Blahs~
Bored bored bored....
Bored at work..
Bored at home..
Juz plain freakin bored..=x
3 more weeks to go b4 i leave tis sucky company...yayness~! But then u would think i will have nothin to do at work d...well at least tats wat most ppl who hands in their resignation are subjected to..but nooooooooooooooooo...nt me..somehow i have been excluded from this normal practice...instead i have been given more n more n more work to do....hmmmmmmmmmm... my co. is seriously screwed...oh well..bla them..
Life has been pretty much the same for me...brain dead at work, brain dead in audi, and sleep like im dead...wat a monotonous life i lead...cool!
There is one thing tat has been buggin me for a few weeks now..and juz when i tot i had forgotten abt it..suddenly im reminded again by someone...How long can someone feel guilty abt something they did...even if it was actually quite meaningless and at the spur of the moment thing...one of things u din really think abt and juz so happened><...bla..can i jz forget abt it? yes i will! =x
Cant believe this actually took me 1hr to complete...im tired d...shd take mc to resume my energy...kakakaka..
<3's~
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Friday, May 2, 2008
Random..
There is always a thin line between many things in life...and yet we tend to overlook wat is really important..are all humans born to be selfish? i guess for somethings we really are...to want or a need? love and obsession?
Ive been angry for a long long time...and yet i have always managed to put on a happy face when im with ppl...only those dear to me will knw when im really unhappy...im angry at myself for being angry..i don like the feeling of hurt, depression..i may seem tat i dont really care..i don actually if the ppl who make me feel tis way are not the ppl i give a dam abt..its those i do tat matters...why? i dont really knw...i wan to be stop being mad coz its tirin me out :(
I read this a long time ago and seemed to have forgotten the meaning tat it showed me then...so i as i was clearing my comp of junk tonite..i came upon on it again..so for those who have read it..its to remind u and for those who havent...well here it is...
"After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said I love you but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you.
The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it
possible to visit her only occasionally.
That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie.
"What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news.
"I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought ! about it f or a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much."
That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the door with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary. She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel's.
"I told my friends that I was going to go out with my son, and they were impressed, "she said, as she got into the car."They can't wait to hear about our meeting".
We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady. After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large print. Half way through the entries, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips.
"It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small," she said.
"Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor," I responded.
During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation - nothing extraordinary, but catching up on recent events of each other's life. We talked so much that we missed the movie.
As we arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you." I agreed. "How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home.
"Very nice. Much more so than I could have imagined," I answered.
A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I didn't have a chance to do anything for her.
Some time later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place mother and I had dined.
An attached note said: "I paid this bill in advance. I wasn't sure that I could be there; but nevertheless, I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your wife. You will never know what that night meant for me. I love you, son."
At that moment, I understood the importance of saying in time: "I LOVE YOU!" and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than God and your family. Give them the time they deserve, because these things cannot be put off till "some other time."
There are so many things tat we have to be grateful abt...and though it may seem at times tat life holds nothing for u and for some reason feel tat u have nothing else to live for...ure most certainly wrong..be optimistic and look forward and dont say u cant! If ure any fren of mine u will try, dont make me go there and..well juz don make me go there..lolzz..
In other words, live and love urself and u will be loved in turn..believe me..it will happen :) Dont be uncertain and be strong..lift ur head higher and ppl will look up to you..i knw i will..
So guys, i will leave u with ur thoughts....and this.....
I LOVE YOU!
Ive been angry for a long long time...and yet i have always managed to put on a happy face when im with ppl...only those dear to me will knw when im really unhappy...im angry at myself for being angry..i don like the feeling of hurt, depression..i may seem tat i dont really care..i don actually if the ppl who make me feel tis way are not the ppl i give a dam abt..its those i do tat matters...why? i dont really knw...i wan to be stop being mad coz its tirin me out :(
I read this a long time ago and seemed to have forgotten the meaning tat it showed me then...so i as i was clearing my comp of junk tonite..i came upon on it again..so for those who have read it..its to remind u and for those who havent...well here it is...
"After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said I love you but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you.
The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it
possible to visit her only occasionally.
That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie.
"What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news.
"I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought ! about it f or a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much."
That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the door with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary. She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel's.
"I told my friends that I was going to go out with my son, and they were impressed, "she said, as she got into the car."They can't wait to hear about our meeting".
We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady. After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large print. Half way through the entries, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips.
"It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small," she said.
"Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor," I responded.
During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation - nothing extraordinary, but catching up on recent events of each other's life. We talked so much that we missed the movie.
As we arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you." I agreed. "How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home.
"Very nice. Much more so than I could have imagined," I answered.
A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I didn't have a chance to do anything for her.
Some time later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place mother and I had dined.
