Thursday, March 29, 2007


Waaa..really long day le much things to do one >.<.. but at least got 1hr lunch today.. other days oni 1/2 hr can slack slightly longer...then suddenly after lunch got training =.=
... dunno train wat lo.. prod codes or something like tat la..bleh.. went in..trainer kept saying short one lasted for 3 hrs (gahhhh!!).. my fren beside me kept dozing off..lucky i wasnt the time we came out..time to clock out work nvr finish T_T..tomolo more le...
And another thing, i finally passed my license!!! wooooot...ima backup =p...but noobie backup loo.. if u had seen me take my license, i think u will get heart attack sia..coz i almost did >_> ... here's the short breakdown:

Last 1 min: left 8 perfs (hmm..shd be can kua..but i also blurring a bit..and my last try, if cannot then sleep din put hope)
Last 10 secs: left 1 perf!!! (omgomgomg)
Last 3 secs: left 300 exp (gahhhhh!! last move.. dun miss dun miss ><)

Waaa really heart attack le...but i still pass happy^^...HAHAHAHA...=x

Oh yea, another cool news..tis juz in nia...i got my 1st mil today =p...Freestyle Y, got x11 lo.. 1st time i chain tat high... really nice to perf for me sia.. but hor, i using my stiffy acc..den the girl in the room.. say i bian tai =.= , chain so much...blehhhhh..nvm de..still happy luuuu...kakakaaka...
they lose to stiffy sia...hurhur...ima noobieeee... cannot say a lot...brain falling asleep le..zzZZZzzzZZ...muackiesssssssssssss^^

Tuesday, March 27, 2007


Long day at work again today..non stop action..shd be thankful actually but sometimes a lot is too much >.< ..its been awhile since ive done office job, all my previous job had flexible i could go home at any time..but tat also meant nite both has it pros and cons i suppose..juz dont like the feeling of being tied down (mei dun anyhow think pls..).. but at least finished all my work (so efficient =p).. b4 5.30 was clearing my desk le, getting ready to go home..suddenly mum called???!!?

Mum: Meet me at Tesco later, need to buy some stuff..
Me: Huh?? isnt sis wit u?
Mum: Yea..but who's gonna sign for it?
Me: Orh...ok (......)

Understood la..the oni reason im going is to foot the bill..reached there early..they called to say they will be late (rawrr!!!).. so slept in the car..called again to say maybe cannot make it, ask me to go home 1st (!!!!!) Drove stuck in a bit of a jam =.= ...thinking wat i shd do (at tis point i still din know audi is patching today).. tot maybe try to license again today (ive done it like xN times T_T, always left 1 or 2 perfs..RAWRRRR) ..o yea, broke my record ytd..slept b4 12.30..b4 everyone in the hse!! my mum was like "huh?? sleeping??" yea yea..i was tired la.. came home str8 audi ma and then @#$^$&^%%^ license cannot pass T____T... still sleepy now lo (shh babe dun say anything..i really tired de..)... now sitting in front of the comp also thinking of wat to movie i suppose..or sleeeep =p.. huhu...patch extended till 8 (by the time i finish patching, it will be 12 lo =.=) ah well...

Been thinking of renting a room wit my frens for awhile now (since my last job..) but they always forget to tell me when they have an empty room T_T...not tat i dun like staying wit the family, i mean i lovee my family..but sometimes need some space for myself..when everyone's at home is really like market like tat..its either i audi or i go sleep..den the family dog which is constantly horny >_>.. gahhhh.. stress sia >.< ... c'est la vie...maybe, probably...ill look ard..kakaka..

Poem for the day....

Remember (Christina Georgina Rosseti)
Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

Too poetic? or too depressing?? its about lost love or lost relations...the thing is ive been thinking of wat i have done in my lifetime.. i mean
will i be remembered for wat i have done..or juz be forgotten..have a made my presence felt? Will my leaving be felt? (and i dun mean death ok? =.=) ...well ppl dont like to think abt these stuff..but i do.. not in a "i love death...hahahaha" kind of way..but in a realistic way..have i made my mark or am i juz another human living their life aimlessly.. i suppose.. "LIfe is like a box of chocolates, u'll nvr know wat u're gonna get..".. a familiar quote? ok...ill stop being a depressing ^^...going go watch some CSI and have my dinner (yummm) and try patching later =DD...hurhur XD...muackssss

