Thursday, December 16, 2010

..and then came Thursday

Well well, looks who's decided to come back to blogger? Moi of coz lol :p I figure after a week of delaying the inevitable, i shd just get it over with it....updating my blog i mean ;) Not to mention the constant reminders that i have NOT been updating...pfffts, i just aint got no motivation darlings D:

Ima try anyway... So lets see what my current world has been revolving ard (other than my pc and chair - as commented by mum >_>) ...

Well for one, i finally completed my Elementary Jp as of ytd and had a fml moment when the sensei gave a test for it. Hmmmm.. alot of kanjis which im thinking i might actually die horribly in that section but shd be able to make up for it in the other sections....i hope x.x

SO! Will begin my journey as an intermediate jp language student as of next month...yay me! As for now, im yay-ing the fact that i have 2 weeks off from classes.. YAY! :X Im so gonna enjoy xmas this year.. heee :D

Yes it IS a good thing, considering tht i have work on this coming Saturday, sad but kinda true ~_~ its times like this i really wish Xmas would come soooon else i shall drag my lifeless body to work every single day till that day finally arrives :(

Well peeps, this post might be shorter than anticipated coz im suddenly blank with no pics to help my poor soul >_> Fyi, its also been 2 days since i started and im still not done T_T Maybe i shd quit blogging alltogether *cries* - note the futile attempt in prolonging this post by my sad whining? lol D:

Shall make this my very short post coz ive been bugged to post since, well, forever? Even tho this is gonna be an incomplete post *cringes* i guess it will do, for now :D

Ok, moving on to my next saved draft! :x

P.s. Please applause or maybe gimme a standing ovation coz it was really sweat and tears that came with this post....LOL! Pffts ._.

Thursday, December 9, 2010


Me thinks me wanna try this out someday :D


Totally random i know...but was feeling abit on the adventurous side... :S Actually saw it on tv during lunch and just felt like trying it lmao. Saw it a few times on tv le, and was always curious...tho i cant remember which country has it dy... Maybe ill puke my guts out on the way down x.x Hmmm, maybe ill shd try bungee jumping instead... which also also result in the puking of me guts >_> Finee!

One more day to the weekends! Jyjyjy me to make it in one piece so i can actually enjoy it D:

Note to all: Any phone calls to jio me out will only result in my nt answering yr calls. LOL :X Jk la...u knw i lub you guys ;)

Oh ya, ytd after JP class, me, sis and another friend were the last to leave and my sensei suddenly said to me.."Mag san, ur always so happy, i can always hear ur laughter in class" ..i went "uhh? is that bad? x.x" .... He said "No, its very good" ... Heee :DDD or is he saying im very luan in class ah? T_T

Happy is good ma, right? ;)

Woots! I can actually pang kang dy! Hurhur, its been an exhaustingly long day and alot of orders coming in for Xmas and CNY... so gonna be abit busy ba :S But, ill survive!

Ok, me is gonna cabut cabut balik liao~ Matane!

P.s. Happy Birthday again baby! :3 Hope u have a great time tonite even if im nt there to celebrate with you :( Loves!!

Monday, December 6, 2010


Weeee!! Im finally free from exams!! *cheers cheers!* :DDDD

Finally got over my JLPT (Japanese Language Profiency Test) ytd heeee :p Even tho my weekend was spent working on Sat and reading till the wee hrs into Sun morning and then having the exams in the afternoon till abt 6....BUT! Im relieved its all finally over for now :D

No more exams till im fully charged again :p Then again, i kinda like taking exams :x It might have rubbed off on me, the close proximity of each friggin exams lol >_>

So how was it? Honestly? I think im doomed in the vocab part of it, part of the blame goes to the fact that i havent actually learnt kanji yet (the chinese looking type writing) which most Chinese ed students would nt have much problems with but i do =/ The other 2 parts of reading and listening i did pretty well ba, so im hoping the 1st part wont kill the other 2 :((

Must keep fingers....crossed!

Went home to mum's sullen face, coz b4 went to exam i couldnt find my test voucher and she was nagging me coz of the the last min things i always do..bla bla bla lol... i still managed to get in and do now didnt i? Worry wart! :p Im sure she'll be ok again soon lol...juz need me to poh loh sou abit jiu ok le ;)

Anyway, there u have it, my tiresome weekend which is now officially done for the mean time :D and im just waiting for this weekend to come soon so i can just rest! Heee! Shd i take leave? Hmmmmmmmm *grins* Nah, ima save it for Xmas~ Im awesome dO_Ob

One thing sad abt this week would be, i have to work on a public hols (which is tomoro btw) again =.=


Thursday, December 2, 2010

Random boos >_>

I think i set my expectations too high at times..

But then again, i dont set them immediately leh >_>

And having NO expectations whatsoever is even worse, right? Lol ._.

Or maybe all of them are like that, blur case n forgetful *tsktsk*

If only i understand the male species like i understand criminology.... Dohs :s

And they say women are hard to understand..bahsss!

Nothing really, just a random thing i had to get of my chest lol :x

P.s. Ur still my baby boo despite ur epic blurness :3 Just dont over do it ._.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010


Happy Tuesday to all! And to all a good night? Lol...sorry, been listening to the same Xmas songs over and over again at work x.x Its literally playing now in my head as we speak ._. Not that i dislike it, i mean its one of my fav hols ever and the songs always make me the version here, sounds like what we hear in malls....and im getting irritated. Gahs >_>

And and and Im feeling a slight paranoia cz of my JP exams this weekend *gulps* Hence the lack of sanity at the very moment. Mehsss...

Am currently waiting to clock out coz not is xmas song sien-ing, its also making me yawn...alot x.x Its putting me to sleep... *slaps self* T_T

So decided on doing something 'exciting' instead!

Alot of my outstation friends who plan to visit Penang, always ask me what the best sight seeing spots in Penang and if i could take them ard.. honestly having lived here all my life, well almost all my life, i seriously cannot think of any places at all which would be interesting ._. HONEST! Im not saying Pg is that bad, but em.....sorry really cant think of anything :X The only thing i feel worth mentioning is the food! Lol... or shd i also mention the mushrooming of malls now all over town? ._. which in a way reminds me of Sg lol...

So, i decided to do a little research myself, and find out what ppl thought were cool places to go to :x Lets just say its preparation and also to not 'sia sui' myself by telling ppl im from Pg ._.

Please take note that some of these places, i hv not been in a gazillion years =\

Penang Hill! I seriously cant remember the last time i took the trams up...i think we were all pretty young coz i remember being retardedly excited with the ride up :x Had a few school trips as well but was always ard the foothills after that bt nvr up there le...hmm, maybe i shd go up again and reminisce one of the days.. :)

Funny thing about Botanical Gardens was, i only remembered being chased ard by monkeys? Oh and that little stream we used to love picnicking by on the weekends, seriously, we really loved our picnics last time :p

Now this was something which alot of fond memories lol, once again images of being a retard comes to mind...happily jumping ard (like monkeys?) whenever we saw the jellyfish brought up by the waves by the side of the ferry lol... i conclude that i was a retard when i was young ._. Mum was working in Butterworth that time, and me and siblings would take the ferry just to meet up with her at Emporium Supermarket (woah i remembered the name!!) fr our CNY shopping :D

Penang Bird Park - was there only once in my lifetime ._. All i could remember was the sad looking birds which i at the time was almost compelled me to set them all free :x I wonder if its still like that :'(

Batu Feringghi! I loved this place at a kid, like i said, we loved our picnic leh.. we would scour for hidden places where it wasnt so crowded with ppl and swim like....retards? >_> Anway, this is one place i dont mind goin again soon ;)

Kek Lok Si - another place which family hasnt been to fr awhile now, very pretty lights which i can even see frm my home lol, and packed to the max x.x We really had a lot of places to take pics of last time....hmm, i wonder why we dont take them anymore. It feels like time stopped at tht time lol :(

Fort Cornwallis, with its big bad ass cannons lol. This ive been to recently, and no not to see the firepower cz im nt really interested in big guns o.o Lol :p It quite deserted most of the time and mum told us we used to live in the squatters ard the area when we were babies... so cham hor? We really were poor last time, bt im still thankful :) Ive been there a few times during CNY coz thats the time we would do live shows.. yes yes, i played the sax fr the jazz band and the viola fr the orchestra lol :) I kinda miss it now...

