Friday, May 30, 2008


My day's event is as follows:

7.30 - wake up for work
8.20 - reach office
8.20 to 5.30 - lamed in the office the entire day!

Haha! it was basically work for 10 mins, lame for not veli cool? oh well..all in a days work..hehe..tats wat u do when de bosses are not ard..

In the afternoon, a sudden urge to spend came upon me>< and there was this watch that i really wanted to i jio'ed my fren to follow me to queensbay after work to look for it..she said she saw it there before but couldnt remember which shop..ive been wanting to get it for awhile d..juz nvr remembered and also din see it sold was actually an old model d..but i still love it <3...its actually quite a big watch bt very de yeng^^ and one of my gal frens have it too! so nice ><

So we went ard looking and it seemed like we would never find it.....

When we did reached the shop she thought she saw it wasnt there T_T!...then we decided to ask if we could actually special order it since it wasnt in their display...and guess wat? we could!! xDDD

So, paid for it in full :P and will go and get it str8 after work..yay for me! went home happy and contented...and though i still sucked at din really matter..haha! think shall take a break for abit..overplayed during the weekend..besides really not in the mood to play :(

Oh well..i shd be heading to bed d...another non government day tomoro..need to think of new topics to lame abt :P


Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Juz another bla post^^

Q: How to know when ur bla'ing too much?

A: When ur mother who rarely gets u starts calling u the bla girl =.="

Bla bla bla~ :P

Oh well..another day has passed..another uneventful day..wake up, work, come home, stone in front of tv/pc, sleep, wake up....etc etc etc..but then recently work seems bearable these days..even when i have alot to! hehes..

Went to the the nite market where i used to live and the crowd was crazyyyyy>< jam jam jam...but gt wat i went there for..a new hair clip :) quite nice also lor..kekeke..and also something ive been craving for the past week..chicken arses! HAHA! yea u heard me rite..chicken butts..grilled on a terayaki hot plate(i think) the sauce <3...haven been a fan for tat since i was a kid maybe coz once at one of our bbq gatherings, they overdid those buggers(and i mean whole lot of them=x)..sort of gave me a phobia after tat..erk..but after eatin those babies..fell in love wif them again..slurp! wish u were there to enjoy it wif me babe^^ thanks wor:P

Came home, audied abit, bathed and now ready for bed d..tomoro is goin to be relaxin day...bosses all not ard..yay! the mice will come out to play xD...and its almost the weekend d..sleeping galore again..woots! still thinkin whether i shd go out or not..hmmmm..go out = spend money(not alot left..end of month liao T_T) or stay at home = sleep (i prefer the latter^^)

Ok..time to rest...bed is calling meeee...psp is whisperin "Hold me pls~" LOL! Blah~

Nites guys and jy jy to the weekends <333

Dont Worry, Be Crappy! xD


Juz finished watching a lame Hongkie serial drama on tv..walao eh, havent seen such serials in ages..cant believe i actually wasted one hr of my life watching it..and yet i did =.= ...oh well, not like i had anything better to do..lolzzz..

Feelin very lethargic today, tired and moody (and no, my period is not here..zzZZZz) and it wasnt a busy day at work either..was occupied the entire day though and din actually feel worn out until i came home..

Came home early...and moped ard the hse awhile..thinking whether i shd go sleep or juz laze ard and audi + tv + psp? Well..din sleep in the end (wats new >.>) so decided to go into audi for a few rounds as my psp was out of batt T_T ... Played wif a few frens and went into my moods again :P...miss like wat..don think i was even pressing (must be coz i only had bread as breakfast today and fingers bo lat=x) normally i wouldnt give a shyt if i missed but today gt really fed up after like 5 games and decided to stop playin..anyway still won them..guess there are ppl who are more out of it than me..tat wat tat..went in and out bt tat was it..nvr played anymore..blablabla~

Cant really remember wat i did the rest of the evening, oh yea, lame hongkie serial!

