Argh!

Me want the weekends nao, nao, nao, nao!

Me wanna bum...eh no, rest at home T^T~ And the fact tht im not working on Saturday, makes me wan it even more! Naoooo!! :X

Im sorry lol, feeling very tired again and i think i twisted my ankle again coz it hurts like mad :(( Bery sked to see the sensei again....so am hoping it gets better soon! D:

Gonna go lie down and watch spooky anime liao, and get scared shit-less ._.

Oyasuminasai!!

P.s. Me bery bo song with you! Yes you! My pumpkin pie....hmph!

Hmm...

Ive been contemplating the whole nite on whether i should continue on my saved drafts - thus present the illusion that i havent been posting or just lump it all together and start with a new post. OCD tells me, i shd stick with the old dates, coz then ill be posting things tat happen on the actual days... however, brain is not so obliging and well fingers are protesting,

So, i decided with the latter :x

Easier also la hor, not only do i not stress myself with trying to recall what actually happen for the past week, but i also get to make tis post super long so u all will read it twice! Win win situation? :s Ok la, enuf of unnecessary crap (which btw, helps lengthen this post :p) and lets do some flashback on the past week.. :)

Sadly, my life being the rather boring one at that, has not much updates *sry for disappointing everyone * so, i shall attempt to read back at my saved drafts to try and recall what it was that was goin thru my mind at the time... (another lame attempt to lengthen this post....rather successful tho :p)

Lets see...

Wednesday was not so cool, not only was i extremely busy at work and basically crazed the entire day, came home, and had to leave str8 for JP class. Reached home at 10, to find mum in one of her "moods", so i was not only tired and hungry but also in the middle of an incomprehensible cold war ._. In the end, made ramen for dinner and well, im happy dy :) Eating ramen always brings back memories of living alone in KL lolz, kinda fond memories at times, despite the living by myself thingy ;)

Thursday was uneventful, as was Friday, even tho i shd have been rejoicing that it was already the end of the week. Sadly, i had to work full day on Saturday ._. but not having classes on Sunday morning, for the 1st time in months and not havin to wake up at an ungodly hr when everyone is sleeping happily brought me some joy :p Even if i was slightly irritated abt some work stuff, which to cut the story of that short, i just really dislike being in the middle of any debates/arguments/etc etc etc... i watch, its ok, but never, i mean NEVER pull me in ._. Blahhhhhhh..!

It suddenly hit me too that my bosses, as in the husband n wife, are still not on talking terms...since, well, since i said it the 1st time which was a cpl of weeks ago? O_O;;

*shruggsss*

Anyway, that was Saturday for you, and saying that it was uneventful would be an friggin understatement >_>

Woke up late on Sunday, only to find mum had gone to New Lane and gotten the famous fish head/fish with bee hoon for breakfast. Now im not really a fan of fish, but this one is an exception! Becoz u have to be there before 11am or they will be like completely out of fish dy.. Yes, damn good business ok? Totally yummy esp eaten with cili padi! Omgoshh x.x

Sorry pic not bery clear, was in a hurry to dig in :x LOL!

Slept somemore after that, with tv and vid intervals in between, cz wanted to get new dvd player for my room....like finally ok? Really bth the one that im using which mum got from her china friend de...durable la but still in the end was really dying a slow slowww and painful death and bringing me with it ._.

Heng i nvr ppk and did go in the end....

"Pink is my favourite color!" - Steven Tyler, Aerosmith.. LOL :X

Isnt it cute tho? It looks big here but its actually half the size of the normal players...so kawaiiii :x and PINK! even the bladi remote control! X___X

Okok, im gettin unnecessarily hyped over a dvd player.....but purdee ahhhh!!! :s Got a few new animes to watch as well...and ima happy chica for the day and a little cushion to comfort my oh so lovely Monday brusss.. Even if ima a little broke....the only thing ive yet to get...is my new Kb ...bleh~

So, shall i continue on to Monday, even tho it was ridiculously tiring just like every other Monday? Weeeeee~!! Then again , better not x.x

Went to thru my mail ytd, coz its like overflowing dy :s and got notified of my impending practicals in November.. Mamacita! I need to start on my lesson plan dy.. i wonder how ima gonna get thru alive teaching my classmates, even if its only for 1/2hr ._.