So there u have it, pretty amazing the places u can find online lol :p But most of the places are really heritage places, so unless ur interested in history *coughs* i shall nt tell u abt them here :p

Summary? Come for the food, even tho ive been having them most of my life, there are still little nooks and crannies to discover :D Even tho Penang is nt my birthplace, its always somewhere i call home :3

Tatas!! :D

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Ahhh Looooor~!

Hee, i actually just woke up x.x coz i ended up sleeping at about 6am last nite lol... aiya, happy it was a day i didnt have exams or classes or work! Triple combos which i have been having for the past cpl of months :(

Neways, i apologise for the lack of postings and updates here, just didnt have the time cz was worried sick for my last exams last Thursday :D Yeap, its done! All is left is my 30hr assessment which ill only be doing after CNY hehe.. Exam was epic tho, started at 7.30pm and went on to almost 12.30am! LOL! Cool right? One thing good about courses like this, it didnt really matter what time we finished, even Julian (one of our teachers and the owner of the centre) said, we could do it up to midnight if we wanted....which we did? Rofl :x

Even then, we didnt really have enuf time, but was too exhausted liao, and brain juices dry D:

So, whats been up with me?

Hmmm... *thinks* To say nothing would be an understatement, but not overwhelming at the same time? Me is dono what me is saying...:p

Anyway, like i said, been studying fr the past week, too many things to look into for this particular subject le, now only i know how bad my grammar is ..but its become kinda interesting now that i sort of understand the basic rules :) Grammar rox! *i feel like such a geek :x* and my group of classmates are a crazy bunch and we always hv a great time in class :D Im so gonna miss them since the course is over, but im hoping we'll keep in touch :) So, shall just wait for my results in early Jan and hoping i do well *fingers crossed*

Also have been rather involved in Steps lol, the mall is just too dam enticing :x It kinda reminds me of HS5 , beautiful graphics, lousy gameplay, as in i cant perf well ._. But then again, nt everyone has problems with that *coughs*...*u know who you are*....*coughssss* Mum has been on my back when she saw it, says im gettin too engrossed in a new game again ._. Its not like i play alot of it, coz all the ppl who started b4 me already pass me lvl like so much ...doh la really, so yuan wang de T_T Most of the time im online but afk-ing just to listen to the songs :(

Was planning to record a vid coz i look too dam hot not to (in Steps la i mean), but my damn graphic card is so bery de lousy which reminded me of my better one which is with my pc guy....this is the result of not sending my pc for its monthly repairs like last time lol. Dam it, its been like 5months? Geez =\ Thankfully evey says she'll help lol :D

Random note - bosses are back to talking again, after like erm more than a month? Lol, guess it was kinda time they did lol, i could tell :p Which at some point is good fr me, coz im not the messenger anymore.. yay! Not that i minded....erm wait ya, i did mind >_>

Oh wells, i guess all is good at work for now? Despite being tired most of the time.

There's also been new relationships which were totally the CMOG type, but i guess, is good in a way, but now i try not to put so much or think too deep into it, but more of enjoying it as it is and see where it goes :)

I always planned to update at work, but the whole building's net is totally cmi ._. really gets on my nerves at times, actually most of the times, up to the point that my hp is also having problem getting any coverage 7&*(%#IJWSFJKD3852qwrlrear ANNOYED AH!

Ah well, ill be having Jp exams next Sunday x.x and it will be the end of my "enjoyment" of having exams fr the time being.. really drains a person x.x but it was times :x Which i could just go back to studyin full time lol D:

That being said, i might poofie for a few more days to prep fr Jp test, but fret not, i shall try to update, even if they're short one :D


P.s. Sry late posting again....kinda slept the weekend away hurhurhur :S

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Should i?

Im so sleepy i think im gonna drop dead right here, right nao :x If ur asking why, i dont wanna tell u just yet.. LOL! Wait ba, the reasons behind my insomnia shall soon reveal itself.. tho fears of kena saying 'huo gai' come to mind.. :S Mai ane le, be nice wor :p Besides, i dont knw how long this current interest will be ard, it might be gone in a cpl of weeks time hurhur xD

I wonder why i always explain why i dont blog...hmmmmm.. Its shdnt really matter coz if u guys love me enuf, u will check regardless of the updates (or the lack of it) right? LOL! <- BPS to the max person talking :x

Ok la, the honest truth was, i was seriously NOT in the mood ._. Not only did i have to work on Wednesday when majority of ppl were sleeping happily, neither was it coz it was raining like *&6783asdjaf that day, but also that i hab no consolation this weekend to make up for my lousy week coz im having extra lessons fr exams next week T_________________________T

Kill me nao ba :(

Now to the topic of what my title post is referring to,

On a very random note, ive been contemplating to make my blog sound more sophisticated and profound..Now why this sudden thought? Well actually its been there for awhile now, just nvr really executed lol. Now im a constant reader of blogs, no matter who's it is, not coz im kepo or what la (well sometimes i am :x) but because i like to see how ppl put words into their emotions, hw they express their feeling, and believe me, sometimes i feel the exact same emotions as they are and wonder, why the hell couldnt i say it like that?

I hope ur not reading my blog for any other reason that u absolutely love me to death? T_T;

Im more of a M16 sort of person, when its bullet filled, it comes out like nobody's business, bt when its empty....nothing, nada, zilch. Lol. Im like an extreme opposite...of MYSELF. Cool right? :XXX

Let me give u an example frm i blog i follow of a certain someone, who i knw who she is, but she doesnt who the hell i am lolol... i feel so transparent wtf, but thats another story ._.

"Coloring the darkness that fills this hole are the cruelty forged in the depths of man’s heart. Blocking the rays of hope out are the cowardice of man’s ignorance. Silencing the screams of help are the layers of sarcasm binding in man’s words. Losing the last of goodwill are the selfishness of man’s desire to outshine all others."

And mind u, she's actually talking abt a dream she had last nite... chim right? Lol.

So, what do you think? Shall i start a new way to saying what i feel, coz some parts of me are abit like her ^ but then i try to not make life sound so hopeless, even tho it is at times lol, or shall i continue sounding like a cartoon and leading ppl to believe im actually very young girl nia (in other words, an airhead ._.) ?

