Yo peoples ~! :) 'sup?

Lol..dont mind me, just finished rewatching Honey on dvd and their slang is kinda stuck in my head for the time being :p Currently home alone and kinda sleepy. Wanted to sleep earlier, but was staring at ceiling for the longest time. So decided to put on a movie, still wide awake =.=

Its been a damning hot saturday, just like any other day. Feeling irritable and moody but still control-able :) Didnt really do much 'cept for boring boring and extremely boring day at work. Thank god its only till 1 =.= I kept looking at the clock to see when it would be time to actually go home><. Even Fb has nothing for me anymore, my boredom and time waster companion..omigosh :(((~!

So decided to just hop ard in audi, watched babe play abit, mall abit(hands abit itchy....), "worked" abit...etc etc etc... Summary? Those 4 hours felt like 4years ><. Went home, lepak'ed ard audi again..then helped mum put up lights on the porch, audied somemore. But in the end, audi was not really a cool place to hang out today :( Decided to join random ppl again, played abit of 4k (did u believe i actually bullied? Must be my lucky day lol) then went in search of 8k.

Found a random room with random ppl who turned out to be not so random coz middle of game, one of them ask me if i remembered them. Rofl...i knw why its so easy to remember me..coz im cute..LOL! No la..its coz i NEVER changed my nick :D And that girl changed like xN times =.= Thank god i still remember her though :S

After exhausting myself with 140~ 8k songs (i realise i suck at really fast songs ><...not happy with my playin d..i wanna be idolised too D: ... though i did a 168 song fm! Im still cool! yay! :X *self consolation* T^T) wanted to try resting, and here i am, 10pm and still didnt sleep a wink =.= In fact joined compy, and was in 3rd till the last 20secs got ninja'ed >_>" I really need to work on my c3. Blah blah blah.

Thats abt my saturday gone..kinda not in the mood for alot of stuff, dono if its the heat or coz of this afternoon. Just moodless.

Oh wells, gonna go find another show to watch and prolly try to get some shut eye...but im almost levelling in cafe O_O;; okok, shall not be psychotic abt this @_@.

Loves~ Outta here~!


P/s : Still putting up new year lights O_O;; and we're not even done yet! Lol..:S Shall upload some pics later :)


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And i may never know if that was the reason for the sudden mood change,

I dont know what it was that caused it, i just hope it wasnt that.

Whatever it is, im done trying to analyse everything,

even the hot and cold treatment im given at times.

All i can do is have faith :)

Hola hombres on a Friday~! :D

Gonna make this a short post, coz basically the 1st line has been there since about 11 and its already 2.30 =.= i needa go sleep soon ><.

Work was ok today, as usual, some hiccups here and there but then if there wasnt it wouldnt be normal eh? Ive been very guai today lor, didnt Fb as much, but it could be partially coz FB changed their layout and the new one sucks big time. Dam inaccessible and their so called 'user-friendly' is an understatement. Wonder what Fb will come out with tomoro since every single change frm FFS to the new layout has sucky =.=

Lousy new layout, even the bookmarks are hard to reach as its now at the home page =.= Oh wells..just hv to get use to it i guess..

Eyes hurt alot coz was practically staring at the darn excel workbook the whole day trying to figure out the costing that was left behind by ex colleague. Still havent figured it out though ><. Total sian-ness.

Kinda figured out a way to raise my pets, but its gonna take awhile i guess since ima poor owner TT^TT~ Might try to work it out this weekend ba :)

Like the pics i put up in my blog? Lol...i kinda dont like my own pic ><. Just trying and experimenting ba, shall take others these cpl of days :D Hopefully i dont look like shit :X With the heat and the lack of sleep, i really dont look so good =.= Someone pls force me to sleep more this weekend?

Gotta go to bed, another day tomoro..sigh. Oh well, cest la vie~

To you ( you knw who you are..)
I hope ur not still angry with urself or me over what happened this morning,
Seriously, its not even important,
I dont blame anyone if they dont read everything i have to say
coz some of it are really just rants that i need to get off my chest.
Of course im happy if u guys do,
it shows that ur really concerned abt what goes on in my life..

Thanks for bearing witness to my life :)

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& and ur lost for the moment, frm my life.

Horrid horrid headache ><.

Ive realised, for the past cpl of weeks, my posts have mainly been about the "job" and how much i "love" it here, the bosses, the workload, bla bla. Like a friend of mine said, "Hate it so much, then resign, if not then dont complain" Guess what? Im still gonna complain! Screw my friend! :X

Lol, just kidding la..not today folks :) Really feeling uncomfortable in this god forsaken weather. I just took a bath and now im sweating like hell again ><. Speaking of them would only make things worse =.= Basically had the 1st supposedly meeting of 2010 (like we had any in 2009) . Anyway, said it was a gonna be a new type of management..bla bla..yadda yadda..boring stuff.

