..and then came Thursday

Well well, looks who's decided to come back to blogger? Moi of coz lol :p I figure after a week of delaying the inevitable, i shd just get it over with it....updating my blog i mean ;) Not to mention the constant reminders that i have NOT been updating...pfffts, i just aint got no motivation darlings D:

Ima try anyway... So lets see what my current world has been revolving ard (other than my pc and chair - as commented by mum >_>) ...

Well for one, i finally completed my Elementary Jp as of ytd and had a fml moment when the sensei gave a test for it. Hmmmm.. alot of kanjis which im thinking i might actually die horribly in that section but shd be able to make up for it in the other sections....i hope x.x

SO! Will begin my journey as an intermediate jp language student as of next month...yay me! As for now, im yay-ing the fact that i have 2 weeks off from classes.. YAY! :X Im so gonna enjoy xmas this year.. heee :D

Yes it IS a good thing, considering tht i have work on this coming Saturday, sad but kinda true ~_~ its times like this i really wish Xmas would come soooon else i shall drag my lifeless body to work every single day till that day finally arrives :(

Well peeps, this post might be shorter than anticipated coz im suddenly blank with no pics to help my poor soul >_> Fyi, its also been 2 days since i started and im still not done T_T Maybe i shd quit blogging alltogether *cries* - note the futile attempt in prolonging this post by my sad whining? lol D:

Shall make this my very short post coz ive been bugged to post since, well, forever? Even tho this is gonna be an incomplete post *cringes* i guess it will do, for now :D

Ok, moving on to my next saved draft! :x


P.s. Please applause or maybe gimme a standing ovation coz it was really sweat and tears that came with this post....LOL! Pffts ._.

Booyah!

Me thinks me wanna try this out someday :D

LOL! :X

Totally random i know...but was feeling abit on the adventurous side... :S Actually saw it on tv during lunch and just felt like trying it lmao. Saw it a few times on tv le, and was always curious...tho i cant remember which country has it dy... Maybe ill puke my guts out on the way down x.x Hmmm, maybe ill shd try bungee jumping instead... which also also result in the puking of me guts >_> Finee!

One more day to the weekends! Jyjyjy me to make it in one piece so i can actually enjoy it D:

Note to all: Any phone calls to jio me out will only result in my nt answering yr calls. LOL :X Jk la...u knw i lub you guys ;)

Oh ya, ytd after JP class, me, sis and another friend were the last to leave and my sensei suddenly said to me.."Mag san, ur always so happy, i can always hear ur laughter in class" ..i went "uhh? is that bad? x.x" .... He said "No, its very good" ... Heee :DDD or is he saying im very luan in class ah? T_T

Happy is good ma, right? ;)

Woots! I can actually pang kang dy! Hurhur, its been an exhaustingly long day and alot of orders coming in for Xmas and CNY... so gonna be abit busy ba :S But, ill survive!

Ok, me is gonna cabut cabut balik liao~ Matane!

P.s. Happy Birthday again baby! :3 Hope u have a great time tonite even if im nt there to celebrate with you :( Loves!!

EXAMS OVER!! :D

Weeee!! Im finally free from exams!! *cheers cheers!* :DDDD

Finally got over my JLPT (Japanese Language Profiency Test) ytd heeee :p Even tho my weekend was spent working on Sat and reading till the wee hrs into Sun morning and then having the exams in the afternoon till abt 6....BUT! Im relieved its all finally over for now :D

No more exams till im fully charged again :p Then again, i kinda like taking exams :x It might have rubbed off on me, the close proximity of each friggin exams lol >_>

So how was it? Honestly? I think im doomed in the vocab part of it, part of the blame goes to the fact that i havent actually learnt kanji yet (the chinese looking type writing) which most Chinese ed students would nt have much problems with but i do =/ The other 2 parts of reading and listening i did pretty well ba, so im hoping the 1st part wont kill the other 2 :((

Must keep fingers....crossed!

Went home to mum's sullen face, coz b4 went to exam i couldnt find my test voucher and she was nagging me coz of the the last min things i always do..bla bla bla lol... i still managed to get in and do now didnt i? Worry wart! :p Im sure she'll be ok again soon lol...juz need me to poh loh sou abit jiu ok le ;)

Anyway, there u have it, my tiresome weekend which is now officially done for the mean time :D and im just waiting for this weekend to come soon so i can just rest! Heee! Shd i take leave? Hmmmmmmmm *grins* Nah, ima save it for Xmas~ Im awesome dO_Ob

One thing sad abt this week would be, i have to work on a public hols (which is tomoro btw) again =.=

SPOIL SPORT! >_>

Random boos >_>

I think i set my expectations too high at times..

But then again, i dont set them immediately leh >_>

And having NO expectations whatsoever is even worse, right? Lol ._.

Or maybe all of them are like that, blur case n forgetful *tsktsk*

If only i understand the male species like i understand criminology.... Dohs :s

And they say women are hard to understand..bahsss!

Nothing really, just a random thing i had to get of my chest lol :x

P.s. Ur still my baby boo despite ur epic blurness :3 Just dont over do it ._.

