Was goin through my sms'es today while waiting for mum at the dentists. Alot of things which i had forgotten, brought back alot of memories, good n bad. Though i must say, it was mostly good..back then.

Things change, life changes, ppls change but feelings? One thing i knw for sure, it has not changed mine. At times when i think back why i do it, im reminded why im still doing it when i also found this sms frm a very dear fren of mine..

Love overpowers selfishness.

Happiness in love needs little or no selflessness,

Because when ur happy in love, efforts shd not be counted,

Nor expected in return.

It shouldnt even be called effort.

Because in love, there's only willingness n appreciation.

Maybe its only me, but its definitely changed since you first left. When i was down, you would cheer me up and listen to me. You havent done that in awhile.. you only get angry when i say ur not the same. You used to call me ever so often, how long ago have u done that? Its not fair to say i expect more from you, i only wanted things to be like it was.

Maybe you dont need me that much anymore. What do you think?

At Chinatown Precint, Melbourne..

Tadaima~!!

Yes, im finally back in Malaysia...Home Sweet Home.. Or rather, Home Sweat Home. My god, its so hot here x.x Ya ya i knw, its always been hot. Thats why i ran to australia lol =x. The end of autumn n near winter weather there was sooo nicee x.x Haiz, i miss it already :(

Safe to say, my trip was wonderful :) except for the flight to n back which were horrid the rest was juz simply....exciting xD! Oh, i havent told u guys wat happened on the way back. I think Airasia shrunk its plane back.. my goodness it was really small k? Alot of ppl were complaining that they couldnt sleep, coz it was too small, and u cant even push it back. So,basically u had to sleep sitting up str8. Horrible! For 10hrs, it was torturous :( When i reached home my thighs n knee had blue black spots T_T.

Anyway, enuf of the bad stuff.. Last day in Sydney was fun. Me n sis went on the ferry ride to Darling Harbour!! There were alot of other places to go but we didnt hv enuf time..had to catch the next plane to Melbourne. Bought alot of stuff back :) It was pretty cool place (piccy's and vids are up in FB^^)

Reached Melbourne at almost 7plus, and finally found our hotel 1hr later x.x. we walked ard the block, little did we realise it was juz a str8 road up frm the bus station..very very far up =x ( i wonder why the hotels we book are nvr near any of the stops? Hmm.)

Lucky the hotel was cozy and i even managed to steal line frm the cafe below somewhere lol..Expensive lor the hotel rates AUD3 for 30mins x.x.. Next day couldnt wake up, too nice n warm to sleep in le @_@. Left ard 11, went to bus station to store our luggage so we could walk without those heavy stuff. And shopping!!

1st few hrs we were sort off walking ard aimlessly, then we found some info ppl, they are the ones which help tourist to get where they wanted to go, and normally are located in CBD areas of cities :) So, with their help, we went on a free city circle tram and got down wherever we wanted in the city..

Too bad most of the places like the markets were closed on normal days.. best times to come was actually on the weekends. But no worries, we walked ard Flinders St, Bourke St Mall, Chinatown, and got some shopping done :)

Well, thats abt all on my trip. Overall? Fun! xD. Hopefully i get to travel to more places soon..

Its a new week guys, a new beginning..

So have a great week ahead, and live life to the fullest!

Me n sis trying to be creative at Melbourne Airport - with a pretzel and the banner behind :p

Cheers my mates from Sydney, Australia!! XD

Sorry it took awhile to update my blog, too lazy and dreadfully tired ><. Here's the full update on what has been happening since i left M'sia on Sat morning..

Saturday:

Left early morning ard 7am, flight to Penang to KL. Reached KL at abt 9.20am. Next flight to Melbourne? 1.40pm @@;;. So what did we do but to loiter ard at Coffee Bean. Dam airport wifi signal so dam saddening, by the time we could get a decent signal, it was time to check in d ._.. Next was the worst possible scenario anyone could ever expect. 8 hrs flight, 2 screaming children the entire duration of the journey ><. And worst of all, they were juz at the opposite aisle frm us.A few ppl even moved seats. Unbearable. No sleep there T_T. Reached Melbourne aiport at 11.30, 2 hrs ahead time diff..Next flight? 6am. Lol...

Sunday

Was still at Melbourne airport, waited fr the 2.30 SkyBus to take us to the Southern Cross Station to take the SunBus to Avalon Airport. Was able to use the net in the aiport, but ran out of batt 30mins later ._. and i realised the power points had diff types of holes o_o!!!. Bus to Avalon came at 4am, reached airport at 5am. Waited one hr and boarded Jetstar to Sydney airport. Reached Sydney at 7.20am and took the train to Museum, and walked aimlessly looking fr our hotel at Elizabeth street.Found the place abt 1hr plus later, tired, sleepy and moody lol. Me and sis were seriously getting on each others nerves. Checked in at 12.30 and slept till 5pm. Woke up, went to Oxford Street to find food and looked for her Toni n GUY studios, where she will be havin her workshop. Walked for abt3 hrs b4 finding it. Turns out it was in Paddington...Legs broken at this point. But had a yummy dinner, yeeros n pizzas xD! (will post video in FB)

So that was it, 4 planes, 5 airports and 24hrs later, we finally reached Sydney.

Monday

Sis 1st day of workshop, woke up at abt 8am, walked with her to the place, abt 30mins walk. It cold here now, autumn leaves are falling. And you dont really feel tired of walking. Dropped her, had coffee and mushroom filo fr breakie, walked ard Oxford Street and went back to hotel fr abit.Came out at abt 2plus, walked ard Oxford again, up to Paddington area.. Alot of nice shops ard, but damn our RM, makes things slightly on the expensive side ><. Conversion came up to abt RM2.70 to AUD1 zzz

Plan to scout on hw to get to Sydney Opera hse, and Bondi beach later..hmmmm..

