and so comes September....

a new month..new plans..new beginning..

learning the importance of having a stand in things..having a strong will and heart.. learning to accept and move on..learning more abt myself..although it may seem impossible now..it always is..but you will always learn to carry on..

was disappointed in myself for the past few weeks..felt so hopeless and alone at times..no one could share my thoughts..my feelings..i may seem like a strong person..tat is sometimes is juz a facade..

but i still have a few good frens..who will listen to my ramblings and to them, Thanks XD..u know who u are..im slowly recovering <3..

the weekends pass by so fast.. feel like i havent rested at all..nt enuf sleep..nt enuf sleep @_@..but the thing is, if i love my job..i wouldnt mind tat its a mon..its nvr bothered me b4.. i guess i really hate my job ba :P..quickly saturday againnnn =x...i always say i wn to rest de..in the end..end up more tired..tms =x

aiyayaya.. 1.30 le.. i need to go sleep x.X..

b4 i go..im ending tis post with a song i feel i can relate too in so many ways..read between the lines and see if u can relate to it too ^^


When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imaged I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land

I can't pretend these tears
Aren't over flowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly


So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

<3333 huggss mwarkssss^^.....