Must tell me ar, if not, ima spout Hamlet and other Shakespearean works here till u die from overexposure to incomprehensible and over the top drama :x (Shakespeare lovers please dont hate me, i actually really love his works D:)

Summary, MUST TELL ME! ;wild

P.s. I was driving when i thought of this, and it sounded much nicer then T_T i need mobile blogging! Lol hopeless.. >_>

Tuesday, November 16, 2010


...or maybe i should start saying, "Hello there, I hope your day has been as beautiful as morning sun after a night of cold hard rain" LOL! Im sorry, im just being an insufferably bored arse :s


I did remember promising to blog on Sunday after resting from exams...but...hor...i erm, got lazy :x Anyway, nothing much to talk about other than having Jp class in the morning and coming home and comatose-ing for the remaining of the day... i sound so rest deprived huh? T_T and to think this week will be even worse >_> with extra classes for last exams and work and studying and exams and more work...arghhhhh x.x ima gonna go into bonkers overdrive ._.

So, my conclusion is, i always have valid reasons for not bloggin :p so must always love me and come visit me de hor? And also lately, have been finding it hard to blog at home, coz im constantly distracted by alot of things. Somehow, there seems to be no peace and quiet and i eventually end up staring at the post for hours n hours n hoursss .... @_@;

*this post itself im finishing on a Friday..:x*

Ok la, mai divert dy...where was i? Oh, thats it really LOL! Sad huh? Ah yes, now i remember the other reason i didnt blog dy, i was busy fiddling ard with Photoshop Cs5! Finally got it up and running on my pc dy and didnt really hv the chance to play ard with it and also to watch the tutorials on how actually to get abt playing with it lolol...Youtube tutorials ftw!

Managed to get a rather, sort of, kind of decent de edited audi pic out :D but cant post it here, coz well, im at work and im using the Mac lappy coz fr the past week my pc has been unable to access to net.. tmd, dam annoying can? I really bth the networking in this office, feel like unplugging the whole damn thing and redoing it myself ._.

So, if u guys are wondering where that pic using it as my FB proffy pic rofl :x Im vain that way... and i like to show the whole world my noobish attempts on being artistic T_T... im being so harsh on myself *sniffs*

LOL! Thats it, ive officially lost it thinking of how my next weeks is gonna be mental torture on me... walao i might just go bananas leh.. sked or not? :s

Ok la, enuf of insanity and time to move on to next post .... tatas!

P.s. Net connection died halfway during the writing of this post hence makin me too damn pissed to continue till well, its now almost 2am... Blahs.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Yay! Its over! :D

My practicals are over! Woohooo!!

And to think i was scared i wouldnt have enuf material to go on for half hr or more, ended up they rang the bell to end the session even b4 i could do more stuff.. Hmmmm... ima gonna make a cool teacher eh? LOL! Im sorry, bery brain dead today coz i ended sleeping at almost 4plus last nite and woke up at 8 x.x

So, all thats left is my grammar exams which is gonna be 2 weeks from now and i already got my grammar book today. Havent even looked at book coz the minute i reached home i went into a coma lol.. Shall start that revision next week ba :) Then ima free! For now :D

Now, ima gonna go lie down again coz im still pooped and brain juices are surprisingly dry ._.

Shall post more tomoro! I promiseee! :p

Friday, November 12, 2010


Lol...yea, in the end i took the whole day off as mc even tho i initially thought of taking the afternoon off to prepare for my practicals tomoro. But the bosses were all busy and since all not talking to each other, what better way than me taking the whole day and leaving them alone.. hahaha :X

But i was actually feeling sick de hor in the afternoon x.x Had a bad tummy ache and migraines were killing me as usual. Didnt wanna feel sick the next day, im already feeling nauseous and panicking enuf @_@;

Shd be ok ma hor? I dont think i did anything bad..altho i feel like i did..but then that just me being paranoid :s

So slept it off in the afternoon and started compiling my worksheets and lesson plans for tomoro just now lol.. I really hope i dont freak out tomoro...its been awhile since i went up in front of alot of ppl and crapped even if its for half n hour nia *_* And to think, mum was reminding me of all the times i mc-ed for events, but thats not the same lor, coz i cant really see the ppl im talking too coz of all the bright lights LOL x)

Was watching one of bro's DVDs while doing all this, lol dont ask, i have a tendency to work better if there was tv noise in the background...seriously! :x But it was some extremely and i mean extremelyyyyyyy lame ass show, "MacGruber" Omg wtf-ing type of lame ok? Its a cross between Jackass and Scary Movie type movie .__. So if thats yr tha'ng then this is yr show, if not i seriously dont recommend you to watch it or you'll end up feeling like me, having the urge to bitch slap the lead actor >_>

Watch Grown Ups instead!

I mean it! Its extremely hilarious with the most funniest cast :D I ended up watching it 2ce leh...really go watch it and ull know wat i lame ass jokes here, well there were some, but funny lame ass jokes :p

Ok la, time to get some shut eye and pray i go thru tomoro in one piece :)


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Love is a fragile thing and sometimes we are not its best caretaker, so we muddle thru it and hopes it survives...against all odds

I cried last nite while watching a movie, tho the story itself was kinda lame but i cried still ._. Bla, i guess im just weak that way lol..

On the other hand, im seriously stressed out with alot of things, its gettin kinda tiring and im just hoping that i can run away :s

Also on a random note, i have a sudden liking to.....lollipops! Lol, dont ask me why, im weird but in a cute kind of way, yes? :x

Poke pops! Arent they just adorable? :S

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Hello! Again!

Almost forgot to blog about this! Bro bought a stack of new dvd's to watch ytd and me having to watch the same old movies like xNNNNN times, was absolutely ecstatic!! So sis went thru his stash and found some nice ones among the the stack of lame ass, mindless body chopping, B-grade type movies which he loves so much. Dont ask, i dont get his choices at times ._.

So these were what we found,

Star-studded cast, although there were still limbs flying around, but the who cares when all the big names are there? We almost expect them to do it or we get extremely disappointed. Lmao! And Stallone leh! But i should say, i think he had his eyebrows done....extremely weird non macho look :x I suspect he had his whole face done :O I dont know, he just looks... weird and girly x.x

Really leh! If u guys have watched it, u shd knw wat i mean ok :S And i love Jet Li in here, so cute.. as in he looks like a mini GI Joe.. Kawaiii!! LOL! Jason Statham is cool as usual :3 and the dude from White Chicks, the one who loves white girls? Everytime i see him, i imagine him singing that song "A thousand Miles" and his face.. Hilarious! :D


Tho they were given extremely bad reviews, i kinda found damn entertaining leh, and funny shit. I mean i was literally laughing my head off for the entire show. The storyline was abit crappy i suppose, but the stand up comic and screwed up jokes made up for it lor. Me and sis laughed so hard, we were wtf-ing all the way lolol :x

Well me being an outdated person when it comes to movies, since i nvr watch it on the big screen for a very very very long time dy, hence i dont know hw long this one has been out, but if u havent watched it, and in need of some serious mindless laughing, this is the show! Seriously! :p

Okie! Enuf of snaking and back to work..i think? Hee!


So how was ur Monday? How? How? How? Good or not? Lol...

Mine, not so much ._. all coz of the silent treatment which is still going on in the office with the bosses and is slowly getting on my nerves. I cant work with ppl who cant work together, even if they work perfectly fine with me, but its like im in the middle of all them ._.

