Friday, October 31, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
STILL TIME TO CLOSE THIS BLOG!
REALLY REALLY SURE???
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
WE DID IT! ^^
Though it doesnt bling yet, but its big :P, we are officially FREESIA!
We will get to the blinging ring soon..i knw it =)
Other than audi'ing till very late lolzz, work has been fine..stilll havent gotten my 1st deal,
So abit stressed out at times, scared of disappointing my family who have done so much for me..bt i knw when to stop panicking and start doing more..
So keep wishing me luck guys and pray for me xD!
I knw it will come..
Was supposed to go for the company's annual paintball comp..but its been raining for a few days now and since my asthma juz really gt better..don wanna risk it again..so yeah..dropped out x.x
Will be on hols till Monday due to Deepavali on Monday, so hopefully will get enuf rest and be able to do more research for work..
Was seriously thinkin of goin back to Penang since it was a long weekend but the thought of taking the bus again...uwek..
Sorry mum, i really miss u guys but i wont come back until i get something =(
What else has happened since my last post? hmmm....nothing d..omfg i have no life! lolzz..
I have missions in life :P^^
Let u see again:P!
I have nothing to do really x.x...entertain me can?
I wan a pet! So sad that they dont the piggy anymore..shd have gotten it the last time :(
And i need to finish my story! Dem club dance *&^$#
Oh ya..my BU improving sia..but only 8k lolz..4k i die x.x
And the song that i hated the most i gt 0 miss for o.O..
Was doing this for story...and was looking for songs i could combo alot with..din expect it to be this song though..haha..wait la..i practice my lvl 3 songs^^
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Before i start, let me tell you what i noticed on my way back from work ytd..
Left the office sharp at 5.30..had been dreaming and waiting the time to pass like forever..lucky Mondays pass dam fast..been thinking abt it the whole day so thats why left sharp sharp until the ppl at work were like,"Eh mag so early?" =x
Reach lrt station at abt 6pm, wtf so many ppl zz..while lining up for the train, tis is wat i saw, a train came, but it was filled to the brim, then this lady comes out of nowhere from behind and tries to squeeze her way in..well she didnt get in..so HAH! * laughs at her* and continues waiting..guy behinds me..makes a phone call, my hair stood..of coz will nt elaborate on the conversation -.-...why ppl so thick skinned ya? Finally after like 5 or 6 trains -.- finally managed to get in..well, was squished like wat..bla..and b4 the door closed one lady ran in and squished us even more zzzz..U can imagine my trip back was a stand still lolz..no space for movement at all..then suddenly realised there was this guy behind that was burping for the entire journey..wth? i think he purposely one la..20 mins of train ride ok? i wanted to turn ard and slap him =x Finally gt off..*breathes relief* and gt my dinner and walked home..on the entrance to my apts, saw a car gt clamped haha! *laughs to myself again* and sniggers on my way back..think im losing my mind..
The summary to this and why i had to go through this ordeal..i blame audi=x! Because i wanted to go home early and do the STORY MODE.. i had to face all this annoyance -.-... don care, need to blame something..
Oh well, 6 more stories before gold, and im proud to say i did it all by myself :) well of coz the 4 other ppl who had to be in the room to help me pass it lol..thanks ya x33..
Well will tell u guys more abt my story tales when im done.. until then... ciaoz peeps
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
THANKS GUYS YA! LUV YA LOTS! xDD
Hopefully i didnt forget anyone x.x..no on purpose ya...older d..so must forgive hahaha
My team also threw me a surprise :)
Ask me go meeting sia, suddenly reach outside the room saw the cake ~.~ walao kena tipu ya =x and my face turned so red when they say birthday song for me...i very ps de la. >.>
Managed to remember to take pic of the cake..but half cut d haha..nvm still looks nice and so yummy...choc moist cake from Lavenders xD
Lucky juz the 4 of them, if the whole floor i hide under table liao..=x
Overall, what i thought would be a quiet birthday turned out to be a great birthday xDDDD
Shd be more to post but i wan to take out my piccys from my phone 1st grrr
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
Nokia E66...White nice rite? <3>
Well..am waiting for my 1st deal before i reward myself with this haha =s
Ok la...stop being lame mag and go home :)
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008
Came back ytd morning..bus left at 10am..doink..no more buses left for the day..so basically i went back Pg for one day nia x.x.. Sorry guys..next time i tell u earlier im coming back so that we can meet up =)
Hectic 2 days..did i needed to do and still few stuff not yet done zzz...oh well..came back feeling sooooo tired..and to top it all off..6 hrs in the bus T__T..and bought the snoozer seats but my dam tv was nt working..so slept the entire journey which made me more tired..doh.
And ate alot of Penang food lolz..missed it so muchh =( and found out it vegetarian month.. adoi..i always do the whole 9 days de..this time in KL i didnt even realise it was that time ady..sigh..
Left work sharp 5.30 and fell asleep after having dinner..now still groggy and sleepy..think ima gonna head back and sleep earlier tonite..no mood to do research..think i have enuf leads to last me tomoro ba..
Thats it..nothing else to post..still feeling a sense of loss..but then who cares?
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Was i wrong? Maybe..
..in the way i did it, the way i handled it, the way i said it. Im not proud of it but i was juz desperate for anyone's attention even for 5 mins.Im sorry i did it..
I juz feel that our friendship is not what it used to be, it juz seems to me that ive been shut out from your life and there are things that u don seem to want to share with me anymore..Call me obsessed or phobia or juz imagining things but i knw this things..its coz im super sensitive..which is never a good bad thing =(
Everything i do bothers u, everythin i say irritates u,which never seemed to be last time..u would cheer me up always.. am i really that bad a person? im starting to think that i am..
And for the first time..you made it feel like it was entirely my fault..and u pretended it nvr happened and left me without a chance to explain..so here it is..the reason i kept asking was coz i wanted u to be sure and nt to change ur plans juz coz of me..i didnt say no, i wanted u to think it through..and i was angry and dissapointed that when i was rushing to go back...u told me u couldnt do it..and the reasons that u gave me said i was at fault..and even when finally u said u could again..the way you said it made me feel like i was a burden..it did..believe me..And after it all, u expect me to smile as if nothing happened?
U will nvr get it, after reading this u might even think that im more annoying and nuisance than ever..u will think that im a difficult person and u wont even bother anymore..u might even hate me..i wonder if u will even see this..after being my friend for so long, do u really understand me and put urself in my shoes?
Well im back in penang, reached home late last nite..and juz feelin very tired. Alot on my mind that it makes me donwan to think of anything anymore. Keepin my mind blank..
Btw, thanx guys for keepin me company with ur sms'es on my way back home :)
I dont know what else to say to you, maybe its best if i don say anythin anymore since everythin i say or do seems wrong and aggravates the situation. As a friend said..suck it up and be happy with what we have..thus i will smile..and laugh even when it hurts inside juz coz i donwan to be unhappy anymore..
Shall go back to bed i suppose..and try to sleep.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Alot of things were on my mind these 2 days of hols..alot of good things and some bad ones..i dono why im bein like i am now..maybe its coz i always had a family to go back to and now im alone here..its not that i shdnt be here..juz culture shock i suppose or i juz need time to adapt to nt having ppl wif me most of the times..
Im enjoyin my freedom away from the family but i do miss them..i juz hope i will do well in this job and make them proud of me :)
Well tomoro will be going back to penang..but for 2 days nia..couldnt get bus tickets back later in the day so have to leave pg early :(
I wish the ppl who said will leave words of encouragement for me here..will keep their promise :(
Nites peeps, will blog from pg tomoro <3s~