Happy happy Sunny-day~!!

Just came back from JP class not too long ago, and feeling kinda sleepy right now lol @_@; Today's class was kinda stressful though, seeing that i could not really remember my hiragana writings ><. I remember then in sequence, bt when they ask, its jumbled up ma, so need to count in my head b4 can answer x.x. Lol, i shall prevail the next time...bt then again, we were just given another 15 new writings today...which makes it 30 to memorise -faints-

Ytd was kinda uneventful, well except mum's birthday of course. Didnt do much ba, some dinner with family, bought a Secret Recipe bday cake (sinful sinful sinful delight ><...) and that was it. Gonna chip in for mum's pressie though...sibling were thinking of diamond studs lol..:DD

White Choco with Macadamia Nuts O_O!...:p

Spent most of the day sleeping though, and watching anime lol..and also memorising hiragana for today's lesson. In and out of audi, but no one was playin so didnt really play much :( Guess that was about it, fb really getting abit too boring for me, and i dont really play much of new games coz it seems like they're clones of some other popular ones. =.=

In the end, fell asleep with book in hand :X Lol..

Oh wells, Monday is around the corner, and its gonna be busy soon with a few projects on the way and in the final proposal stage :) Cool? Not really sure x.x

Time for a little nap and some anime again :p

Ja ne~! ;)

P/s: Was very amused earlier by the actions of a certain person , i guess once a b****h, always a b****h? Ur despo-ness really cracks me up love ;) I dono if it was encouraged or self doing, but still amusing as hell :D

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& its only fair, yet nothing in life is,
no one is every afraid of anyone leaving their lives, until they do,
my post have gone unread, and msgs unreplied,
Oh wells, wakatta~ :)

Hey ho peeps on a very early Saturday morning ~ ;)

First and foremost....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!!!!!! :3

Love love love love love you muchiee!!! :D

Though ur strange and full of ideas at times, but hey, thats wat we love the most, coz we turned out exactly the same :p LubLubLub~

Not really sure what to do for her birthday yet though, coz siblings forgot about and i forgot to remind them =.= Will think of something later, maybe seafood dinner? :D Yum yum~ :3

Kinda exhausted, just came out of audi. Actually intended to go in and see see only, bt was spotted by ahp and diana and they got me to playin lol. Also to meet a new fam member, Lacry, but ive played with her b4 with babe :) And she said she saw me in exp comp lobby :X Yea, went to compy today, bt i think im kinda out of it, havent really been playing since last week and the arrows all feels weird >_>" Anway had a crazy time, laming all the time, which was good, coz it got me off my mind on hw much i missed playin with u. Then we made her friend join Chocos too lols, funny dude , but i cant remember his nick now :X

Audi sure does have its bitter sweet moments for me .. :)

Work was the norm in the morning, afternoon was spent sloggin under the hot sun ><. To the bank then to site to pay wages to the workers and then to suppliers to choose panels. Came back to office and was almost time to go hm d. Finished up my stuff and in the end had to wait fr colleague to finish his drawing plan. Sheesh. I shdnt have waited coz in the end there were changes after changes =.= Made me go hm at 7 ..bla.

Went home to see sis using the new modem n router, which still didnt work despite her sayin it did. She got pissed, bt i already told the settings were abit off, coz she didnt even fix it to the router, and as soon as i did, the net start goin bonkers le =.=. In the end? Used back old modem. Will prolly get it back to shop to have it looked into, since mum kept buggin to use it.

Oh wells, its TGIF again peeps ~ Time really is flying but some things still feels like its at a standstill..

Ciaoz~! Have a great weekend ;)


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It wasnt coz i was upset and didnt want to say anything,
It was coz i didnt know wat to say,
After so many days, to suddenly see u again, words could not seem to come out,
I guess, it felt like, u didnt need to have me in there at all,
I can sense ur unhappiness, but can u sense mine?

Is this the final goodbye..?


Thank you for the memories, the laughter and the tears,
And everything else that might have seemed small,
But meant the world to me :)


Even if we're apart, u will always be a part of me..

Tadaima~ :)

Its been an uneventful Thursday so far, and currently practising my hiragana for next's lessons mini test *gulps* Abit pissed coz havent been able to watch my anime since i brought my pc back. Something is wrong somewhere....if only i can figure it out...annoyeddd =w=

Sis got diverted frm her practice and is now playin some lame BigFish game..rofl! Lousy her :p But then again, if my anime was working, i would be doing the same thing :x

Work was painful, and shall not be reminded of it here. Still need to get the website up and really blank with no inspiration at allll :S Even Fb is being a total bore for me. Sigh man =\

Came home, switched on pc and fell asleep. For about 2hrs i think.. lol. Wanted to join exp comp but was blur like a jellyfish @_@; hence decided to play by myself for abit and took some ss for ava's lol. And also, for baby to see my new set, since she's busy with studyin for exams :)

Cant seem to take more decent ss, was trying the whole nite, bt didnt like any of them =.= This was best i could get D: - but love my set nonetheless..white :3

Anyway, had dinner and been slacking ard fb, raised another pet of mine to 3b in ffs, been having problems with cafe world =.= and in and out of audi but no familiar faces to play with. Hmmm..

So been a good girl and decided to practice writing but with alot of interuptions in between :X Guess i shd head to bed earlier, since ive been waking up late for work these few days. Doinks self.