Regardless of hw kepo i can be at times, this is so not my thing and i hate, no wait hate is not s strong enuf word, em.. cant think of any others, but yes i HATE being the messenger, coz u knw what they say right? The messenger always gets gunned down ._. even if they're not directly shooting at u, its still not fun. Gah.

Its a wonder they can actually stop talking for almost a month dy leh. Wth =\ Grown-ups are weird. LOL! :S

Oh well, nom nom nom nom..

Moving on, cant believe its actually November ady and moving faster, soon itll be Christmas and Harpie New Year! again... 2011! *gulps* I think someone should pull the time brakes abit, moving abit too fast for comfort x.x

Tho, im actually looking forward to Xmas.. its the only time of the year which makes me warm n fuzzy... Hahaha :D

Oh yea, after so many friggin months of trying to get photoshop to work, i finally got it! Wee! Now i can experiment again on picture and ava editing :D...tho i havent gotten the grasp of Cs5, but nvm, Youtube tutorial ftw! *and to think i shd be studying for my exams* tsk tsk...Rawrers!

Nya nya nya....dont judge a poor soul like me ma :x

Oh my, im so proud, i did 4 posts in less than 2 hrs...hiak, and its almost time for lunch. Dont get me wrong, im actually busy de, except fr the days the accounts ppl come and i end up with nothing much to do coz they'll be using the pc i normally use to make orders and stuff...this pc im on now, is just for me to play on.. Lolololol...

Ok la, back to work lor, happy working all! ._.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Hello Sunday, Bye Sunday.. D:

Noooooo..... Sunday is leaving me D: D: D: ... Hurhur, i love being dramatic, dont u? :p

Ive made a conclusion, i love eating Japanese food, totemo dai dai dai dai dai suki! Lol... dont ask why, but its slowly becoming one of my favs lol, well other than mum's tao ew bak of course.. nothing can beat that.. Slurp!

Planned to go to Tao's today de, but everyone ppk me >_> and i was gonna treat leh! Tsk, its not everyday i so semangat wanna treat ok? Shd take this opportunity and eat ma right? Sheesh, beh hiao de they all :s

In the end, me n sis went to Queensbay's Jusco and got a truckload of sushi, sashimi and what not's from their Jp counter, which was actually 3 times cheaper than eating at Tao's... and its about the same stuff we would actually order there lo, except no abalone..sashimi was kinda limited, no mussels x.x LOL! Ok la, not complaining k since family so considerate and help me save my hard earned dough :D

Bought fresh norwegian salmon even to grill ourselves, omg so niceeee X_X I love Jusco :3 Lmao! I saw cod fish as well....shall get that too the next round .. Yummy! Even my doggie was stealing the salmon from us wtf, high maintenance dog ._.

Actually took pics of the load that we bought, but pics came out yucky and the end, only the pic of the salmon looked decent.. :S

So there....

I know it might not seem as yummy as i said, but hey pictures can be deceiving.. plus the fact that i said, it was a DECENT picture nia :x Believe me, it was totally omgee :s

So there u have it, my short little weekend which turned out quite alright, except fr the little stuff which i managed to get over with good food, a lovely bed, wonderful weather and some serious kb whacking...which reminds me of the kb i hv yet to get.. tsk tsk.. Boos me D:

....Im so gonna be having Monday blues later T^T.. oh well, together gether ba...and for those who are not working tomoro.....Shaddap!

Friday, November 5, 2010


I admit it, i succumbed to la resistance and and got.....acash! T^T~ I actually blame it on my dieded messenger which FORCED me to reload...:X

But then on ze very bright side, im looking bery cool! LOL!

Cute right? right? right?? Lmao :S

Anyway, spent the day sleeping my ass off as usual, dono why im so bedridden everytime there's an off day x.x Im waitin for the next one next next week, but thats on a Wednesday...hmmm, maybe i shd take the rest of the days off..or maybe i shd start utilising my mc's...LOL! Hey abit bo tat ok if i dont use it :p Ok la, im a good ger ma, will be my morder emproyee till thy kingdom comes...or till i get lazy..whichever comes 1st. Lololol :x

Been playin for hrs in audi these cpl of days, getting tortured by 9k, by 180/200bpm songs and by Jx....yea yea i like it la ok, not that im saying ur SM (which u are btw :p)

My supposedly practicum exams which are to be held next saturday, still no news yet, which makes me partially relieved but abit mortified as well. What if they suddenly confirm it and i havent finished my lesson plans? O_O; But then again, it might get postponed to January which mean delays in getting our certs...Which is better? I personally think getting over the massacre earlier is better than prolonging the torture... Arhhhh #__#

Bah, shan't think too much and go back to watching my animes and enjoy whatever is left of my solidad holiday and BE HAPPY tat im working full day tomoro >______________>

Toodle de doo!

Thursday, November 4, 2010


Well, i know this is gonna come out a little too late, but hell, who cares! Its my blog and u say nothing about it...lalalala :x

Hehe, ok la, enuf of the self consoling, moronic ass crap from me, im just happy that its finally Friday and ima don have to work...come cheer with me ok? Yay! Yay! Yay! :p

Downside would be...i hv to work on Saturday...full day somemore! So not gonna think about it now and enjoy my rest day..hurhur :S

Anyway, took some pics of the new Rhythmholic mode on Audi lol, just for fun...yea im THAT bored :x Been playing alot of audi again recently, and i the max ._. Blahhhhh.

After like xN times, finally got it abit...i just realised my rhythm sucks ALSO now >_> And to think my 1 2 party was good T_T

Crying doggies and meows coz i missed ._.


Lets forget about my suckiness and lets continue cheering for ma hori-dai again mmkay?

Woots woots woots!! :D

Wednesday, November 3, 2010


I feel so sick right now and i almost trip on the staircase :( This weather is so not cool and im feeling like im so gonna barf... uwek D:

On a random note, shall i just close down my chatbox since no one really leaves any msgs for me and i get is spam?

Sigh, i wanna go home :(((

P.s. ね ばか! あなたがいなくて淋しいです... >_>

Hiidee Hoo~!

My eyes have been twitching since this morning when i reached the office, i wonder why is that? Hmmm, think i need to go google up and see what it means lol :x I used to have a colleague who's eyes twitched last time, then she went to the doc who told her that it was coz of stress.. hmm's again..

Do i have stress now? Let me think...,

1. I have my praticum exam in about less than 2 weeks time and i hv yet to finish my lesson plan and have no idea what to do for my mock teaching class,

2. I gonna have my last exam on grammar, which btw is the toughest module so far or rather the toughest ever and im still waiting for my grammar book to arrive,

3. My JLPT (JP exams) which is gonna happen on Dec5th and i have alot to read up in terms of GRAMMAR and other shi.. i mean stuff,

4. im basically busy abt 95% of the time at work (5% is for lunch break) which makes it almost impossible to do any revision at work..

Nah, im not fuckin stressed out, why in the world would i be? ._.

Or maybe its that older generation tales, that someone is thinking of u if ur eyes twitches, or was it ppl talkin bad about u? or or...? Blah, its still twitching and im getting pissed off coz the only to stop it from twitching is by closing the eye.

I feel like a pirate somehow... >_>

Monday, November 1, 2010

I run to you....!!

Sorry for the nonsense title of this post, was listening to my blog song and didnt know wat to put there, so .... :x Anyway...


