Happy Monday people~~!! And what a wonderful Monday it has been....NOT =.=

As if its not bad enough that its a Monday, plus the fact that a majority of my friends are not working (replacement for Thaipusam on Sat), i had to come to office and find out that my ex colleague (the one that macho'ly resigned) came back to work today. Lol? Mr. Im too cool to work here, ill do my work my way and after i leave here, what jobs i have in line is private confidential? Wrong move man =.=

Ex colleague who was fired, was also an ex staff here and they called her back to work for them. My opinion, once u leave and if they ask u to come back and u do, u lose out on respect from them. Not that they do give any. Bahs! And im sitting at where he used to sit, coz basically the phones are juz beside me, and last time, when the phone rang, Mr. my hands are to heavy to pick the phone, would make me walk all the way to his place jz to answer the bladi phone. Double bahs.

In summary, work sucks today. And its not that i have anything against him, jz cant stand the smug look just coz bosses ask him to come back. In my head im thinking, "What a loser, mr no balls =.="

And he's after my net line again. Sheesh. Must get him to request for his own. Dam ma fan for me, imagine 2ppl sharing one cable >_>""

Ive suddenly thought of nicknames for the bosses, i shall call the husband "mousey" coz his dam fugly moustache that makes him look like a mouse :x and the wife "empress" LOLOLOL :X Who ask them to piss me off 1st, and even had me do delivery of payments to suppliers =.= Like b4 i left for work, was suppose to drop off a chk fr a supplier, bt boss say want to go, ask me to prepare work orders urgently (bear in mind, already 6pm) then in the ask me to go anyway zzzz..and on top of that, ask me to send the door maker back to the office, like wtf? I already finish work and its not even on the way =.= The dude said mousey ask me to call him, i jz said, no need call d la, for what? Frankly i dont even care if he told my boss, coz my boss can go fk himself. Manipulative asses.

Just a dam tiring day, running fkin errands like some kind of office boy, and everywhere is so jam and freakin hot nowadays. Wanted to find someone to talk to, but sigh, guess u were busy too :(

Came home with mum doing spring cleaning *silent screams* CNY cleaning... ><. Guess my day is not over yet :( Luckily they went out to get lights..lol..mum wants to compete with neighbour..My God, i hope we dont end up looking with CNY shopping mall type deco =.=""

Oh ya, Case 39? Not bad movie :) Scary in a sense, bt not scary to the effect i only see my hands on front of my face type lol. Meaning, still ok, even for scaredy cats like me :x But then devil incarnate little girls are dam screwed up'ly scary...lol ><.

I wanna go rest, but mum is on the way back with lights...i wonder if i can weasel my way out of this...sleepy x.x

And i woke up with a swollen lower lip today!! Tmd..must be insect bite :((



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& just when i thought it was healing..

If only....

I had slept like i was supposed to :S Having a major migraine session now and eyes are red x.x Didnt even know wat i was pressin in compy..until the last 2mins then i started to chain =.= could have actually made it, but then abit too late la...sigh..i feel so noob :( And why is 4k so bladi *&YTVSHKLS!!! Bahs =\

Joined the inter comp as well earlier using sae, disaster as well, maybe i shd jz quit audi..lol :X

Anyway, not much of a Sunday, spent the day at home with the dog again...yes, dog sitter again while mum and sis went shopping. Now u would think, why not follow them so i dont have to be? Duh-uh? It will the same, except i will be 'sitting' in the car =.=

Watched old movies again, this time ard, was Volcano High, a korean movie with martial arts, magic in this high school lol..yea kinda lame at some points but Jang Hyuk is just too cute in this one..*drools* Intended to sleep after that, bt continued with another show and b4 i knew it, it was already evening >_>'

Audied awhile with Ven and Ray and that was my Sunday... ><. CNY better come soon..So i can 'sleep' more.. seriously though, i think i need to, my eye drops are out on my comp table again...was feeling very dry and couldnt help rubbing it alot :(

Guess gonna head off to bed, bt not sleeping yet :p Gonna watch Case 39, bro bought the dvd for us :D Heard the previews, sounded kinda cool..lets see how it goes :D

Oyasumi~~! And have a wonderful Monday ! Although some ppl are still not working... =.=

P/s: I seriously need a new haircut b4 CNY... lol :S


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& im lucky to still have you :)

Aloha Saturday~~ :)

Im very very proud of myself now, jz managed to get the codes up and running for the zing mp3 which has come down with a stupid bug of incomplete codes which made the player unable to show itself =.= Been meaning to look into it fr a long time, since i tried changing my songs after Xmas, but was too lazy to read the codes. IMA GENIUS! :X Sorry....cant help be proud at this dumb hour.. *gloats gloats* :P

Work was dull, Saturdays normally are, but even more boring coz alot of normal ppl are not working. And even if they were, they're getting paid extra..something which moi is not. Bahs. Shall not dwell into that place for now.