And i think the whole point of the meeting was coz they wanted to implement the daily report of each staff. Like write down what we do each day and i absolutelyyy despise doing it. How can i even break down what i do in a day when it consists of so many little stuff? Maybe OM saw me playin fb ba lol..who knows. Is it my fault that u guys have no projects? What they dont know is hw good i am at writing grandfather stories, so expect a whole lotta crap on that fkin piece of paper. I wanted to voice out also, to not reprimand staff (me?) for work that was given last minute if its urgent. If u cant prioritise on whats impt, why shd i? But my head was givin me too much trouble and i might have just exploded and said wrong stuff. Bla.

Still cant stand ex colleague, so guai guai'ly agree to boss'es speech. Lets see hw long it will last :)

Hopefully i get some news on new jobs after CNY *prays hard* I really cant stand this place anymore, and how much bs they can say even when i already know they're knee high in horse shit =.=

Mum's been nagging me to come hm sharp coz its pointless to work extra for ppl who dont pay u ot on top of that dont even appreciate that u do and complain that its not enough. I guess its true bt i like to complete my stuff b4 i leave. Sigh dilemma.

Came home and fell asleep fr abit, head really throbbin man :( woke up , took a bath and now im all hot and sweating again zzzzzz!! But raised babe and 2 other of my pets earlier..i lost abt 1.2b frm there..ouch ><. How the hell am i suppose to raise them? Must think of another way .. Gonna head to bed, im sweating even more just by looking at the dam monitor >_>" Think im gonna go take another bath!!

Guten nacht!!

To my baby panda meimei ♥
Im sorry we havent been talking much too,
Just one too many things coming at us at the same time
that we just feel to tired and sometimes out to words to say at times.
But im always here to listen, and will be here if u ever need me :)
Ur OCD sweetheart loves ya much much much too ~!

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Have i told you lately that i love you?

I feel fever a-comin ><. Do i hear mc a-comin too? :x

Seriously, am having sudden head pains and feeling very warm & ears hurting :( The weather has been horrible since it turned Feb and it gettin hotter by the day. Had to take a bath 2ce just to cool down. And going out of the office in the afternoon and driving out is a horror! U cant imagine the oven im friggin bakin in :(

Dam mousey has been calling once too many times on my handphone, even when im in the dam office. I refuse to answer lol.. and also after working hours, its kinda getting irritatin when he calls after work hrs, justtt when i reach home and sit down to rest =.= Again, i refuse to answer. Im not obligated and most importantly, i dont give a fk >_>"

Oh ya, the 2 jambans were collected by OM..hahahaha :X She has the bigger car ok? Anyway, she was the one who offered, so there, la di da =.= I dont really care wht the impressions my bosses have, coz in their current position in the construction line, their names are not very famous with suppliers around. Shall not talk bad of them here, LOL :X, bt in summary, total hypocrites when it comes to payments.

And the empress had the cheek to tell me mousey complained abt something, which was not even my responsibility to begin with. In short, if the dam thing was so important, why the hell did he only remember abt it at 5pm when he needed it that night? I think i need to get him an organiser, that dude has some serious time management issues.

Busy day as usual, though at some points i was alone in office, so sneaked in audi lol :X Wanted to see hw it compared to home pc..connection dam cool la, pc not so haha :S I wonder why...must change to cabel d for mine..wireless sucks D:

Came home, audied abit, had dinner, audied abit more, totally forgot abt compy tonite until it was too late =.= Fb is not cool for me today, ffs came out with some screwed up new achievement caps and i am friggin nt happy abt it. Trying to up the value of some of my pets, bt want to find a way so i dont go totally friggin broke. Sorry guys, let me figure out how to work tis out coz apparently the value doesnt go up like it used to, which was 100m for each buy, now it skips like 300m per buy. Wtf? =.=

All this just made my headache worse :( Gonna go watch some movie and get some shut eye for tomoro.. and i thought it was Friday already! TT^TT!! Need to get ren's advise but he already gave me...i just need to decide hw i wanna do it...><.

Nighto peepos~ !