Ps for the lack of posting over the weekend, or rather no posting at all, even tho i had a long bery lazy la... that and also the fact that ive been sleeping like there's no tomorrow x.x Seriously leh, i think i slept more than 15hrs on Saturday itself :S Sis was goin on about not seeing me awake long enuf to talk to me n get a reply coz the minute she turned ard i already zzzz dy @_@;; I dono why im so tired also la, mentally awake coz i was having bladi weird dreams ._. but body like dont wanna get out of bed :(

Not that i was sleeping the WHOLE time la, i did watch some...animes, and ended having to rewatch coz i eh.. fell asleep halfway :S and the fact that it was raining most of the times did not really help..the weather really bth x.x and predicted this whole week to be even more rain :@ i foresee some places flooded dy in here lol... too bad my place wont flood one, then no need work.. LOL :x

Happy thing i look forward too this week is, Flyday bo work~ Muahahahaha!! Happy Deepavali in advance!! Lolololol :x

Fug la, its so cold that im sneezing non stop dy, or is somebody talking about me! ;wild

And the fact that its so bladi cold makes me so sked to go bath T^T I havent even stepped in the bathroom my mo kui all standing liao leh!

So what else have i been up to this weekend? Well not much ba, the rain tends to bring out the 'best' in a person by making a person lazy to do anything else :p But im guessing that only applies to me coz even with the heavy rain, the roads were jam packed...according to mum who oh so rajin-ly went shopping lolz. Jp class on a Sunday morning was the only time i was out the house and even then on the way back i was swearing n cursing all the ppl who were out driving in such an incorrigible weather ._.

Have been goin back to watching online animes again lol, and well wat else? Marathon watching lor, i dont like watching halfway and having to wait lol, i rather wait till all the epis are out :p No wonder sis doesnt like watching with me... say i watch too fast T^T ...i think i get too carried away coz i ended up finishing one anime at work :XX

Read that audi is having patch on Tueday, new modes wor, hmm.. time to go back n check it out when its done :x One glitch is my messenger dieded dy, which makes it not fun..coz i need my messenger! :s

Oh well, gonna be having a quiet week ahead coz lady boss will be away for seminar on Tues and Wed and well the husband dont really ask me to do alot of stuff and most of the times he's in his room lol. So yay! Momentary burst of happiness for these 2 days! :@

Can Friday come again now? LOL :x

P.s. Sometimes, even a thousand rights could nvr mend one wrong? :)

Thursday, October 28, 2010


Me want the weekends nao, nao, nao, nao!

Me wanna no, rest at home T^T~ And the fact tht im not working on Saturday, makes me wan it even more! Naoooo!! :X

Im sorry lol, feeling very tired again and i think i twisted my ankle again coz it hurts like mad :(( Bery sked to see the sensei am hoping it gets better soon! D:

Gonna go lie down and watch spooky anime liao, and get scared shit-less ._.


P.s. Me bery bo song with you! Yes you! My pumpkin pie....hmph!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010


Ive been contemplating the whole nite on whether i should continue on my saved drafts - thus present the illusion that i havent been posting or just lump it all together and start with a new post. OCD tells me, i shd stick with the old dates, coz then ill be posting things tat happen on the actual days... however, brain is not so obliging and well fingers are protesting,

So, i decided with the latter :x

Easier also la hor, not only do i not stress myself with trying to recall what actually happen for the past week, but i also get to make tis post super long so u all will read it twice! Win win situation? :s Ok la, enuf of unnecessary crap (which btw, helps lengthen this post :p) and lets do some flashback on the past week.. :)

Sadly, my life being the rather boring one at that, has not much updates *sry for disappointing everyone * so, i shall attempt to read back at my saved drafts to try and recall what it was that was goin thru my mind at the time... (another lame attempt to lengthen this post....rather successful tho :p)

Lets see...

Wednesday was not so cool, not only was i extremely busy at work and basically crazed the entire day, came home, and had to leave str8 for JP class. Reached home at 10, to find mum in one of her "moods", so i was not only tired and hungry but also in the middle of an incomprehensible cold war ._. In the end, made ramen for dinner and well, im happy dy :) Eating ramen always brings back memories of living alone in KL lolz, kinda fond memories at times, despite the living by myself thingy ;)

Thursday was uneventful, as was Friday, even tho i shd have been rejoicing that it was already the end of the week. Sadly, i had to work full day on Saturday ._. but not having classes on Sunday morning, for the 1st time in months and not havin to wake up at an ungodly hr when everyone is sleeping happily brought me some joy :p Even if i was slightly irritated abt some work stuff, which to cut the story of that short, i just really dislike being in the middle of any debates/arguments/etc etc etc... i watch, its ok, but never, i mean NEVER pull me in ._. Blahhhhhhh..!

It suddenly hit me too that my bosses, as in the husband n wife, are still not on talking terms...since, well, since i said it the 1st time which was a cpl of weeks ago? O_O;;


Anyway, that was Saturday for you, and saying that it was uneventful would be an friggin understatement >_>

Woke up late on Sunday, only to find mum had gone to New Lane and gotten the famous fish head/fish with bee hoon for breakfast. Now im not really a fan of fish, but this one is an exception! Becoz u have to be there before 11am or they will be like completely out of fish dy.. Yes, damn good business ok? Totally yummy esp eaten with cili padi! Omgoshh x.x

Sorry pic not bery clear, was in a hurry to dig in :x LOL!

Slept somemore after that, with tv and vid intervals in between, cz wanted to get new dvd player for my finally ok? Really bth the one that im using which mum got from her china friend de...durable la but still in the end was really dying a slow slowww and painful death and bringing me with it ._.

Heng i nvr ppk and did go in the end....

"Pink is my favourite color!" - Steven Tyler, Aerosmith.. LOL :X

Isnt it cute tho? It looks big here but its actually half the size of the normal kawaiiii :x and PINK! even the bladi remote control! X___X

Okok, im gettin unnecessarily hyped over a dvd player.....but purdee ahhhh!!! :s Got a few new animes to watch as well...and ima happy chica for the day and a little cushion to comfort my oh so lovely Monday brusss.. Even if ima a little broke....the only thing ive yet to my new Kb ...bleh~

So, shall i continue on to Monday, even tho it was ridiculously tiring just like every other Monday? Weeeeee~!! Then again , better not x.x

Went to thru my mail ytd, coz its like overflowing dy :s and got notified of my impending practicals in November.. Mamacita! I need to start on my lesson plan dy.. i wonder how ima gonna get thru alive teaching my classmates, even if its only for 1/2hr ._.

In case ur thinking, "If u cant teach ur classmates, how u gonna teach others?" - Ur wrong leh, i find easier to teach ppl i dont know, or rather ppl i know genuinely wanna learn and not trying to make my life (however short that is) a living hell. Monkeybananafruitbasket lahhh >_>

Ermm, should i stop here? Are u gettin tired of reading? :p Actually im tired dy, so i shall continue my "adventures"! another time...LOL :x


Tuesday, October 26, 2010


If u noticed, i havent been blogging for almost a week now lol.. Actually i have alot of unposted entries which are just sitting in my drafts section ._.

Why didn't i post them, u ask? Coz ima emoing lolz..

I tried finishing them everyday, but i dont like what i wrote, as in, it seem too robotic and fake >_> U might say, hey blogs are suppose to be spontaneous and fun and cute like me right? LOL! :x

In summary? Im not in that happy happy place of mine to blog ._. and i dont think anyone really noticed that i havent been posting also.... :(

Lol, ima emotional, what u expect?!