Was not feeling well from ytd's flu and cough, and ended up leaving work early to go see doc...manatau the dam clinic was not open :( So went home, audied a few rounds and went to sleep. Wanted to follow mum for Thaipusam prayers, bt with the heat and the crowd, i decided not to.

Finally did go at ard 7plus and docs say it was allergies and i told him abt my constant tummy cramps and loss of appetite for the past week, he told me it was some kind edible bowel syndrome, related to stress. Hmmm..now thats something new. I guess in a way, i might be, coz though im kinda free in the mornings, afternoons are like hell for me and it doesnt help when i have to do my stuff and the stuff my ex colleague left behind coz they nvr thought of a back up plan of getting her to hand over her work be leaving. So, i have to start from scratch =.=

Dumb asses? *nods*

Anyway, came back in time for audi comp, managed to get to 2nd rd today lolz, i shall prevail and get to 3rd rd next time :p Im still pissed with my 4k though, even used my sae to play with ppl 4k today =.= Double bahs. 4k sucks. But i still wanna be better at it ><.

Guess thats it, fast saturday went by.. Gonna head to bed soon, headache coming back and my mum murmuring something inaudible frm the kitchen. Doink.

Nites peeps :)


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Je veux ton amour ~♥

& where u go? I miss you so.

Happy Thaipusam peepos!!!! :D

Well not yet technically, but im wishing earlier~ :D

Gonna be a short post, coz ive been sneezing the entire afternoon away :( Suddenly de, working halfway on the designs (which i still hate, but the bosses accepted anyway :S) then started sneezing non stop, till my voice also cracked =.= Dam my sinus problem....

Came home, audied abit and joined comp with babe :) Though i got 4th for the 1st rd =.= oh wells, there's still tomoro and it really sucks when the 1st rd is 4k >_> *blames blames*

Currently chatting with meimei and raych, though my thoughts are flying away and feeling drowsy lol..and im bored with the FB games, coz after playin my normal games, i hv nthg else to do :S Must go find new games for my PSP d :p

Siannn!! Going to go play my show and get some shut eye...still have work tomoro, though its hols =.="

Goody nitey~!! ♥

Hola world on a Friday afternoon~ :)

First and foremost, this is what i was up to abt 1/3 of the morning...

Yup, redid my entire cafe lolzz, just loving my football stoves, dam cute can? :D

And my football tables, lmao! THEY'RE CUTE! :X

Dont ask me what i did with the other 2/3, coz frankly i cant remember. I think i was working though...i think..possibly...oh, doink me.

Been meaning to do it for the longest time, bt was always lazy and im not a very creative person :S When it comes to decorating that is. So any games that requires creative arrangement, i basically avoid coz well, i suck at it D:

Kinda sleepy (yes, again =.=) But for valid reasons eh..Slept ard 3plus coz resetted my pet mumoo to 5B and remaxed Ren's pet to 6B. I lost abt 400m in that reset though, but its ok :) One more down, now looking for babe's and onapin's reset partner. Jy save money guys, i try to absorb some of the losses this time ard :)

Cant believe its friday again, seems like ytd when i was talking abt the weekends when it was last week @_@, i wonder if i will be as happy though..

Oh wells, gonna go finish my "designing" work for boss b4 she comes in =.= have a great rest of friday guys~ :)

Cheerios!

P/S: Still feeling down, if anyone cares to knw.
Im wondering where u are, when i need u the most.
It feels weird, a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach,
Something feels different, and im afraid to ask,
coz it might not be answers i wanna hear.

Just made fruit smoothies with the new blender mum got from takasima..lol. She's been meaning to get it for a few yrs now and finally she got it :) Dinner was awesome as expected. Loved mum's "tao eu bak" and to top it off "chai boey" . I was in cloud nine man haha :D Havent had such a good appetite in days.

Totally productive workday today, and was preoccupied most of the time. Though at some point, i was kinda pissed due to something which i had already mentioned but bosses didnt remember and treated as if i didn't know what i was doing, i let it slide coz i was just not in the mood to pick any fights today.

Am feeling kinda down tonite, coz of something i just found out and it hurts to know how the results of that incident will affect me. Sigh. I really dare not think of too far ahead.(sorry ray, really wasnt in the mood to audi..)

I should just stop thinking about tomoro, coz the past few months has taught me how fragile life can be. U can be happy one minute and completely sad the next. And though we're slowly healing and mending, i just wonder if we can completely forget the sad past for good and not let it be brought up again.

I dont know. I can only hope.


P/s: & i miss you, everyday.

"If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances. Love means letting go of our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions."

"Today i let go of all my fears, the past has no power over me - today is the beginning of a new life."

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Very sleepy this whole morning, courtesy of Halloween 2, lame ass bloody killing spree, where bodies are pilling up and no one knows about it until the Sheriff's daughter gets killed and thats almost the end of the movie =.= Michael Myers is one sick dude. Lets see what Angel Myers will do next >_>"

'Nuf said.

And dam italics wont go off the para above =.= Shd i switch to tumblr? Bah.