomoro is a new day" thinking.

I pray..it will be..

Everyone has their problems, this is undeniable. But sometimes as a fren, when u pour out ur feeling to someone, u dont want to hear, "Yea, i have problems too" . For that one minute, i wan to be selfish and be the only one with problems. Well, thats wat i do anyway..If a fren confides in me, i dont wan to go rattling on abt my problems..they jz need some1 to listen to their problems, juz for that moment. I dont know, maybe its just me lol..

Been havin headaches and dizzy spells these few days. Not sure why, maybe its the crazy sleeping hrs (sleep at 5 am, wake at 12), maybe im thinkin too much. I resent the fact that juz because i dont show emotions like worrying, doesnt mean im not ._.

Other than that, been sandwich crazy these past 2 days lol..ever since we watched the Sandwich Showdown on Oprah. Omg!! See liao bth =x So have been in a sandwich craze x.x, latest one was, melted cheese on heated tortilla bread, roasted chicken, ham, salad, tomatos, japanese cucumbers(crunchy i tell u!) and top with mayo all rolled up to make this heavenly "sin" of a sandwich. Omg omg omg =x Will post pics of it when we make it again..maybe tonite. LOL!

Dam it! *Dont do it, dont do it*

Well, its almost end of the day peeps.. Hope u've survived it and Happy Labour's Day xD.

I hope u all enjoy your long weekend :)

"Im not perfect, but then so are you"

Its been the longest 48hrs ever...

I wonder if i can go through it.. Its killing me inside :(

Will I ever matter, juz for a little bit? Yes, for awhile..but it will nvr last.

And my tummy's been hurting the whole day..sobs.

Would you cry juz a little, lie juz a little,

Pretend that your feeling a little more pain,

I gave not wanting something in return,

So cry juz a little for me..

Weekends come n gone, and i feel the same. I am trying to make somethin of my life, i wan to look back and see all the things ive done and be proud of myself. Not to say that im not now. I am. Im happy with the choices ive made so far coz even though it has not been all good, but there also that silver lining :)

Im reminded of all the ppl i knw, the frens ive made and it makes it worthwhile. So far, no regrets :) The only regret i have is not having my own career yet. Something which i will be good at, something i can be proud of.. I guess some ppl wait all their life to find it. Im sure i will find mine soon. Pray for me?

Didnt do much this weekend, bt did alot of soul searching. Of what i shd start doing and stop procrastinating. What is good for n what is not. Who i need n who i dont. So ppl who couldnt care shyt about me but pretend that they do, juz do urselves a favour n stay away. I don need more pretence in my life k?

Hmm..it actually took me 3hrs to blog this. Lol. Well, that n the fact that robo wars has been givin me problems the whole day, so gave up for now. Shall continue tomoro. And also was editing MY pics n posting in FB lol..And also ange convincin me that they looked nice =x ALOT of convincing hahaha...Spammed my fb would be the more precise word for it :p

Oh well, its officially a Moooonday, it might be a blue one for some u guys but hey, face it strong peeps xD

I feel irritated, annoyed, flabbergasted and left out..
Where were u when i needed u the most?

Dont shut me out unless u want me to do the same.

Battle battle battle! :p

Jus turned lvl31 earlier and currently having 87 squads lolz =x Im nt really extreme k? There are other ppl who are more *hints babe* Lololol :p ... Juz had my bath, and thought..hmm i really shd update. Although i didnt really do much except to hit attk when the time came LOL! Bleh~ Well, its rainin now, been raining fr a few days..good weather? Er not really lol..Unless its cooling rain..like the one now..ahhh~ Feeling sleepy x.x

Seriously, been super hot lately, not only hot hot but humid too..nt an ounce of cold air AT ALL!..Came to the point that im wearing less garments to sleep an ard the hse lol..Im decent la, juz braless n pantless LOL! I REALLY CANT TAKE IT K? T_T

Fell asleep fr 15 mins...o.o

Ok, so where was i? Oh, in short? Malaysia is hot, Penang is hot, Greenlane is hot and im hot LOL! Jk la..Heat gettin to me *sobsob* Been sleeping in the wee mornings these few days, wat else ar, battling, watchin dvd's, and chatting with a pig who's working abnormal hrs :p

So basically thats abt it, nthg much..but i juz realised thats is a Friday d! lawls..i really didnt realise lor..Oh well..

HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYBODS!!!

"I wish so much to be the person i was b4, ever trusting, ever happy, ever ignorant, ever full of love..the person u once knew. Im trying, but i need u to help me move on..Will u hold my hand and be there?"

It took 3 women, multiple pcs of plank, alot of screws and 1 1/2 hrs.....

To put together a DIY cabinet~ LOL! Hey..it was hard work k? But we managed to do it..as usual :p..Woohoo! Girl Power! =X.

Tadaaa~~

Oh, i forgot, the day me n mum went to get it, i had to go buy it and dam it was heavy k? But i managed to get 2 guys to carry it down until Tesco's car park for me. Either im still very charming or i was lucky to meet some helpful dudes..I like to think it was the former..LOL! =X

How time flew by and its already Tuesday. Past 2 days have been so engrossed in Robot Wars lol..Im level 24 (at the time of post :p) and that only coz i havent been playin much today x.x. Was busy sleeping in the afternoon..WAD! Its the 1st time in weeks that it actually was cooling when it rained k? Anyway it was juz abt 2hrs nia la..Woke up, went for an interview, came back, took mum to get dinner, had dinner, fix cabinet, sis cut my hair again and here i am bloggin..

Busy day? Not really..lol.

Interview went well, i think..we'll see what happens after they call me fr the 2nd one :)

Hmmm..i really need to boost my squad number or else ill kena bully :( *thoughts trail off~* Aaaanyway..been watching this new series Women's Murder Club(WMC). Its in its 1st season nia, but so far the storyline is quite good. Its a this group of 4 women (hence the title.. WMC) a police detective, a public defender, a reporter and a medical examiner and together they find the bad guys :p It sounds corny i knw, but hey, its nice corny hahaha..

Other than that, nothing much happened d..yea i knw..my life's bore..but i like it =.= Oh yea, got my watch back from the shop..Missed it so much =3

Oh well, have a good week ahead guys :)

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Since when did i become your "when i feel like it.." friend? Maybe i always was, but juz refused to see it for wat it was, hoping i was actually something more, not the world, but not so unimportant. I was fooling myself. I get it now...

Its'a Saturday~!

Lolz, as if that means anything to me. Everyday is like a Saturday to me xP! Though its not a very fun saturday, coz its so bleepin hot x.x Even when ur sitting down doing absolutely nothing, its still as hot. Tmd tmd tmd =x.

Been preoccupied with robot wars the second half of the day (till now =x), 1st half, im not so sure..hmmm..maybe cursing the weather x.x.. oh ya, that and the fact that i did not have ppl in my squad which made me lose 1 out of 3 battles fought, so was lazy to play. Not until i added ppl in my squad. Dont ask me how though lolz..its a complex procedure staged out by my zhu =/.. so now i have 8ppl in my squad and im hooked on fightin ppl x.x Babe, i blame u for this!

So now, im having a hot drink, playin robot wars, watching Rush Hour 3, bloggin, reading ppl's blogs, reading forums (LOL! Multi-tasking to de max!) and basically enjoyin my nite xD..Shall sleep soon though, hehe..need to meet up with some ppl tomoro..i think..oh well, we'll see :)

Nites peeps n sweet dreams~ <3s~