Dohs!

Happy Tuesday to all! And to all a good night? Lol...sorry, been listening to the same Xmas songs over and over again at work x.x Its literally playing now in my head as we speak ._. Not that i dislike it, i mean its one of my fav hols ever and the songs always make me nostalgic...bt the version here, sounds like what we hear in malls....and im getting irritated. Gahs >_>

And and and Im feeling a slight paranoia cz of my JP exams this weekend *gulps* Hence the lack of sanity at the very moment. Mehsss...

Am currently waiting to clock out coz not is xmas song sien-ing, its also making me yawn...alot x.x Its putting me to sleep... *slaps self* T_T

So decided on doing something 'exciting' instead!

Alot of my outstation friends who plan to visit Penang, always ask me what the best sight seeing spots in Penang and if i could take them ard.. honestly having lived here all my life, well almost all my life, i seriously cannot think of any places at all which would be interesting ._. HONEST! Im not saying Pg is that bad, but em.....sorry really cant think of anything :X The only thing i feel worth mentioning is the food! Lol... or shd i also mention the mushrooming of malls now all over town? ._. which in a way reminds me of Sg lol...

So, i decided to do a little research myself, and find out what ppl thought were cool places to go to :x Lets just say its preparation and also to not 'sia sui' myself by telling ppl im from Pg ._.

Please take note that some of these places, i hv not been in a gazillion years =\

Penang Hill! I seriously cant remember the last time i took the trams up...i think we were all pretty young coz i remember being retardedly excited with the ride up :x Had a few school trips as well but was always ard the foothills after that bt nvr up there le...hmm, maybe i shd go up again and reminisce one of the days.. :)

Funny thing about Botanical Gardens was, i only remembered being chased ard by monkeys? Oh and that little stream we used to love picnicking by on the weekends, seriously, we really loved our picnics last time :p

Now this was something which alot of fond memories lol, once again images of being a retard comes to mind...happily jumping ard (like monkeys?) whenever we saw the jellyfish brought up by the waves by the side of the ferry lol... i conclude that i was a retard when i was young ._. Mum was working in Butterworth that time, and me and siblings would take the ferry just to meet up with her at Emporium Supermarket (woah i remembered the name!!) fr our CNY shopping :D

Penang Bird Park - was there only once in my lifetime ._. All i could remember was the sad looking birds which i at the time was almost compelled me to set them all free :x I wonder if its still like that :'(

Batu Feringghi! I loved this place at a kid, like i said, we loved our picnic leh.. we would scour for hidden places where it wasnt so crowded with ppl and swim like....retards? >_> Anway, this is one place i dont mind goin again soon ;)

Kek Lok Si - another place which family hasnt been to fr awhile now, very pretty lights which i can even see frm my home lol, and packed to the max x.x We really had a lot of places to take pics of last time....hmm, i wonder why we dont take them anymore. It feels like time stopped at tht time lol :(

Fort Cornwallis, with its big bad ass cannons lol. This ive been to recently, and no not to see the firepower cz im nt really interested in big guns o.o Lol :p It quite deserted most of the time and mum told us we used to live in the squatters ard the area when we were babies... so cham hor? We really were poor last time, bt im still thankful :) Ive been there a few times during CNY coz thats the time we would do live shows.. yes yes, i played the sax fr the jazz band and the viola fr the orchestra lol :) I kinda miss it now...

So there u have it, pretty amazing the places u can find online lol :p But most of the places are really heritage places, so unless ur interested in history *coughs* i shall nt tell u abt them here :p

Summary? Come for the food, even tho ive been having them most of my life, there are still little nooks and crannies to discover :D Even tho Penang is nt my birthplace, its always somewhere i call home :3

Tatas!! :D

Ahhh Looooor~!

Hee, i actually just woke up x.x coz i ended up sleeping at about 6am last nite lol... aiya, happy it was a day i didnt have exams or classes or work! Triple combos which i have been having for the past cpl of months :(

Neways, i apologise for the lack of postings and updates here, just didnt have the time cz was worried sick for my last exams last Thursday :D Yeap, its done! All is left is my 30hr assessment which ill only be doing after CNY hehe.. Exam was epic tho, started at 7.30pm and went on to almost 12.30am! LOL! Cool right? One thing good about courses like this, it didnt really matter what time we finished, even Julian (one of our teachers and the owner of the centre) said, we could do it up to midnight if we wanted....which we did? Rofl :x

Even then, we didnt really have enuf time, but was too exhausted liao, and brain juices dry D:

So, whats been up with me?