Spoke too soon!! =.=

As soon as i posted my last entry, sei mousy called and ask to print out a fkin 60pages business proposal =.= and 2 copies! zzzzzz and want it binded also! WTF?? It was already 5 d har, and the printer in our office is not young....takes abt 1/2 hr or more jz to print one bladi set...BAH BAH BAH!! And the dam binding machine is not working in our office...so must take to shop and bind..walao.. i str8 told OM, i need go hm earlier d, let her tell bosses la, i dont really care, and though it seems she was genuinely concern abt my time (or maybe jia jia..who knows) ask me take her to the shop...in the end, i went home at 7 frm the friggin shop even with her there...oh fuckety fuck yay! =.=

Came home, tired..bt played alone awhile and decided to join compy..kena trashed also dont care ler..lol. Normal indi..my fav ! :p coz i seem to chain alot in this mode rofl...and i got 2nd haha, all coz it was a slow song and i kept pressing the last key too which made me miss fm...2 times! =.=

Rd 1 - Normal Indi - 112bpm :)

2nd rd was CC4, some 120 song..and though i got 4th, im quite happy with my 4k tonite ahaha :X Played with random ppl after that, something which i havent done in awhile..anyway, hopped ard, then saw serene, yorke, nelson and platina, so joined them fr abit..well quite abit lol..test of faith and patience in playin 4k lolzz :S

Awhile later played with babe, bt attn span seriously gone down the drain..though im still pleased with my 4k and chains *gloatsss* :p Only for tonite ba...jz wanted loud music to blast my thoughts away.. Now there silence again, and my mind is wandering off..

Oh, noob me, was wondering wat the practice mode fr observers was...yuan lai by practising in the obs spot, can get dens de :O Cute right? :D

Lolzz..all because i accidentally press dao the arrows, if not i wouldnt knw also =.=

So, that was my nite of audi..seriously nvr play so much 4k in one nite..im determined to get better! >_>"" I still dont like it though...Lolol :S *kiasu-ism*

Off to bed peeps, back pain'ing d ><... Va mos! :)


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Its still there, in my heart, on my mind, in my thoughts..
I cant seem to let it go, even if my heart tells me otherwise...
I cant trust it anymore..
Sigh.

Finally some break time .... @_@;

Busy busy busy Tuesday it has been and current status: momentarily happy :)

Net is safe and sound back with me coz genius me found another connection point..haiz..i cant stand my clever-ness sometimes :p Been running ard like a mad woman today, but the funniest point in the day, when i told my colleague this, we both just couldnt stop bladi laughing.. this is wat transpired..

Boss: Come here for awhile Mag.
Me: Yes Mr Loo?
Boss: Ok, the clients have confirmed these items, so u can issue PO's and collect the stuff from them.(ticks away on the items..and hands to me)
Me: Oh, ok
Boss: Tell them u will go and collect later.
Me: *stares at the list* Me? Collect? They're 2 Wc's here o.o; ( TOILET BOWLS! SITTING ONES!) Erm...
Boss: I think car can take...
Me: I dont think MY car can.... (=.="") anyway, they can deliver, ive asked b4..
Boss: Oh, then ask them to deliver by today.
Me: Ok... (kns >_>"")

Ok, this might not seem funny now..it didnt seem funny at the time too, but when i got back to my table, i jz stared at my colleague and told him, "Boss wan me to collect 2 jambans and 1 basin O_O;;" and he just laughed out and i started too. Omg it was just too fking hillarious. Wtf, he thinks i drive a friggin lorry? My God, how idiotic can a person get? And i call him my boss? Christ sakes... WHATEVER! =.="

Last nite was extremely pooped, my arms were practically dangling from the sides ><.. I hope we're done cleaning..pls pls pls pls TT^TT~ I know we still have lights to put up and mum got one cool lantern when she went out ytd, and she got it cheap coz it was only 1 and not a pair lol..bro asked, not one pair how to hang? :o Mum say "Hang in center" Rofl! Well, she has a point..i actually thought of same thing..:X AND! One thing good abt spring cleaning...we find alot of lost treasures :p

Isnt my kb much more cuter nao?? Lololol :X

Blah, wanted to stick those long time ago, but donwan to buy coz i knw sis got one extra :p I wonder how long i can tahan with it though..kinda too cute lol :S

Ok, back to the tedious work of comparing paint colors..><. Ima model employee ok? One that blogs, plays cafe world, robot wars and ffs during working hours....LOL! Bah!

Toodles!! :D

P/s: Hope nothing happens in an hr frm now to spoil my momentary burst of happy hyperness x.x

I am lost..

I really feel like giving up..
Coz nothing is ever what it seems.

Fate had a hand in this, and it has a great sense of humour in screwing with ppl's lives..

Maybe its becoming a bore to you,
But i really cant be bothered anymore..

Im tired of it all.

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Its been a long nite, and no one seems to be online, esp when i need someone to talk to. Guess its ironic that way :)

Just finish clearing room short while ago, and thought of watching Supernatural, but cant le..almost 2 am ><. Time to rest for another day at war tomoro.

Fk work =\