Been feeling a sense of freedom lately, like a baggage has been lifted off me..maybe coz of my impending departure from my current job is making me feel tis way..and though ive been asked to stay another week to train the new staff on my stuff, im a nice gal ok..i wont say no de :P still happy to do rite? i love me xD

So now, frens going to belanja nice meal for my farewell (there goes my diet T_T!!)I am losing more weight and quite fast also..yay for me!! juz u wait ppl...soon i will be my old me d...hmmph! hehehe...wish me luck o~

Ok la..shd head to bed d...think my psp also fully charged d..few games b4 i sleep? ^^ hehehe...

I miss my zhu tou lotsss!! u take care ya? muacksss

Nites peeps! <3333

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Life ala me..?

One part of me feels overwhelmed with joy..
The other seems lost and alone..
If only i could hug myself and tell me it will be ok..

Can anyone lend me a hug...? xD

Friday, May 23, 2008

Please dont say...


Say.. till we meet again :)
Everytime a good fren utters that word, a sense of loss comes over me...and it saddens me ><

"Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
the memories we made"

Though in my heart i knw, things will never be the same again.. i understand that life goes on..but one thing is for sure..i will always be ard whenever im needed, thats one promise u can always count on..

Take good care of urself...always :)


Thursday, May 22, 2008

A random post of bla's...:)

There's always a decision to make in life....we will have to go though many crossroad in our lives.. go left or rite? stop or carry on? leave or stay? These are the choices that will decide how we end up in life...How will we ever know if they are the correct ones? How can we ensure that we are always happy? That we will not have regrets?

The answer?

Never. We will nvr knw wat will happen...These are juz the chances we have to take when we make our decisions..I've had certain regrets in life..for nt choosing the path tat i wanted..the path i needed to make me happy...instead i choose the path tat made others happy...din matter at the time if it wasnt wat i made others happy...

And now..

I come across the same crossroads again...shd i take the same path? Shd i make my decision to make others happy? I hate it when ppl used the sentence "if u really love and care for me, thats wat u will do.." Ppl who knw me will knw wat i would do...i would comply...And yet...this time ard, i feel hesitation to comply...i want to make my own choices...i wan to choose my own path in life..i hope its juz not to late..though i may seem to have chosen the rougher path but at the end of it all i knw i would feel a sense of achievement..wont i? I knw i will :)

Those who really care for me will support and give me strength in times when im faced with obstacles in life...wont u?

Im scared...

Have been feeling scared these few weeks...scared of being alone..scared of change..scared of moving forward...thinking too much i suppose..I pray for strength to carry me on..Pray that i wont break down..

If we are all living on borrowed time..and i knw that we are..make good use of it..evry single second of it..coz only God knows when its payback time...

"...the rich declare themselves poor and the rest of us are not sure if we have too much but we'll take our chances coz God stop keeping score...its so hard to love when there's so much to hate..hangin on to hope when there's no hope to speak off...well maybe we shd all be praying for time..."

Monday, May 19, 2008

Hurhur XD...

Ima busy gal...hehehe...busy wif my new baby for the past 2 weeks lolzz..

Wanna see? :P tis is wat i have been busy with...this and also pullin a certain someone to join me in this crossover to the dark side..lmao! Aiyo need someone to pei me ma..if not no fun lor...^^ Actually wanted to get the white one...but fate seemed to not side me while i was on my quest to get my psp :( I still want white!!=x bah bah...why are humans so hiao? Cant they be content with wat they have? its juz the thought of wanting something that u cannot get..hahahaa!

Ok happy with my purpur psp :) its a cool color and purpur is actually one of my fave colors^^ so yea.. im happy xDD...Been busy lookin for cool games to have been mass dloadin games...think my com want to die liao ><...its hasnt slept for days..=x=x whose fault isit ar? hmmmm...u knw who u one else to blame d..lalalala~

At the moment, have been playin games like DjMax2 (well tryin to play...bla), luxor(the one game tat i am actually good at), Daxter(ermm..actually stopped coz it made me sick..uwek), LocoRoco(haha..same situation as Daxter..double uweks), Jackass(cool lame game..some funny shyt in there xD)and of coz Pon Pon Pata Pon! haha...

Found the hard case only ytd (thanx babe xD) wanted to get black coz scared it would get dirty only left one black left tat one to babe (coz he gt black psp..hehe) and took my purpur! yea yea..