An attached note said: "I paid this bill in advance. I wasn't sure that I could be there; but nevertheless, I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your wife. You will never know what that night meant for me. I love you, son."
At that moment, I understood the importance of saying in time: "I LOVE YOU!" and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than God and your family. Give them the time they deserve, because these things cannot be put off till "some other time."
There are so many things tat we have to be grateful abt...and though it may seem at times tat life holds nothing for u and for some reason feel tat u have nothing else to live for...ure most certainly wrong..be optimistic and look forward and dont say u cant! If ure any fren of mine u will try, dont make me go there and..well juz don make me go there..lolzz..
In other words, live and love urself and u will be loved in turn..believe me..it will happen :) Dont be uncertain and be strong..lift ur head higher and ppl will look up to you..i knw i will..
So guys, i will leave u with ur thoughts....and this.....
I LOVE YOU!
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Juz a post...
Todae ish Labour's Day Hols :)...ok shall not twit *shivers*
How was my day? Hmmm... woke up at 11'ish when my doggie came a lickin my face..lolz..don anyhow think ppl..sat ard aimlessly while my family went out to get breakfast/lunch...think they bought the whole of pg..ahaha..ok im exagerating abit:P...sat ard again while my family was deciding on having bbq seafood for dinner..not tat im much of a seafood person but then it dont matter to them coz my position in tis is to pay for the stuff (its salary day today -.-")...played abit of audi...actually loitered abit in audi and there was a urgent server maintenance thingy..oh well..so much for tat...
Cried abit in the afternoon.....
Dont worry.. watched a very heart wrenching movie and though ive watched it before..it still brings tears to my eyes...maybe it was some other things tat made me cry as well..we'll nvr knw...but it was good to cry finally...alot of pent up emotions juz waiting to come out...
Then it was time to head to the markets..when i say markets mean alot n lot n lot of markets...had to go to a few places to get all the ingredients they wanted...cuttlefish, crabs, fish, bla bla bla...last stop was Tesco..wanted to get a hairband coz since i gt my hair straightened, im nt supposed to tie it up -.- duh... but couldnt find a nice looking one and ended up gettin a toe ring..wahahaha...it was on sale ok >_<" (not vain not vain...bleh)
Reached home, it was already half the day gone..so while they were busy bbq'ing..i finally manage to squeeze some time to PIMP MY RIDE! lolzzz..not really la..juz spent abt 2 hrs cleaning the darn thing from top to bottom...oops..not darn thing..its my baby~ :P... now its looks so nice again...i love my baby...ahahaha.. while i was cleaning..realised there was alot of junk i din throw out and alot of other stuff i don knw wat they were..mental note to self* must always check the car after family members use my car...wth they really thrash the car leh...blah..
Received a worryin sms while cleaning car..and was abit out of it for awhile..sighz..don make me worry la :( ...
Now its already 8plus and well i think time to at least eat some of the food i paid for tonite..lolz..seafood hmmmm...mum calling d -.-""".... Havent audi'ed today...guess juz need a day off from it...ahaha..will probably go on later tonite LOL! bleh bleh~
Ahh tomoro's Friday and work day...thank god its the weekends ady..well almost anyway...still bored and thinkin alot..sheesh need to go eat d...don like ppl keep asking me if i wan to eat or not..grrrrrr...
<3's
How was my day? Hmmm... woke up at 11'ish when my doggie came a lickin my face..lolz..don anyhow think ppl..sat ard aimlessly while my family went out to get breakfast/lunch...think they bought the whole of pg..ahaha..ok im exagerating abit:P...sat ard again while my family was deciding on having bbq seafood for dinner..not tat im much of a seafood person but then it dont matter to them coz my position in tis is to pay for the stuff (its salary day today -.-")...played abit of audi...actually loitered abit in audi and there was a urgent server maintenance thingy..oh well..so much for tat...
Cried abit in the afternoon.....
Dont worry.. watched a very heart wrenching movie and though ive watched it before..it still brings tears to my eyes...maybe it was some other things tat made me cry as well..we'll nvr knw...but it was good to cry finally...alot of pent up emotions juz waiting to come out...
Then it was time to head to the markets..when i say markets mean alot n lot n lot of markets...had to go to a few places to get all the ingredients they wanted...cuttlefish, crabs, fish, bla bla bla...last stop was Tesco..wanted to get a hairband coz since i gt my hair straightened, im nt supposed to tie it up -.- duh... but couldnt find a nice looking one and ended up gettin a toe ring..wahahaha...it was on sale ok >_<" (not vain not vain...bleh)
Reached home, it was already half the day gone..so while they were busy bbq'ing..i finally manage to squeeze some time to PIMP MY RIDE! lolzzz..not really la..juz spent abt 2 hrs cleaning the darn thing from top to bottom...oops..not darn thing..its my baby~ :P... now its looks so nice again...i love my baby...ahahaha.. while i was cleaning..realised there was alot of junk i din throw out and alot of other stuff i don knw wat they were..mental note to self* must always check the car after family members use my car...wth they really thrash the car leh...blah..