In case ur thinking, "If u cant teach ur classmates, how u gonna teach others?" - Ur wrong leh, i find easier to teach ppl i dont know, or rather ppl i know genuinely wanna learn and not trying to make my life (however short that is) a living hell. Monkeybananafruitbasket lahhh >_>

Ermm, should i stop here? Are u gettin tired of reading? :p Actually im tired dy, so i shall continue my "adventures"! another time...LOL :x

Tata!

Post-less

If u noticed, i havent been blogging for almost a week now lol.. Actually i have alot of unposted entries which are just sitting in my drafts section ._.

Why didn't i post them, u ask? Coz ima emoing lolz..

I tried finishing them everyday, but i dont like what i wrote, as in, it seem too robotic and fake >_> U might say, hey blogs are suppose to be spontaneous and fun and cute like me right? LOL! :x

In summary? Im not in that happy happy place of mine to blog ._. and i dont think anyone really noticed that i havent been posting also.... :(

Lol, ima emotional, what u expect?!

And to think i have quite a number of pics to post too, hmmph!

Uh?

I finished work early ytd! And when i mean early, meaning 15mins after im suppose to clock off....but still early! And then i thought to myself, "There's your chance to get ur kb.... :D",

BUT I DIDNT! TT^TT

I know im so lousya wtf, i was sitting in the car arguing with myself on whether i should go or not, then before i realised it, i was already at home :(( I suck....big time! Boos me D: I have a serious problem with procrastination...lool :x Well, unless its life and death matter...hmmm, i think D:

Anyways, went home, nua-ed ard all over house, in front of tv, in front of pc, at home....im in such a nua-ing mood. Audied alone for abit, then was reminded of the kb that i did NOT get...and logged off ;wild , then opened my blogger acc with the conviction that i was gonna type something tonite! And well, for those who already came in today, will know that i didnt :S

So while my bosses are entertaining guests downstairs, im snaking upstairs with a whole load of paperwork in front of me >_> I wan friday to come soon :(( im so ridiculously tired still x.x

Oh ya, heard that someone will be coming back to dear old penang end of the week, wonder if ill get my long overdue souvenier dy, hmmmm.. *hints* Lolz.. Everything is always overdue with u le, but better late than nvr? :)

Bah, better get back to work.. Tootles~! Q_Q

Monday D:

3 days nvr work nia, no need so much work to do kuaaaaa?? Kua zhang leh really ._. Non stop like omgwtfbbqsaucechicken!! Seriously la, i was like non stop for the entire friggin 10hrs, except for the time i went home for lunch and that was already almost 2pm >___>!

Call here, call there, quotations, po's, do's, invoices...bla bla bla, etc etc etc.... Like a bladi headless chicken nia, run here, run there ._. Really so kua zhang leh! Blahhh..

Before i knew it, it was already 7.30pm. No wonder im having migraines now, so tired :((

And i tot i wanted to leave early to go get my kb! Not my fault ar really! I really just dont have the time...pang sai also no time ar wtf >_> Thankfully, this only happens on Mondays and Tuesdays, the rest of the days are quite ok de lol.. Hmmm, maybe i should have taken Monday off instead :x

Also mum's been gettin on my back on how much im staring at the phone..lolz. aiya, whats new la, i sit in front on pc, she will say, sit in front of tv, also say, then she ask me shd sleep more :O Which i do, i think :s Just coincidentally that i happen to tap on my phone at 5am in the morning and she HAS to go to the toilet every single time and see me.. -.-

Anyway, been in and out of sleep mode since i came back, really having a bad headache again, sigh. Didnt really sleep well last nite, coz was having bad dreams...yes again.. i tend to have them when i go to bed after a bad day, i really really reallyyyy dont like being angry when i go to bed..