And to think i have quite a number of pics to post too, hmmph!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010


I finished work early ytd! And when i mean early, meaning 15mins after im suppose to clock off....but still early! And then i thought to myself, "There's your chance to get ur kb.... :D",


I know im so lousya wtf, i was sitting in the car arguing with myself on whether i should go or not, then before i realised it, i was already at home :(( I suck....big time! Boos me D: I have a serious problem with procrastination...lool :x Well, unless its life and death matter...hmmm, i think D:

Anyways, went home, nua-ed ard all over house, in front of tv, in front of pc, at in such a nua-ing mood. Audied alone for abit, then was reminded of the kb that i did NOT get...and logged off ;wild , then opened my blogger acc with the conviction that i was gonna type something tonite! And well, for those who already came in today, will know that i didnt :S

So while my bosses are entertaining guests downstairs, im snaking upstairs with a whole load of paperwork in front of me >_> I wan friday to come soon :(( im so ridiculously tired still x.x

Oh ya, heard that someone will be coming back to dear old penang end of the week, wonder if ill get my long overdue souvenier dy, hmmmm.. *hints* Lolz.. Everything is always overdue with u le, but better late than nvr? :)

Bah, better get back to work.. Tootles~! Q_Q

Monday, October 18, 2010

Monday D:

3 days nvr work nia, no need so much work to do kuaaaaa?? Kua zhang leh really ._. Non stop like omgwtfbbqsaucechicken!! Seriously la, i was like non stop for the entire friggin 10hrs, except for the time i went home for lunch and that was already almost 2pm >___>!

Call here, call there, quotations, po's, do's, invoices...bla bla bla, etc etc etc.... Like a bladi headless chicken nia, run here, run there ._. Really so kua zhang leh! Blahhh..

Before i knew it, it was already 7.30pm. No wonder im having migraines now, so tired :((

And i tot i wanted to leave early to go get my kb! Not my fault ar really! I really just dont have the time...pang sai also no time ar wtf >_> Thankfully, this only happens on Mondays and Tuesdays, the rest of the days are quite ok de lol.. Hmmm, maybe i should have taken Monday off instead :x

Also mum's been gettin on my back on how much im staring at the phone..lolz. aiya, whats new la, i sit in front on pc, she will say, sit in front of tv, also say, then she ask me shd sleep more :O Which i do, i think :s Just coincidentally that i happen to tap on my phone at 5am in the morning and she HAS to go to the toilet every single time and see me.. -.-

Anyway, been in and out of sleep mode since i came back, really having a bad headache again, sigh. Didnt really sleep well last nite, coz was having bad dreams...yes again.. i tend to have them when i go to bed after a bad day, i really really reallyyyy dont like being angry when i go to bed..

Gotta get some rest dy.. baibaizz~!! :)

P.S. suddenly cravin for Manhattan Fish Market's seafood platter again... monkeybananafruitbasket! :x

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Tsuruya's :)

Well as promised, here are the piccys of ze dinner .. :)

My fav! Chawanmushi~ :DD

Then there was eel....unagi set that my brother chose :p

Sis chose the Giant Squid which her friend treated her for her birthday... not bad :D

Then there was crab...soft shell crabby~ :D

Sorry this came in late, but was abit down in the evening... :) Didnt really work up an appetite too, not sure if was coz i was still full, or something else..

Oh wells, Tsuruya was relatively ok, and kinda cheap too. Tho the lunch sets have more variety to choose from then the dinner ones. Luckily we could opt to get the lunch even tho it was already 7pm :p One of the other waiters came to us and said, "Oh , thats the lunch sets, now its dinner already so no more" So we were like, err ok, *but we already ordered....the lunch sets? :O* then we all just stared at him with mouths wide open and went... "ohh, ok..." Lol.. epic dumb blonde moment ._.

Anyway, finished kinda fast and got full really fast too :S wonder it was coz of all the rice x.x The temakis are too die for tho, had salmon temaki! Yummy :D

Conclusion? I still prefer Tao's. Lolz.. Tho it is slightly more expensive but really worth it, esp with the all you can eat sashimis! So we decided, we're gonna go again soon, prolly end of the month.. LOL! :x My treat :p

Came home and jeng jeng jeng~ My belated birthday cake ~

Yummy choco cheese cake from where else, Secret Recipe lor... :P Sinful!! Bleh~

Initially wanted to get my new kb de since i was at e-gate but by the time dinner was done, darn shop already closed ._. Lousya.. So went back home, had cake and went into audi to vent and whack on my old kb lol... it was a good release for me..somehow :) Think i played for almost 3hrs...i think o.o Well, thats my remedy for forgetting sad stuff, that and retail therapy of coz...but i still refuse to buy acash! :x

Ahhh, cant believe my 3days are over :( Monday blues again...sad sad T_T

Must go cry into pillow liao.... *pouts!* Byeesss!

P.s. Cant believe my post-birthday days are just gonna as horrid as last years, i dont think i can do this again... I dont wanna feel so beat up again, please? :(

Random thoughts

Happiness is just like a butterfly, the harder u try to catch it, the further it flies away..

But what about seizing the day n nvr letting any chance slip away? Or grabbing the opportunities when they come? Tsk tsk... so contridicting right? Lolz :)

Ive been thinking of my priorities in life and somethings have been left draggin on for the longest time. Guess its time to finally let go of the past and holding on to the pain that was before. I should learn to be stronger and independent as before, when i never needed anyone's approval for things. I wonder what happened to that me.. when did i become so insecure? Hmmm..

Its kinda true what a friend told me ytd, sometimes we give out too much of our power to others that we forget to keep some for ourselves..

Sorry to be sounding so chim on a beautiful Sunday afternoon, but hey, its times like this that makes us think right? :D

Ive realised sometimes ive given in too much or given out too much that what i have to say is nvr really heard, and my sometimes seemingly uncaring about the things ard me exterior have made ppl think i really cant be bothered hence make decisions for me. At home, at work, and everywhere else. Ive somehow made myself unimportant :)

Oh wells, enuf of the heavy stuff, just had a fun 30mins whacking ard in audi and laughing my ass off over lame stuff... and cant wait for my JP belated birthday dinner tonite! :DD

Think i need just that, to be happy in the moment for the things that really matter and the ppl who really care and nothing else ;)

In the end, think of who are the ppl who will be there for till the end for the right reasons, the ppl u can call ur real companions..

Im constantly hurt over how im pushed aside for ppl who....i dont know :) I dont like it, and will nvr like it, to be deemed less worth than them. Lolzz. I laugh at myself for being angry cz i really shdnt degrade myself to their level ;)

I will always be here but only for the ppl who want me ard, this is my promise.

Anyways! Wait for my later post ya, this time i will take many many piccys! :p

Friday, October 15, 2010

Hitori? :)

Sugitaru wa nao oyobazaru ga gotoshi :)

So how was my day at home on a Friday? Sleep galore la what else! :p Ok la, i did do other things other than just sleeping, i...erm...watched dvd and erm..OK LA, i didnt really do much! Q_Q

And im proud to say, i didnt regret it one bit! :x The sleeping i mean... coz i felt so happy after that hahahahaha :X but then again, this would mean that i will having nothing to post about....yet again D: So what should i crap about today? Hmmmm....