Ja mata~! ;)


P/s: Posted my my first post on tumblr today, i wonder if i shd just moved my whole blog there.. the layout is pretty nice and simple, but not used to its features yet. Maybe.. :)

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Your right, its not all about me, but in here it is.

There is a reason i blog so frequently, so that ppl i care abt knows wats goin in my life,
And also a place for me to release and tell about the good and bad things that i went through,
It might be mundane and u guys dont have to read it everyday, coz im happy to knw that u do,
Really read and have interest in what i have to say.

Uve not been ard these past few days, and ive respected ur space,
Work and life is busy, and i really understand, even if u dont manage to come in here when u can,
Ur msgs have seem to slowly disappear, as i expected, but even then i have not complained,
All i ask, was for u to read when u can, and i mean truly read and not just come in and leave 3secs later,
And no, its not better than not coming in at all, its worse.

There are reasons why ur acting cold towards me, or why u said the things u said this morning,
But seriously? I dont really care coz there will always be something or someone, and guess what?
Its not all about u too :)

Hola people on a Thursday morning~ :)

Just finished watching CSI LV on Astro, kinda long since i actually sat down and watch tv, well cable tv, still tv nonetheless..It was nice, and good shows are worth it ;)

Its been kinda a long day, with work and Jp class after that. Work, was erm, long. Paperwork is really not my cuppa, and i find it difficult to just sit around and flip through stacks of paper every single day. And accounts, omg =.= my least fav subject ever. Not that i suck at it, im quite decent, jz cant stand it ><.

Even watched my anime at lunch time rofl...i asked my sis was it over abit, and she said yes..Lunch time worrr :( I still think i was not over leh.. =.=

Left work sharp coz wanted to beat the jam and have dinner b4 going fr class. Tonite's class was slightly more tougher coz we're learning to write Hiragana now. Its been a while since i learned how to write lol. Fun, but tough. And the teachers' even gonna give a little test on writing fr next class ><. Time to start practising.. lolz :)

Nichiyoubi abunai yo!!!

Came home, audied by myself abit, took some ss of the new set i got lol..and only im looking at it..oh wells, dont matter :) Wanted to watch my anime bt connection seems to be shitty, or is it the browser prob? Hmmm..not cool :(

'Neways, sleep ba. Kinda pooped from the long day. And its almost the weekends again :)

How time flies..


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& if u only knew, how much it hurts,
to be left out in the cold..
What else can i say? Good bye? :)

What happens when the light fades away and the candle is nothing but melted wax?
Darkness.
Im feeling indifferent again, but this time it feels stronger,
Im feeling blase about everything.

This now u see me, now u dont treatment is getting to me,
Im not indespensible, and can be replaced anytime,
I know that now..

Soon, the candle that was burning so brightly, will just fade,
And so will us ..

PC is back!!!! And im broke!!! =.="

Lol.. ok la, i shdnt complain for now since its back. Just spent abt 100bucks for a new power supply which has been with me since i got this pc. Seriously at this rate, the only thing left i havent changed is the motherboard and processor. Once those die, then its as good as me getting a new pc d =.=

Hopefully it doesnt happen soon though.. bo lui for the time being..hahaha :S

Itadakimasu! Lunch!! Been craving for sushi for weeks now, finally decided to walk over to Queensbay and got it! :D

Work was dull and immensely tiring. Like i said, sleeping at 4...not a good idea. Was zoning in and out of conciousness. As soon as it hit 5.30, i was outta there :x

Pc wasnt suppose to be back till tomoro, but he had tested it for the whole day and it seemed stable ba. Blue screen, not sure wat it was yet, but i remember seeing hardware failure on it. I think...which would explain the power supply's death. Oh wells, pray that this time itll last longer without something else dying on me :(

Then did the usual, installed my program (i.e audi, ares, bla bla bla..) And i feel the need to reinstall FF coz the one he installed fr me feels problematic and i cant even FB on it =.= And my audi didnt work. Went in patcher and dc'ed with a notification of missing sound card or on wrong setting. I was hoping it would be more of the wrong setting thingy, missing sound card will be very depressing since i jz changed sound card =/

Rechecked settings, and tested sound only to reliase i nvr plug in my speakers =.= But still the problem was not that. Deleted the whole folder and reinstalled. If it didnt work again then it fated :) Audi asking me to quit.. lol :D It took me abt 1.5hrs to patch the 1st time, luckily 2nd time was slightly faster..10 patches leh. Guess what? It worked =.= Hmmmmm.. fate?

No, it was actually sheer ke gao on my side, coz when i was installing the manual patches, it came out, "program is installed wrongly" or something to that effect, bt i tot it was just W7 being a bitch, so i just clicked cancel. LOL :x

How could i possibly be wrong in installing something ive been installing on and off for abt 4yrs now? It seems i can =.= Bah.

Still some tweaks here and there, coz it feels kinda laggy. Dont knw if it was coz of the net or wat. Will look into it maybe tonite, maybe..

Totally random pic taken during my journey back hm. Traffic lights died at one of the most busiest intersections, so i just sat there and watched ppl getting themselves in a bind and stuck in the middle and at a standstill for abt 10mins =.=. Kiasu-ism ? :)

Oh wells, guten nacht!! :)