Its has been a busy weekend for me..luckily its hols today..hehe..still woke up early woken up by frens in the morning for dim sum -.-...tried declining but gt screwed in return >< i wan to sleep ma! bla them...after dim sum come home and continue sleep =x wat a zhu..

After 2 weeks of not loggin into audi..went in to see see awhile..bump into some old frens so played a few games with them..then gt restless and left d..hahaha..bored lar =x

Hmmm..uber tired now..think goin to go sleep d...but before tat...i need to...kekekeke...okok mai waste time d..will try to post more photos soon..if my phone cable is guai la..i gt a lot of photos lo..juz cannot transfer nia &^8*^%$$&*&)

Have a great week ahead guys^^ cya soon! <33333

Monday, May 12, 2008

A random post of bla's

Its a monday and im not working! WoOooOots! =x

Not tat its anything to be proud of but...wat the hell im happy! hahahaha:P...Been having this feeling since i gave my resignation in..its not like it matters if i go or not of such little importance anyway..lolzz..

Anyway really had stuff to do ba..need to go the bank and help mum do some stuff (actually tat one i can finish in the morning and im free in the afternoon..weeee~).. other than that, well juz loiter abt ba...ekekeke...isnt life so much fun? ^^

I have a new baby...i love my baby:P....currently under its godfather's care until it comes home to me...lmao..dark side dark side...why u push me over! Bla...nvm i pull u over with me also...lallala~ .. will post photos of baby soon^^

It was Mother's day ytd...but we stayed at home..cooked a little something for mum and basically juz loitered in front of tv...juz the whole family hangin out i suppose..we bought a new handphone as a Mum's day pressie and she loved she said she felt bad tat we spent so much on her...silly mum...yea so now im uber broke..and its not even end of the month yet x.X...slurp!

Slept alot ytd, slept alot on saturday..hmmm..and still im sleepy..wth? need to find exiciting things to do to wake me up! blah..oh well.. shd be a busy morning for me..and a lazy afternoon later...hehehe..woke so early tis morning..i wonder why? Now waiting for mum to wake up and run errands wif her..i wanna come home b4 12! hahaha..i like to do things fast ma>< then i can have the whole day doin nothing! yay for me~

Time to wash up and get ready ba...Have a great week ahead guys^^


Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Empty post...

Im posting this juz for the sake of posting something and in order to not have an empty post i will have to actually post something here...get it? Me too..lolzz

Understand how completely bored i am now? Huh huh????


Why am i losing my marbles..=x

oh yeah.. found tis so true quote <33

"Never explain yourself to anyone..because the person who likes you doesnt need it and the person who dislikes you wont believe it.."

Cool heh? :P

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Arlo world...Bye world....


Bored bored bored....

Bored at work..

Bored at home..

Juz plain freakin bored..=x

3 more weeks to go b4 i leave tis sucky company...yayness~! But then u would think i will have nothin to do at work d...well at least tats wat most ppl who hands in their resignation are subjected to..but nooooooooooooooooo...nt me..somehow i have been excluded from this normal practice...instead i have been given more n more n more work to do....hmmmmmmmmmm... my co. is seriously screwed...oh well..bla them..

Life has been pretty much the same for me...brain dead at work, brain dead in audi, and sleep like im dead...wat a monotonous life i!

There is one thing tat has been buggin me for a few weeks now..and juz when i tot i had forgotten abt it..suddenly im reminded again by someone...How long can someone feel guilty abt something they did...even if it was actually quite meaningless and at the spur of the moment of things u din really think abt and juz so happened><...bla..can i jz forget abt it? yes i will! =x

Cant believe this actually took me 1hr to tired d...shd take mc to resume my energy...kakakaka..


Friday, May 2, 2008


There is always a thin line between many things in life...and yet we tend to overlook wat is really important..are all humans born to be selfish? i guess for somethings we really want or a need? love and obsession?

Ive been angry for a long long time...and yet i have always managed to put on a happy face when im with ppl...only those dear to me will knw when im really angry at myself for being angry..i don like the feeling of hurt, depression..i may seem tat i dont really care..i don actually if the ppl who make me feel tis way are not the ppl i give a dam abt..its those i do tat matters...why? i dont really knw...i wan to be stop being mad coz its tirin me out :(

I read this a long time ago and seemed to have forgotten the meaning tat it showed me i as i was clearing my comp of junk tonite..i came upon on it for those who have read it..its to remind u and for those who havent...well here it is...