Gotta get some rest dy.. baibaizz~!! :)

P.S. Hmmmm..am suddenly cravin for Manhattan Fish Market's seafood platter again... monkeybananafruitbasket! :x

Tsuruya's :)

Well as promised, here are the piccys of ze dinner .. :)

My fav! Chawanmushi~ :DD

Then there was eel....unagi set that my brother chose :p

Sis chose the Giant Squid which her friend treated her for her birthday... not bad :D

Then there was crab...soft shell crabby~ :D

Sorry this came in late, but was abit down in the evening... :) Didnt really work up an appetite too, not sure if was coz i was still full, or something else..

Oh wells, Tsuruya was relatively ok, and kinda cheap too. Tho the lunch sets have more variety to choose from then the dinner ones. Luckily we could opt to get the lunch even tho it was already 7pm :p One of the other waiters came to us and said, "Oh , thats the lunch sets, now its dinner already so no more" So we were like, err ok, *but we already ordered....the lunch sets? :O* then we all just stared at him with mouths wide open and went... "ohh, ok..." Lol.. epic dumb blonde moment ._.

Anyway, finished kinda fast and got full really fast too :S wonder it was coz of all the rice x.x The temakis are too die for tho, had salmon temaki! Yummy :D

Conclusion? I still prefer Tao's. Lolz.. Tho it is slightly more expensive but really worth it, esp with the all you can eat sashimis! So we decided, we're gonna go again soon, prolly end of the month.. LOL! :x My treat :p

Came home and jeng jeng jeng~ My belated birthday cake ~

Yummy choco cheese cake from where else, Secret Recipe lor... :P Sinful!! Bleh~

Initially wanted to get my new kb de since i was at e-gate but by the time dinner was done, darn shop already closed ._. Lousya.. So went back home, had cake and went into audi to vent and whack on my old kb lol... it was a good release for me..somehow :) Think i played for almost 3hrs...i think o.o Well, thats my remedy for forgetting sad stuff, that and retail therapy of coz...but i still refuse to buy acash! :x

Ahhh, cant believe my 3days are over :( Monday blues again...sad sad T_T

Must go cry into pillow liao.... *pouts!* Byeesss!

P.s. Cant believe my post-birthday days are just gonna as horrid as last years, i dont think i can do this again... I dont wanna feel so beat up again, please? :(

Random thoughts

Happiness is just like a butterfly, the harder u try to catch it, the further it flies away..

But what about seizing the day n nvr letting any chance slip away? Or grabbing the opportunities when they come? Tsk tsk... so contridicting right? Lolz :)

Ive been thinking of my priorities in life and somethings have been left draggin on for the longest time. Guess its time to finally let go of the past and holding on to the pain that was before. I should learn to be stronger and independent as before, when i never needed anyone's approval for things. I wonder what happened to that me.. when did i become so insecure? Hmmm..

Its kinda true what a friend told me ytd, sometimes we give out too much of our power to others that we forget to keep some for ourselves..

Sorry to be sounding so chim on a beautiful Sunday afternoon, but hey, its times like this that makes us think right? :D

Ive realised sometimes ive given in too much or given out too much that what i have to say is nvr really heard, and my sometimes seemingly uncaring about the things ard me exterior have made ppl think i really cant be bothered hence make decisions for me. At home, at work, and everywhere else. Ive somehow made myself unimportant :)

Oh wells, enuf of the heavy stuff, just had a fun 30mins whacking ard in audi and laughing my ass off over lame stuff... and cant wait for my JP belated birthday dinner tonite! :DD

Think i need just that, to be happy in the moment for the things that really matter and the ppl who really care and nothing else ;)

In the end, think of who are the ppl who will be there for till the end for the right reasons, the ppl u can call ur real companions..

Im constantly hurt over how im pushed aside for ppl who....i dont know :) I dont like it, and will nvr like it, to be deemed less worth than them. Lolzz. I laugh at myself for being angry cz i really shdnt degrade myself to their level ;)

I will always be here but only for the ppl who want me ard, this is my promise.

Anyways! Wait for my later post ya, this time i will take many many piccys! :p