Received a worryin sms while cleaning car..and was abit out of it for awhile..sighz..don make me worry la :( ...
Now its already 8plus and well i think time to at least eat some of the food i paid for tonite..lolz..seafood hmmmm...mum calling d -.-""".... Havent audi'ed today...guess juz need a day off from it...ahaha..will probably go on later tonite LOL! bleh bleh~
Ahh tomoro's Friday and work day...thank god its the weekends ady..well almost anyway...still bored and thinkin alot..sheesh need to go eat d...don like ppl keep asking me if i wan to eat or not..grrrrrr...
<3's
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
:(
Ima sad...
Sheesh...wish everyone would juz leave me alone...Its always been this way...so why change it now....
Sheesh...wish everyone would juz leave me alone...Its always been this way...so why change it now....
Monday, April 28, 2008
Hiak hiak^^
Currently bloggin at work...
Why u ask?
Coz im posted in another factory at Butterworth at the moment and while the QC inspectors are checking and doing their stuff...i have nothing to do but sit ard and idle...kakakaka...
Will be going off soon..wootsss!
Sleepy and hot....lolzzz
Why u ask?
Coz im posted in another factory at Butterworth at the moment and while the QC inspectors are checking and doing their stuff...i have nothing to do but sit ard and idle...kakakaka...
Will be going off soon..wootsss!
Sleepy and hot....lolzzz
Sunday, April 27, 2008
:)
Im stressed out...
Seriously i am...my workload juz increased tremendously over the week and im getting really tired..mentally tired i mean...it has come to the point tat im have been thinking of wat i shd be doing tomoro at work><....ppl might say..wats a little work..aiyo need to be stressed like tis meh? i don stressed out easily (at least not at work lolz) but i really am now...
Its not only work...it alot of other stuff...family stuff...financial stuff..i really feel like im losing my mind d...don knw which one i shd do 1st..haiz...help? Im losing focus in alot of things and my mind is so blank now..i get irritated in the smallest of things and it almost feels like im breaking down..i wan to run away..
Not all is bad though..ive set a mission for myself..and i plan to complete before the year is done :) Lets juz hope everythin goes well for me so tat i can start by the 1st week of May^^...i suppose tats all i have to look forward to at the moment..
It seems recently, alot of ppl seem to be leaving me :( ...only this year..ive had a few frens go off and one very recently left me for good...Another set to go off this week to UK for work...
"Siao char bo! as much i hate to see u go, i hope for the best for u and let u find husband there quickly ya :P... ill certainly miss the lame n dirty jokes we make at the office..hahaha..don lose touch ya..i wont forgive u =x"
Isnt tat all we can do? As unhappy as it makes me..still i wish for all the happiness for them..not coz i have to..bt coz i want to...and even though we all must grow up one day...i will still be the girl u all knw..now and always xD...My prayers and bestest of all wishes are for u, no matter whr u are..ure always in my heart and in my thoughts..<3's~
Seriously i am...my workload juz increased tremendously over the week and im getting really tired..mentally tired i mean...it has come to the point tat im have been thinking of wat i shd be doing tomoro at work><....ppl might say..wats a little work..aiyo need to be stressed like tis meh? i don stressed out easily (at least not at work lolz) but i really am now...
Its not only work...it alot of other stuff...family stuff...financial stuff..i really feel like im losing my mind d...don knw which one i shd do 1st..haiz...help? Im losing focus in alot of things and my mind is so blank now..i get irritated in the smallest of things and it almost feels like im breaking down..i wan to run away..
Not all is bad though..ive set a mission for myself..and i plan to complete before the year is done :) Lets juz hope everythin goes well for me so tat i can start by the 1st week of May^^...i suppose tats all i have to look forward to at the moment..
It seems recently, alot of ppl seem to be leaving me :( ...only this year..ive had a few frens go off and one very recently left me for good...Another set to go off this week to UK for work...
"Siao char bo! as much i hate to see u go, i hope for the best for u and let u find husband there quickly ya :P... ill certainly miss the lame n dirty jokes we make at the office..hahaha..don lose touch ya..i wont forgive u =x"
Isnt tat all we can do? As unhappy as it makes me..still i wish for all the happiness for them..not coz i have to..bt coz i want to...and even though we all must grow up one day...i will still be the girl u all knw..now and always xD...My prayers and bestest of all wishes are for u, no matter whr u are..ure always in my heart and in my thoughts..<3's~
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
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