Monday, March 26, 2007

Laggy laggy meee >.<

Huhu... been meaning to blog these past 2 days but everytime i open it up, my brain goes poof and its blank again..other times my comp is so slow tat before the pages come up, i fall asleep le >_> .... im SERIOUS!! i really do fall asleep...dunno la my line very bad these past week..ive given up on all hope tat it will i told mei the other day, if u look up the dictionary and find "lag", there u will find anoili...sigh... oh well...its either tat or my brain which is constantly lagging.. well found a poem during one of my aimless browsing of the net.. the rest were quite tacky but tis was..i found "deep" bleh~
A Friend Most True by Wendy Hinsson
I need to know if you’re my true friend,will you be by my side until the end?
Can I tell you my secrets deep,and trust them in your heart you’ll keep?
We are neither of us without our flaws,can you accept mine as I will yours?
I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue,will you be there for me when I need you?
No matter how busy I will make time for you,if you are busy will you make time for me too?
I will take your hand and comfort your tears,will you hold me and soothe my fears?
I will give you joy and many warm smiles,can we share that even across many miles?
I will not forget what’s important to you,will you remember what’s important to me too?
With you my most favourite things I’ll share,If only I know do you truly care?
If you can accept me as I do you,then I will know you are a friend most true.
Well..?? too bad if u dint like it..muahahahaha..erh hmm.. sorry for being lame..
Been really tired these few days.. and my eyes have recently gone quite blurry..guess have been looking at the excel spreadsheets too much..its actually reddish now >.< ... recently been getting bored and restless easily.. guess i want to do more things in my life. see more stuff and not live tis monotonous life.. go work, come home, sleep....if oni i can leave everything behind(which is something tat will nvr happen) many "if only's..." ... shd write down a list though..if one day tat day does come..i wont leave anything behind..hurhur..LIVE LIFE LIKE THERE'S NO TOMMORROW!!! getting hyped up >.<
Wanted to see a movie ytd, but my mum ask me to fetch sis from work so tat was tat..i wan go kai kai!!! and today woke up at above 12 and went into audi at abt 2? played until 6pm and went to sleep x_x until abt 8.30 (huhu).. went back in to audi (i know i need to say) and help babe level..again!! (pump pump) Btw gratzzzzz babe for making 30, jyjy wor =p....
Played a few games (was actually watching tv most of the time) and came out at 12.30.. boohoo my weekends have come and fast.. tomolo work again @_@... oh my tian!!! is it tat late le... nuuuuuu T_T....well at least i have enuf rest..hurhur... brain has juz lagged on me again..probably because its already 2am and way past my bedtime.. oh yeah..had a really weird dream last nite...will tell u all tomolo =p=p.... *runsssssss*
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Thursday, March 22, 2007


I had actually had a lot to say abt today but suddenly my brain lag like my comp >_>...
Well slept at 3am last nite, woke up at 6.40am (not even 4hrs!!) coz someone hor so long nvr play then come in last last last game (u know hu u are la hor..fai =P)..made me and mei wait for him for so long while he go jio chicks =.= . . mei and i had a perf compy ytd nite and we kept repeating the papaya fun sia..
Tot i would fall asleep at work today coz lack of sleep and was even thinking to myself "I dun think i can last till 5.30pm!!). Suprisingly a lot of work today and before i knew it 5.30 le... So happy!! But look at excel spreadsheet until my eyes like anoili le..hurhur.. and no time to daydream today =P...lucky >.<
Came back home and str8 fell asleep until abt 9.. raining these few days..i actually love the rain but oni if im at home and not trying to drive legs tired le horr...step, release, step release..clutch, brake, oil =.= ...
Been a bit down also these few days.. headache come and goes and heartaches coming and going.. I always hope tat everyone will be happy then i will be happy..Im sorry if i seem to wan to keep myself lately..but not on purpose le..juz really tired and sick >.< ... Jus remember tat i will always be a fren....Pls dun aim ur anger at me..juz share wit me and ill be here to oni sorry again if ive hurt u..didnt mean to..
Hmm..nothing lo say least my tats wat my brain sure still got..maybe write in down next time luu..
Last but not the least GRATTTTZZZZ baby and mei for levelling today!!!! Muakssssssss...

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007


Well..juz came back from was much better^^ at least i had some work to do and before i knew it wooooooooot clock out time...hurhur.. i've come to realise tat recently a lot of embarrasing stuff is happening to me =/ today.. 2 paiseh moments and ppl knew abt it =.=!
Most of times i get away wit such embarassing moments but lately i feel tat a higher power is making ppl notice me and my "moments".........Like today for instance..well ytd it was raining quite heavily and i had to run to my car..well luckily a good co-worker decided to give me her umbrella..when i got to my car i suddenly realised tat i have no idea watsoever who tat person, why, who??!!!?? and she called me by my name!!! oh my tian >.< decided maybe tat person will come and get it from me tomolo..well today came and went and nobody came to claim their umbrella...finally at 5.30 i gathered enuf courage to ask ask another colleague who was also there who tat person was...apparently she was on leave but guess wat.. she sits rite in front of my desk!!!! For 3 days i would look directly in her direction and i couldnt remember her.. my colleagues laffed.. Haha =.= . . i gave lame excuses and tat was tat... Another incident today was also before clocking out (hmmm not a good time for me..) i was washing my coffee mug happily preparing to go home and suddenly b4 i knew it i was daydreamin!!! So there i stood washing my mug and smiling to myself over some funny tots (=P=P) and din even realise there was someone beside me??!!! I was so shocked and stunned and the best line i could come up wit was "sorry i was thinking.." HOW LAME!!! OMG!!! so paiseh >_<

Well had dinner wit babe today =P... and babe hor dun say me zhu..when i come time how many things were on the table le..and some more not main dish..nehneh..some more say i hai u > .<... ZHU!!
I suppose tats it for today...i wan audi le...if got anything else then i blog lo..if not i sleeeeeeeeeeeep.... >.<

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Sleepy x_X

Hmm..actually wanted to blog tomolo..too tired and sleepy..too much audi i suppose =P... Wat happened today? Lets was boring..almost fell asleep (courtesy of audi again =X) and also the fact tat im new to the office and have completely nothing to do..imagine sitting there from 8am to 5.30pm..doing NOTHING!!! zzZZzz..
Then at time i rejoice the starts to rain!! So nice =x and i park my car extra far today =.=!! all wet.. and was stuck in a jam for 2 hrs!! reach home at abt 7+ =/ .. wet and tired...saddd T_T.. after everthing went back to audi again =P=P .. sorry la i have no life..dun need to remind me k? One thing i am happy perfs are back!! wb babies^^...OMG its so late le x_x..going to sleep at work again >_<... if not for mei's constant reminding tat i have not blogged..i would have jumped str8 into bed!! mei...i blog le >_<"

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