Dont Worry, Be Crappy! xD

Hehs..

Juz finished watching a lame Hongkie serial drama on tv..walao eh, havent seen such serials in ages..cant believe i actually wasted one hr of my life watching it..and yet i did =.= ...oh well, not like i had anything better to do..lolzzz..

Feelin very lethargic today, tired and moody (and no, my period is not here..zzZZZz) and it wasnt a busy day at work either..was occupied the entire day though and din actually feel worn out until i came home..

Came home early...and moped ard the hse awhile..thinking whether i shd go sleep or juz laze ard and audi + tv + psp? Well..din sleep in the end (wats new >.>) so decided to go into audi for a few rounds as my psp was out of batt T_T ... Played wif a few frens and went into my moods again :P...miss like wat..don think i was even pressing (must be coz i only had bread as breakfast today and fingers bo lat=x) normally i wouldnt give a shyt if i missed but today gt really fed up after like 5 games and decided to stop playin..anyway still won them..guess there are ppl who are more out of it than me..tat wat tat..went in and out bt tat was it..nvr played anymore..blablabla~

Cant really remember wat i did the rest of the evening, oh yea, lame hongkie serial!

Been feeling a sense of freedom lately, like a baggage has been lifted off me..maybe coz of my impending departure from my current job is making me feel tis way..and though ive been asked to stay another week to train the new staff on my stuff, im a nice gal ok..i wont say no de :P ...im still happy to do it..cool rite? i love me xD

So now, frens going to belanja nice meal for my farewell (there goes my diet T_T!!)I am losing more weight and quite fast also..yay for me!! juz u wait ppl...soon i will be my old me d...hmmph! hehehe...wish me luck o~

Ok la..shd head to bed d...think my psp also fully charged d..few games b4 i sleep? ^^ hehehe...

I miss my zhu tou lotsss!! u take care ya? muacksss

Nites peeps! <3333

Life ala me..?

One part of me feels overwhelmed with joy..
The other seems lost and alone..
If only i could hug myself and tell me it will be ok..

Can anyone lend me a hug...? xD

Please dont say...

Goodbye..

Say.. till we meet again :)
Everytime a good fren utters that word, a sense of loss comes over me...and it saddens me ><

"Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
the memories we made"

Though in my heart i knw, things will never be the same again.. i understand that life goes on..but one thing is for sure..i will always be ard whenever im needed, thats one promise u can always count on..

Take good care of urself...always :)

<3s~

A random post of bla's...:)

There's always a decision to make in life....we will have to go though many crossroad in our lives.. go left or rite? stop or carry on? leave or stay? These are the choices that will decide how we end up in life...How will we ever know if they are the correct ones? How can we ensure that we are always happy? That we will not have regrets?

The answer?

Never. We will nvr knw wat will happen...These are juz the chances we have to take when we make our decisions..I've had certain regrets in life..for nt choosing the path tat i wanted..the path i needed to make me happy...instead i choose the path tat made others happy...din matter at the time if it wasnt wat i wanted..it made others happy...

And now..

I come across the same crossroads again...shd i take the same path? Shd i make my decision to make others happy? I hate it when ppl used the sentence "if u really love and care for me, thats wat u will do.." Ppl who knw me will knw wat i would do...i would comply...And yet...this time ard, i feel hesitation to comply...i want to make my own choices...i wan to choose my own path in life..i hope its juz not to late..though i may seem to have chosen the rougher path but at the end of it all i knw i would feel a sense of achievement..wont i? I knw i will :)

Those who really care for me will support and give me strength in times when im faced with obstacles in life...wont u?

Im scared...

Have been feeling scared these few weeks...scared of being alone..scared of change..scared of moving forward...thinking too much i suppose..I pray for strength to carry me on..Pray that i wont break down..

If we are all living on borrowed time..and i knw that we are..make good use of it..evry single second of it..coz only God knows when its payback time...

"...the rich declare themselves poor and the rest of us are not sure if we have too much but we'll take our chances coz God stop keeping score...its so hard to love when there's so much to hate..hangin on to hope when there's no hope to speak off...well maybe we shd all be praying for time..."

Hurhur XD...