Guess u all will have to wait till Sunday when i take my family to dinner and take piccys of oishii sushi, sashimi, california rolls....yummy :p Cant really remember the name of the place tho, all i know is thats its nearby Tao's. So shall see if its as worth as eating there or not :)

Vegan week goin ok lol, one thing tho is that we tend to get hungry more x.x so what else can i do but to drink loads n loads of water and well....sleep? Lol. Mum was complaining that ive been in my room and on my phone, tapping my phone, or by the pc for the past 48hrs ._. As if i have anywhere else to go... its not like i can jio my friends out for food or wad...unless they're vegan too >_>

AND its not always that i get to just lie ard and not have to worry abt classes or exams or work.. give me a break man :(

Guess thats about it for the past 2 days.. told ja i did absolutely nothing! But u all still wanna read, so ma post lor... :p

Also note that for this post, my fonts have gotten slightly cuckoo and i feel its gonna come out small... but then im gonna be too lazy to actually changed coz its taken me 2 days to actually finish it x.x Its just been sitting here on my desktop, minimize, maximize, minimize, maximise....and typing one sentence each time till TADA! I have a...well almost a full post :x

Slightly not in the mood at the moment, so till Sunday ba! Ja mata ne! :)

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Happy Birthday! me!!! :) Lalalalala....~

If your thinking im happy about turning older, im sorry but unfortunately, you cant be more wrong -.- Even so, the hype of the whole world, well at least in my small little world, of ppl wishing me happy birthday is soon goin to be over and after today all i will be left with is....that turning one yr older thingy =.=

But if ur thinking that i dont like to be reminded by wishing me Happy Birthday, *beeep* ur wrong again. I get really pissed if ppl dont remember prolly coz i always do. Especially the ones that really matter! U know who u are doinkers! Im sensitive i know, but i like it! :x

And also feeling kinda sad coz i have so many things that i wanna do with my life still and not really coming close to it also...*sigh* am i setting myself back and not goin all out to get what i want? I dont know leh.. i feel i have, but then again maybe i havent lol.

Sorry for the conflicting signs from me in this post (there will be more as the post grows longer:x) Im in a very bluesy and contradicting mood today lol :S

But but but! Im off on Friday! Yayss! Which means i have 3 whole days of rotting at home! Yay...? :x No no, ima gona take this time to reflect on how ima gonna make this year better and more productive :S Ima running out of time dy!! Lol...sense of foreboding on this 'blessed day' ._. Kinda like the feeling of armageddon acomin' LOL! >_>

Hmmm.. i just read back on my post, and it feels like me spouting a whole bunch o' crap...oh wells, carrying on... :x

For this year, im hoping to get to own my 1st place, something which has been on my mind since i started working here coz i wanna dont laugh.. i wanna dress it up! LOL :x as in doing the ID for it... got tonnes of ideas frm working in this line and well, i cant wait to start :DD

So there, my wish or rather my target for this year~ Gambarimashyou me!!!

P.s. Ima still looking for a vegan birthday cake T_T...

Tuesday, October 12, 2010


Day 2 - and bosses still not talking to each other...hmm.. i wonder if this is their normal practice, but i had the 'privilege' of being the middle man and passing messages between the 2 of them ._. This me no likey dy!

Btw, did i tell u that my bosses are Mac fanatics? Lol.. Not only do all of them use iPhone, but all our pc's are actually Apple Macs from the 1st gen to the latest they just got last week coz the last one mb died and to get it repaired cost abt 3k? x.x

Anyway, couldnt help but drool at it still :p Damn beautiful little things leh, makes me also want one kukunehnehbasket ._.

Chio right! I wan also lo, wtfiak ._.

In case ur wondering, yes, that is my office lol.. and its original lighting :p Actually i adjusted it brighter dy lol, abo even darker.. romantic right? hahahaha :D

Anyway, plan to treat family to Jp dinner for my birthday..but will have to be postponed to after the vegetarian week is done lol. Yea, im vegetarian on my birthday lor.. i wonder if there are any vegetarian cakes out there :S

Still havent had the chance to ask about my leave T_T just too dam busy and alot of walk in customers. Apparently alot of those super condo owners just got their oc and rushing to move in and prepare everything before CNY.. that and the fact that my bosses are still not talking makes me kinda apprehensive to ask D:

Jia you jia you me!

In case ur wondering about my new kb....well i dont have it yet! Wanted to get on Sunday de, but but....hmph mai explain dy, later kena shoot also de D: Hopefully i..can..get if...i.. get... leave?

Blek! .___.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Mon-dai blues?

And here we are back at the beginning yet again, what a vicious cycle where it feels like the weekends only last 2 secs and the weekdays feel like 9982312763213 years .__.

I woke up this morning, looked at the clock in my room. It was 7.ooam and well thats sort of my normal time my first waking up session. Did what i normally do at this hour, tapped on my phone. Attk, attk, attk, do mission, send flowers..Lol :x

A sudden horrific revelation hit me, it was friggin MONDAY! I knw im being dramatic again, but i literally screamed, in my head that is, at the thought that i would have to wake up for work T^T

I gotta get me my leave at the end of the week. I gotta, gotta, gotta before i lose my flippin mind ._.

Anyway, sort of went into a minor depression state after talking to a friend lol.. im sensitive la, i know, but what to do, thats just me. Got me anyhow thinkin again of why things have turned out as such. Some of its is my fault, but im not solely to blame for it.. the feeling of just letting all this go came to me again, tho it did hit me that me leaving might not matter as much as it did before. Saddening eh? Sigh lol..

Gotta get to work soon lol, snaked abit downstairs coz work environment today is abit quiet lol.. as in bosses are not talking or rather havent been talking to each other since i came in fr work x.x No comment ba, since both are talking to me nicely :p

Ok la, laters all! :)

P.s. What is really troubling you my dear? I wish you could just tell me like u used to..

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Kill me nao!

Just had the worst Saturday ever, which forced me to make this resolution..

I shall never ever have boys. Ever. As my children. Ever! :x

Or maybe it was those kids which made me cringe ._. I spent half part of the day getting the migraines which i had so hard gotten rid of the nite before by sleeping veryyy early. They were screaming and shouting and running around! Omgomgomg the friggin horror! Worse part is, the parents didnt even care wtfish? Brats like... *swears swears swears* nobody's business!

The youngest girl was ok, bt the 2 oldest boys, omg, i swore i could almost shoot my head off x.x They were screaming not only in normal volume but i swear it went into ultrasonic ok? I think only dolphins would be able to understand them and prolly die from it too ._____________.

Gahhhhh!! *shoots myself in the head over n over n over again..*

Ok la, maybe i made it abit too overdramatic, tho i swear im really not coz even my lady boss, who has children bth them ok? I will have boys , but they will nvr turn out like those little horrors else i will disown them for sure >_>

Safe to say, it has been a long and tiring day, even without those little *&^%$%^ making it even more tiring... but!

I change my layout!! :D Ive completed one of my missions! Yay! :x

Still looks abit weird to me, coz ima not used to this one yet, but tell me what u guys think it too white now? And i didnt quite like the fact that it didnt have a border frame...i have a thing for borders :x

Found this one ytd actually but was too lazy to change, and i really really couldnt find anything else that i liked. There were some nice ones but i hate having to click ard for different pages.. very mafan ._.