Loving it here so far, ppl are nice when u ask for directions and its quite laidback and relaxing. Imagine its dark after 5pm, and most shops close at abt 6. Then they go for walks in the park with their dogs, or go for a nice dinner..

Oxford St is more of the adult scene place, alot of erm, adult sex shops ard, drag shows, porn cinema :O..lolz..there are shops which have tags like "Gay/Lesbian and Proud of it" or"Lick-Her-Shop" o.O..quite the eye opener xD

Other than that, ppl seem to enjoy their life here.. so yeah, its pretty cool place to be :)

Hopefully there will be more pics today :p

Take care peeps and have a great remaining week ahead.. I know i am :D

This is it, last 4hrs before i take off :)

Partly excited, partly nervous lol.Dono why, hmm..maybe coz its my first time travelling further than Sg lol x.x . Juz finish straightening my hair, high lighted my sis' hair and finish last minute checking/packing @@;;

And problem is, im sorta having diarrhoea ._. took meds d, hopefully will be ok when i wake ><. Havent booked the hotel in Melbourne though..hurhur=x. Stupid link keep dc on me, and i asked them to booked earlier d but nooo..oh well, sleep in the park then. Lol x.x.

Cant really think of wat else to say, stupid tummy keep turning ><. I shd go sleep i guess..

Wish me a wonderful trip will ya! xD

My fav jelly.. hiak hiak xD~

Been engrosed in anime these 2 days, currently at epi71 d :p Left 10 more epi's and then i need to wait le coz the new one not out yet. Well juz in time too i suppose :)

One more day..less than 24 hrs :p

Been busy packing as well, but im sorta a last minute packer, coz thats when im really good at it. If i do it earlier, i will juz end up bringing alot of uneccessary stuff =x. But on a happy note, unlike ange, i will be able to online and update (and also play my robot wars =xx) every night if im not too tired lol. But yeah, im hoping to upload vids on Fb when im there coz for the 1st 2 days my sis will be at her workshop and i will be left alone to wander the streets of Sydney lol..x.x

Just had my money changed to aussie dollars, and bought stuff fr sis. She's the one with alot of things to bring..Had a makeover last nite, cut my hair shoulder length lol..hmm..well, its new. Havent seen it short for awhile, but then its grows back pretty fast. So nt really worried. Hey, its a good change for me. Well any change is good :)

Oh well, time to continue with my anime :p

Have a great weekend guys! xD

Nobody's talking,

cause talking juz turns into screaming,

And now its im yellin over her,

she's yellin over me,

All that means is neither of us are listening,

And whats even worse?

That we dont remember why we're fighting.

And so we're mad for nothing,

Fighting for nothing,

Cryin for nothing,

But we wont let it go for nothing.

P/s: I dont want to go to bed mad at you.

Im sorry, are you?

My new shoes~!!! (actually drove all the way to BM to get it =x)

3 days and counting..

For those of you who dont know what the countdown is for, Ima goin to Australia! Woots! :). The reason im going is coz my sis is goin for a 2 day workshop in Sydney, and she found some cheap air fare deal, so voila! Im goin xDD! So yeap, leavin Sat morning and coming back the Fri after :)

And i havent even started packing @@;;; Though i might seem abit nonchalant about the whole trip, the truth im quite excited. Its coming at a time when i need to breath new air and hopefully am able to let go of all the bad stuff thats been happening, and come back feeling refreshed and ready to start fightin again lol..

Been out the whole afternoon today, went to see my mum's friend, went to Queensbay mall with sis, got some toiletries for the trip, bought new earrings :p, bought a shirt :p:p, fetch sis to Prangin Mall (in the afterwork jam! x.x) came home, french mani'ed my nails again lol, watched abit anime, and dozing off in front of comp. HurhurxD

Found out audi got patch, new item, diaries o.o hmmm..wonder wat they do..alot of hoo haa abt it, frm wht i read in forums, there are 3 types, standard diary, premium diary and cpl's diaries. The standard one is dens, but i guess nthg much in that, and the premium n cpl one (which is cash) works the same way, juz in case u dont have a cpl to share it with. Thinking of gettin the cpl one..only one person needs to get it, the cpl can use it also..Hmmm..maybe i shd go click on ppl, im sure there are ppl who are more audi freaks than me hv gotten it =x Oh well..

Im hungry ><

Off to cook peeps :) goin to faint soon x.x

I know, i know.

Its the beginnin of the week again. And as u all dragged ur lifeless bodies out of bed to "happily" go to work, all i can do for u guys is this....

Ganbatte-ne! =X

Please do not kill me x.x Me being a person who has nt been working can tell u, i rather be working right now! Im serious. Lol. At least i wont be stuck at home the whole day..Sure, the 1st month is fun but after that, it sorta goes in depression. Like ur falling into this hell hole n there is no end to it ><.

I want change my phone!! T__T

Lol..

Anyway this is what ive been watching for the past 2 days :) .. actually watched till 6plus ytd x.x...hey, it makes me laugh, why not? xD..

Briefly..

Its about the heroine of the show, Hinamori Amu, who is perceived as "cool and spicy" girl by all the kids in the school. But inside, she's juz a shy n timid. So, one night she prays that she can be wat she really wants to be and wakes up with 3 eggs on her bed. Yes, eggs! Lolz.. anyway thats when the fun begins, coz the eggs are are actually her Guardian Characters.

Oh well, its nice entertainment and i havent been watching animes for awhile now :)

"The fact is, you nvr answered my qns, my doubts, my suspicions.

Though i smile, i still live with unanswered qns in my heart.

How long can i go before i break down again? "