Peeeektures?

Hmmm... was asked to put more pickytures on my blog...why why why??? My blog boring ar? T_T

Bla..

I will never put personal photos of mine here ok? So forget abt tat..Been loading alot of audi and hs5 pictures on my friendster though :) go see go see..nice or not? :P...

Just did one for hs5 tonite...juz came back from kl after 2 days of non stop walking.. accompanied my sis to make her visa to the uk's...had to go quite alot of places lor...and it was raining :( wet wet wet TT..

Had a string of bad luck..seriously..one after another in juz tat 2 days..and when we finally got to go home..even the bus tat we took played tricks with us..long story short..TIRED!! my back aches, my butt hurts, and did i mentioned tired? lolzz..

And we need to go again to collect the visa..hmmm...seriously reconsidering going again...so not cool..hahaz

Been playing abit of hs again as i said in my earlier posts since it came out with the new version..so here's a pic of ano's new look :P


Cute cute? i know im cute :P

Must say the colors in hs5 are really nice..so shall take more photos and post ok? I wan to take piccys of my zhu since he was the one requested :P

I wan to change my blog background!! =x

Ok need to rest le..really tired and i have blisters on my toes -.-||

Heartache..

Saddened wif my unimportance in life to other people..

The feeling that i really dont belong anywhere..

Having that in the real world already sucked, but to have that feeling even when ur in game? Major sucky..i mean big time..sighz..

Saddened that once im not ard, ppl don remember me anymore..don even think abt me :(

I do you know... think abt old frens..thinking how they're doing, if they're happy..

Guess ima idiot huh?

....

Holidays are almost over...time to work again :( lolzz

One part of me feels sad..cant sleep in late anymore, cant sleep too late anymore @_@, cant be a slacker anymore :P! But then i suppose its ok le..ive had my rest and time to work d..i was feeling abit sian ady lolzz...Lucky my new job is flexible de..so can not be in the office most of the times de..kekeke..

Audi ~ anoili is now Master liao!!! Wootz!! Hehe...hmm and then wat? Ive decided..no more levelling for her..anyway wont be so fast ady...



Other than that, have been playin a bit of hs5 again d..since they have a new version ady..its ok i suppose..got nice songs to play..even if i dont play can still stick ard and listen to music XD..

Been playing ard with friendster...like my page? :P ...bored leh...eh i wan to change my blog background!! T_T help me..nvm i go do some research..lolz...

Ok time to sleep for abit..last nite slept at 6am..was watching CSI lolzzz..now tired as hell x.X havent slept well for 2 nites ady...

P/s: I miss you..

Bla..

Im really not liking myself at this moment..

Im insecure and demanding...

Im controlling and need to know everything...

Hmmm...i have some serious issues here...

Bah! Bah! Bah!

Can i blame it on that time of month? :P

Blame myself..lolz...

Do you hate me? :(

I need some happiness...

i need....a Vaio..LOL!=x

<3s~

Irritated...FULL STOP!

Annoyed at the lack privacy im given..like it doesnt matter..juz becoz i don mind alot of things does not mean i don wan it..its juz a matter of wat..

Maybe im blowing this out of proportion but i mind! I need space and not ppl breathing down my neck..

Its my fault ba..im the one to be blamed..im way too emotional..

Maybe the reason why im feeling tis way is coz lately ive been having fears of being left behind...Of being forgotten..so i put up my defenses and try to not let anyone too close..im scared that i wont be needed anymore :(

Never say never, so don make promises that u don intend to keep and forever only exists in fairytales..at least in my world it does..

I suppose it would be best if im left alone..rite?

x.X

Lately since i stopped working, have been taking my dog out for its daily walks..and when i say walks, i mean runs..lolz..

For those who have never seen my dog before..its small little fella..a mix between a terrier and a poodle..but wat i really think or rather wat he thinks he is..is a Rottweiler -.-.. Do you know that i have to carry ard a big stick for his ermm "walks" coz he has the tendency to jio bigger dogs?? ZzzzZZ..

And when i say bigger dogs..i mean BIG DOGS..german shepards, huskies T_T BIG DOGS!! *gulps* .. its like going out to the battlefield when i do it >.> skedddddddd..huhu..

So instead of walking in the park like any normal dog..we walk the backways =.=|| the only way to actually get home in one piece is to tire the hell out of him..so we run run run run until he cant run no more..lolzz..but that would also mean me runnin wif him :(

In a way its also a good thing for both of us..he gets his walks and we both get to exercise ;) its sort of a warm up for me before i go to workout class..hahaz..

Also been going to interviews lately..i knw i already have a job but i can still look ard rite :P juz wan to knw how high my salary can actually go^^ well proud to say..almost all the interviews i went to wanted me..hahaha..blek..im so lovable..lalala..ok bth myself d *shivers*

Shall still look though..i wont be working until the 15th anyway...who knws wat i will find rite? xD

Ok..back to my Hongkie drama for now =D..

<3s~

I'm tired....

If tats the way you want it...so be it..i refuse to say anything else..but this..

Im sorry..

This is the last time i will say this to you..

As hard as it is for me to do this..but

I give up...Do watever u wish..

I have nothing more to say..