Ima busy gal...hehehe...busy wif my new baby for the past 2 weeks lolzz..

Wanna see? :P




Hahaha...so tis is wat i have been busy with...this and also pullin a certain someone to join me in this crossover to the dark side..lmao! Aiyo need someone to pei me ma..if not no fun lor...^^ Actually wanted to get the white one...but fate seemed to not side me while i was on my quest to get my psp :( I still want white!!=x bah bah...why are humans so hiao? Cant they be content with wat they have? its juz the thought of wanting something that u cannot get..hahahaa!

Ok la...im happy with my purpur psp :) its a cool color and purpur is actually one of my fave colors^^ so yea.. im happy xDD...Been busy lookin for cool games to play..so have been mass dloadin games...think my com want to die liao ><...its hasnt slept for days..=x=x whose fault isit ar? hmmmm...u knw who u ar...no one else to blame d..lalalala~

At the moment, have been playin games like DjMax2 (well tryin to play...bla), luxor(the one game tat i am actually good at), Daxter(ermm..actually stopped coz it made me sick..uwek), LocoRoco(haha..same situation as Daxter..double uweks), Jackass(cool lame game..some funny shyt in there xD)and of coz Pon Pon Pata Pon! haha...

Found the hard case only ytd (thanx babe xD) wanted to get black coz scared it would get dirty easily..bt only left one black one..so left tat one to babe (coz he gt black psp..hehe) and took my purpur! yea yea..

Its has been a busy weekend for me..luckily its hols today..hehe..still woke up early though..gt woken up by frens in the morning for dim sum -.-...tried declining but gt screwed in return >< i wan to sleep ma! bla them...after dim sum come home and continue sleep =x wat a zhu..

After 2 weeks of not loggin into audi..went in to see see awhile..bump into some old frens so played a few games with them..then gt restless and left d..hahaha..bored lar =x

Hmmm..uber tired now..think goin to go sleep d...but before tat...i need to...kekekeke...okok mai waste time d..will try to post more photos soon..if my phone cable is guai la..i gt a lot of photos lo..juz cannot transfer nia &^8*^%$$&*&)

Have a great week ahead guys^^ cya soon! <33333

A random post of bla's

Its a monday and im not working! WoOooOots! =x

Not tat its anything to be proud of but...wat the hell im happy! hahahaha:P...Been having this feeling since i gave my resignation in..its not like it matters if i go or not anymore..im of such little importance anyway..lolzz..

Anyway really had stuff to do ba..need to go the bank and help mum do some stuff (actually tat one i can finish in the morning and im free in the afternoon..weeee~).. other than that, well juz loiter abt ba...ekekeke...isnt life so much fun? ^^

I have a new baby...i love my baby:P....currently under its godfather's care until it comes home to me...lmao..dark side dark side...why u push me over! Bla...nvm i pull u over with me also...lallala~ .. will post photos of baby soon^^

It was Mother's day ytd...but we stayed at home..cooked a little something for mum and basically juz loitered in front of tv...juz the whole family hangin out i suppose..we bought a new handphone as a Mum's day pressie and she loved it..bt she said she felt bad tat we spent so much on her...silly mum...yea so now im uber broke..and its not even end of the month yet x.X...slurp!

Slept alot ytd, slept alot on saturday..hmmm..and still im sleepy..wth? need to find exiciting things to do to wake me up! blah..oh well.. shd be a busy morning for me..and a lazy afternoon later...hehehe..woke so early tis morning..i wonder why? Now waiting for mum to wake up and run errands wif her..i wanna come home b4 12! hahaha..i like to do things fast ma>< then i can have the whole day doin nothing! yay for me~

Time to wash up and get ready ba...Have a great week ahead guys^^

<33's~

Empty post...

Im posting this juz for the sake of posting something and in order to not have an empty post i will have to actually post something here...get it? Me too..lolzz

Understand how completely bored i am now? Huh huh????

X.x

Why am i so..so..so...im losing my marbles..=x

oh yeah.. found tis so true quote <33

"Never explain yourself to anyone..because the person who likes you doesnt need it and the person who dislikes you wont believe it.."

Cool heh? :P