Notice now there's a comment section for each post too? :D and i managed to tweak my chat box :DDD! Me is very proud of meself now :p

But still, comments please, coz i might change if i do chance upon a nice one :) for now, i need to go lie down coz my back is killing me and im starting to doze off x.x

Hope there arent any typos coz ima lazy to check dy :x


Friday, October 8, 2010


Normally on a Friday post, i will usually say "Happy Friday!".. well im not gonna this week! Ima breaking out from my normal procedure and be different this week so im not considered a bore and too routine T^T .. *shall do that next week :x*

Anyways, modem died on us ytd.. after only being in usage for abt less than 4months? So much for that lol.. guess what we really need is those industrial type modems which needs whole room then only can :x So had to take out the one b4 this which we had to use for 3yrs plus and guess what? Worked perfect! :) Lol.. Guess that will have to do till we actually get a new one, which date is relatively unknown. It could be,

1. This one dies on us *touch wood touch woood!!*
2. Bro gets annoyed with this one, coz it doesnt really work well with wireless connections and despite me trying to reason with him abt the better connection using cable, he still refuses ._.
3. I suddenly get very rajin and buy a new one.. LOL! Highly improbable, but hey miracles might happen :x

Notice how i like to number my thoughts now? It makes it much more organised and i dont forget what i wanna say as much.. LOL!! ._.

And also, Friday is not bery happy day for me, coz ima still working full day on Saturday Q_Q so bery de saddening....which means i only have Sunday afternoon to rest coz i still need to wake up early for JP class tomoro...which reminds me...i havent done my task of thinking of one jp sentence to say yet.. DAMN! Shall think on the way to class tomoro.. i tend to get the best sentences when im in a frenzy :x Dont ask >_>*

Thinking of taking next Friday off since Thurs im on leave for my special day :p and well ima not working on Saturday... shall i? shall i? shall i? Woah, 4 days off wor! :DD

Shall try and ask the boss first *fingers crossed* !

Thursday, October 7, 2010


Aiya! I just had something to blog about when i was on the way back home from Jp class.. but forgot about the time and well...nvm la, its my Thursday post then :p

Note: This is just a rant coz im just really tired (and also tired of repeating how tired i am ._.)

Ive just calculated, well i calculated while driving back from Jp class lol, and also becoz i was somewhat irritated with sis. Anyway, i realised that i havent had a weekend off for the past month now.. If its not work, then its classes and exams which went on from morning to late afternoons.. safe to say, September was the worst month ever x.x

Now im not complaining coz i have to do so much and not have any time to rest, i took it upon myself to do all this and well, my family saying they will support me. Hmmm, all ive really seen is they gettin on my back on how its only for awhile then itll be over when i tell them im tired...

Im not asking for sympathy bt more of a little understanding. Work can be hectic and i try to study as much as i can at nite, and it is bladi damn tiring ok? =/ Anyway, the reason i finally broke was coz, after Jap class, sis asked me to drive her to the clinic. Now, you would say, whats wrong with that? There's nothing wrong with it, if i hadnt just had and extremely long day and goin to class right after work and the fact that she had the whole day to go, and me specifically asking her to go in the afternoon. Sighs.

A little consideration wouldnt kill, would it?

Oh wells, let it be ba :) im just glad that its the last module dy and one more exam and ill get my teacher's dip lol... :x

Anyway, back to happier stuff or rather less irritable stuff :p

Audi Season 3 - Guitar Mode :) I know... my face looks like kiam tiao pa here :x Will take nice one next time la..the arrows keep coming down so fast pian D:

Kinda cute really, as in me trying to get all the keys =.= and its only easy mode. Once babe put on the hard mode, all i really did was sit there and stare while the arrows came a rainin down on me and i end up pressing buttons which werent really used T^T

DJMAX2! That was the name of the game i used to fumble around with :((

Have a few things planned for this weekend, as in missions for moi lol.. we shall see how many missions i complete or will all of them be abandoned =\

1. Get a new keyboard,
2. Get a new blogger background
3. Get some rest since there wont be classes
4. Get a life LOL! Jk.. :x

Those who are pfft'ing to my missions, I WILL PROVE UR PFFT'ING WRONG! D:

Off liao la, bye..!

P.s. Sorry la, this post came out 3days after it was started x.x I tried to finish it but i kept running into my bed :x

Wednesday, October 6, 2010


I super super bored today!

Phone and fax lines are down, so no calls can come nor can i make any calls out lol.. hence the extreme peace and quiet. Bad part abt this is :

1. Im falling asleep but also having slight tummy ache. I blame McD's for this.. I realised i cant really consume McD's anymore cz ill feel uncomfortable everytime..hmmm..

2. The iTunes that my office plays are getting too clear for comfort. As in i can hear the songs, REALLY hear the songs over n over n over n over again ._.

3. Im so bored that im afraid i might not have anything to blog about tonight, so here is my post for today :x

4. This the end of my post.... >____>

Maybe i shall go search eBay for cute stuff to splurge on :x

Did i also mention im sleepy? Oh ya..i did.. arghhhhh :xczsdasawedcsadaf

To make matters worse i cant even BN in the office to entertain me temporarily... i can BN but not normally and very slow.. but today its really getting on my nerves.. especially the "Cannot Connect To Server" that keeps popping up... *shouts n pulls hair!*

Buaizz! ._.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010


Au revoir Tuesday~

And i feel as tired as i did the day b4 >_> plus getting moodier by the day *sigh*... and its not helpin now that im feelin extremely irritated with somethin, and no, im not having my monthly auntie visits, tho i wished i could blame it on that being the reason im so easily pissed ._.

Luckily before i exploded, a few new acquaintances, which i nvr thought would bother so much as to make me feel better, actually did :)

Maybe i have to resign to fate on this is how its going to be from now on, well actually its been going on for awhile now. Maybe i shd stop hoping that it will ever be like it used to. And no matter what or how i try to restore it, i cant make it go back in time. Things have changed, some more than others. Guess it was something waiting to happen..prolly i didnt prep myself well enuf :)

I kept thinkin if things had really changed so much, the more i thought back, the more i felt it has. I would nvr would have been ignored as much, or be a nuisance to reply that i guess my chat windows are just closed the minute i start talking. Lolz, oh wells its coz im no longer the reason ur online, and im sorry :)

I dono wat im sayin lah, i just feel lonely suddenly coz the one person i could always rely on, well, i cant seem to now :)

Anyway, just saw last week that Digi came out with a damn cheap package for Iphone 4, and mine is not even 2months old yet ._. *curses* I hope the phone is not stable yet for everyone else who gets it :x I know im being evil but i DONT care! Lol...D:

Oh ya! Tried out the guitar mode for Audi Season 3 ytd, even got the blue guitar LOL. Dens ma so wth buy lo...and i refuse to top up acash! I REFUSEEE :x Well the mode itself confused the hell out of me, my fingers were all over the kinda reminds me of I forgot the game i used to play on my PSP which looks similar to this! What was it? What? What ar?? Babe do u remember? Ahhh!! D:

I suddenly miss my Psp lol :x I gotta play back and complete my Patapon :p

Well just turned Lvl 200 in Bn lolz :x - random info btw coz i suddenly lost my trail of thought and didnt know hw to continue this post ._.

Oh oh! I need a new kb, and i mean really! Im gonna get one dy! When i can find the time :x There's no pc shop near my work place lar...aiyo D:

Ok la, time for lunch. Need to go out coz the net connection here is seriously sucky!

Buaizzz! :D