Hmmm... *thinks* To say nothing would be an understatement, but not overwhelming at the same time? Me is dono what me is saying...:p

Anyway, like i said, been studying fr the past week, too many things to look into for this particular subject le, now only i know how bad my grammar is ..but its become kinda interesting now that i sort of understand the basic rules :) Grammar rox! *i feel like such a geek :x* and my group of classmates are a crazy bunch and we always hv a great time in class :D Im so gonna miss them since the course is over, but im hoping we'll keep in touch :) So, shall just wait for my results in early Jan and hoping i do well *fingers crossed*

Also have been rather involved in Steps lol, the mall is just too dam enticing :x It kinda reminds me of HS5 , beautiful graphics, lousy gameplay, as in i cant perf well ._. But then again, nt everyone has problems with that *coughs*...*u know who you are*....*coughssss* Mum has been on my back when she saw it, says im gettin too engrossed in a new game again ._. Its not like i play alot of it, coz all the ppl who started b4 me already pass me lvl like so much ...doh la really, so yuan wang de T_T Most of the time im online but afk-ing just to listen to the songs :(

Was planning to record a vid coz i look too dam hot not to (in Steps la i mean), but my damn graphic card is so bery de lousy which reminded me of my better one which is with my pc guy....this is the result of not sending my pc for its monthly repairs like last time lol. Dam it, its been like 5months? Geez =\ Thankfully evey says she'll help lol :D

Random note - bosses are back to talking again, after like erm more than a month? Lol, guess it was kinda time they did lol, i could tell :p Which at some point is good fr me, coz im not the messenger anymore.. yay! Not that i minded....erm wait ya, i did mind >_>

Oh wells, i guess all is good at work for now? Despite being tired most of the time.

There's also been new relationships which were totally the CMOG type, but i guess, is good in a way, but now i try not to put so much or think too deep into it, but more of enjoying it as it is and see where it goes :)

I always planned to update at work, but the whole building's net is totally cmi ._. really gets on my nerves at times, actually most of the times, up to the point that my hp is also having problem getting any coverage 7&*(%#IJWSFJKD3852qwrlrear ANNOYED AH!

Ah well, ill be having Jp exams next Sunday x.x and it will be the end of my "enjoyment" of having exams fr the time being.. really drains a person x.x but it was fun...at times :x Which i could just go back to studyin full time lol D:

That being said, i might poofie for a few more days to prep fr Jp test, but fret not, i shall try to update, even if they're short one :D

Tootles!

P.s. Sry late posting again....kinda slept the weekend away hurhurhur :S

Should i?

Im so sleepy i think im gonna drop dead right here, right nao :x If ur asking why, i dont wanna tell u just yet.. LOL! Wait ba, the reasons behind my insomnia shall soon reveal itself.. tho fears of kena saying 'huo gai' come to mind.. :S Mai ane le, be nice wor :p Besides, i dont knw how long this current interest will be ard, it might be gone in a cpl of weeks time hurhur xD

I wonder why i always explain why i dont blog...hmmmmm.. Its shdnt really matter coz if u guys love me enuf, u will check regardless of the updates (or the lack of it) right? LOL! <- BPS to the max person talking :x

Ok la, the honest truth was, i was seriously NOT in the mood ._. Not only did i have to work on Wednesday when majority of ppl were sleeping happily, neither was it coz it was raining like *&6783asdjaf that day, but also that i hab no consolation this weekend to make up for my lousy week coz im having extra lessons fr exams next week T_________________________T

Kill me nao ba :(

Now to the topic of what my title post is referring to,

On a very random note, ive been contemplating to make my blog sound more sophisticated and profound..Now why this sudden thought? Well actually its been there for awhile now, just nvr really executed lol. Now im a constant reader of blogs, no matter who's it is, not coz im kepo or what la (well sometimes i am :x) but because i like to see how ppl put words into their emotions, hw they express their feeling, and believe me, sometimes i feel the exact same emotions as they are and wonder, why the hell couldnt i say it like that?

I hope ur not reading my blog for any other reason that u absolutely love me to death? T_T;

Im more of a M16 sort of person, when its bullet filled, it comes out like nobody's business, bt when its empty....nothing, nada, zilch. Lol. Im like an extreme opposite...of MYSELF. Cool right? :XXX

Let me give u an example frm i blog i follow of a certain someone, who i knw who she is, but she doesnt who the hell i am lolol... i feel so transparent wtf, but thats another story ._.

"Coloring the darkness that fills this hole are the cruelty forged in the depths of man’s heart. Blocking the rays of hope out are the cowardice of man’s ignorance. Silencing the screams of help are the layers of sarcasm binding in man’s words. Losing the last of goodwill are the selfishness of man’s desire to outshine all others."

And mind u, she's actually talking abt a dream she had last nite... chim right? Lol.

So, what do you think? Shall i start a new way to saying what i feel, coz some parts of me are abit like her ^ but then i try to not make life sound so hopeless, even tho it is at times lol, or shall i continue sounding like a cartoon and leading ppl to believe im actually very young girl nia (in other words, an airhead ._.) ?

Must tell me ar, if not, ima spout Hamlet and other Shakespearean works here till u die from overexposure to incomprehensible and over the top drama :x (Shakespeare lovers please dont hate me, i actually really love his works D:)

Summary, MUST TELL ME! ;wild

P.s. I was driving when i thought of this, and it sounded much nicer then T_T i need mobile blogging! Lol hopeless.. >_>