"After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said I love you but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you.

The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it
possible to visit her only occasionally.

That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie.

"What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news.

"I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought ! about it f or a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much."

That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the door with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary. She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel's.

"I told my friends that I was going to go out with my son, and they were impressed, "she said, as she got into the car."They can't wait to hear about our meeting".

We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady. After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large print. Half way through the entries, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips.

"It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small," she said.

"Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor," I responded.

During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation - nothing extraordinary, but catching up on recent events of each other's life. We talked so much that we missed the movie.

As we arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you." I agreed. "How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home.
"Very nice. Much more so than I could have imagined," I answered.

A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I didn't have a chance to do anything for her.

Some time later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place mother and I had dined.

An attached note said: "I paid this bill in advance. I wasn't sure that I could be there; but nevertheless, I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your wife. You will never know what that night meant for me. I love you, son."

At that moment, I understood the importance of saying in time: "I LOVE YOU!" and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than God and your family. Give them the time they deserve, because these things cannot be put off till "some other time."

There are so many things tat we have to be grateful abt...and though it may seem at times tat life holds nothing for u and for some reason feel tat u have nothing else to live for...ure most certainly optimistic and look forward and dont say u cant! If ure any fren of mine u will try, dont make me go there and..well juz don make me go there..lolzz..

In other words, live and love urself and u will be loved in turn..believe will happen :) Dont be uncertain and be strong..lift ur head higher and ppl will look up to you..i knw i will..

So guys, i will leave u with ur thoughts....and this.....


Thursday, May 1, 2008

Juz a post...

Todae ish Labour's Day Hols :)...ok shall not twit *shivers*

How was my day? Hmmm... woke up at 11'ish when my doggie came a lickin my face..lolz..don anyhow think ppl..sat ard aimlessly while my family went out to get breakfast/lunch...think they bought the whole of pg..ahaha..ok im exagerating abit:P...sat ard again while my family was deciding on having bbq seafood for dinner..not tat im much of a seafood person but then it dont matter to them coz my position in tis is to pay for the stuff (its salary day today -.-")...played abit of audi...actually loitered abit in audi and there was a urgent server maintenance thingy..oh much for tat...

Cried abit in the afternoon.....

Dont worry.. watched a very heart wrenching movie and though ive watched it still brings tears to my eyes...maybe it was some other things tat made me cry as well..we'll nvr knw...but it was good to cry finally...alot of pent up emotions juz waiting to come out...

Then it was time to head to the markets..when i say markets mean alot n lot n lot of markets...had to go to a few places to get all the ingredients they wanted...cuttlefish, crabs, fish, bla bla bla...last stop was Tesco..wanted to get a hairband coz since i gt my hair straightened, im nt supposed to tie it up -.- duh... but couldnt find a nice looking one and ended up gettin a toe was on sale ok >_<" (not vain not vain...bleh)

Reached home, it was already half the day while they were busy bbq'ing..i finally manage to squeeze some time to PIMP MY RIDE! lolzzz..not really la..juz spent abt 2 hrs cleaning the darn thing from top to bottom...oops..not darn thing..its my baby~ :P... now its looks so nice again...i love my baby...ahahaha.. while i was cleaning..realised there was alot of junk i din throw out and alot of other stuff i don knw wat they were..mental note to self* must always check the car after family members use my car...wth they really thrash the car leh...blah..

Received a worryin sms while cleaning car..and was abit out of it for awhile..sighz..don make me worry la :( ...

Now its already 8plus and well i think time to at least eat some of the food i paid for tonite..lolz..seafood hmmmm...mum calling d -.-""".... Havent audi'ed today...guess juz need a day off from it...ahaha..will probably go on later tonite LOL! bleh bleh~

Ahh tomoro's Friday and work day...thank god its the weekends ady..well almost anyway...still bored and thinkin alot..sheesh need to go eat d...don like ppl keep asking me if i wan to eat or not..grrrrrr...