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Im slowly turning myself into someone ppl will loathe..

Dont know why im doing it..cant seem to stop doing it..

Im so confused and hurt...

With myself..with everyone..

Monday Blueeess..

Weekends came and left :( so fast sia...

Sat was spent mostly in bed and in cc..

Went out on Sunday with ah zhen and edwin to finally get my mattress! and some other furniture lol..so went back to ikea :) my stupid watch was actually fast by 1 hr and when they called me i tot i was late! so rushed like crazy, later only when i was shoppin that i found out i was actually faster -.-"

Had lunch at Sakae sushi..yum yum..long time nvr eat sushi liao :P and then went to get my mattress and gt a low coffee table for my lappy so don have to sit on the floor d heh..

They went back to my place to help me fix the table..manatau gt no screwdriver zzz..so lazed ard awhile (all of us were pretty much yawning the entire time lol) and went for dinner :)

That was pretty much my weekend..seemed fast bt no worries, tomoro one more day and off again for 2 days..work one more day and back to Penang..abit scared to actually sighz..don wanna say d..

Oh well..time to go home..btw bloggin in office again ahaha...don wan to be stuck in the cramped lrt doink..like a bunch of kelian sardines ok?

<3s~

Hmmm..

Long awaited saturday finally came and gone..

And i had my much longed for rest :)

Left uber early from work ytd...5pm sharp nia poof d =x...ok la, ive been spending too much time after office the whole week d and really feeling tired and sleepy..anyway alot of offices are on hols d..so yeah..that was that..

Woke up at abt 9plus...think the nite b4 fell asleep watching dvd and it was quite early lo..anyway was woken up by an sms ~.~ lolz..u knw who u are ok? Ur like my alarm nia..i no need put liao =x

But no worries, it was cool..had a lot of sleep d and wanted to do some stuff anyway xD..went out to cc at abt 10.30 and spent my morning there..heh..played some audi, did some research and b4 i knew it, almost 2 plus liao..so bought lunch and some other household stuff and went home..

Had lunch with some more csi lolzz..did laundry, cleaned my room & the entire apt and finally hung my blinds <3...my rooms looks more cozy now..juz need a clothes rack and a nicer mattress haha..hopefully tomoro can get..eh wait..today..i mean later lolz x.x

Came down to cc again at 10 and now im hungry d..nvr have dinner yet..my eating time so screwed...shd i juz go to bed and forget abt dinner? Later only eat breakfast haha=x

Anyway next week will be a relaxing workin week..alot of ppl on leave and am nt working on wed and thurs then fri after work going home to penang <3...wan to eat my mums cooking yay!

Shd be heading home now..almost 1am d..

Take care peeps <3s~

Hie!

Its been an eventful 2 weeks working here in KL..erm not really filled with events but i am busy,occupied,tired and seemingly not having enuf time to do pretty much anything else other than going to work..Lucky my call rates are up, from 80 calls per day in the 1st 2 days to abt 200+ calls now :)

Still going back at 8plus coz i stay back at the office to do some research (its free ma, or else have to pay for cc T_T) CC is for games only :P

Still home alone at my new place and cant wait for the weekends to really start making it more cozy lol..actually took some photos of how sad it looks like now but couldnt transfer them to my lappy zzz...will post when i find out how ba..also waiting for my much anticipated rest..gonna sleep! Been sleeping for ard 5 hrs per day nia..and really tired..so yeah yay its friday d..and oh yeah im bloggin at work :P

Ytd was my most happenin day i should say, met up with frens from pg and we went for steamboat..sad to say penang one still the best..but then i dont mind coz we had a crazy time xD

Then went ikea to look for my bed, gt caught up in the craziness of the gang (6 of us) and ended up only gettin blinds ~.~ but still its ok..needed that the most lol..coz i tend to forget that i dont have curtains and after coming out of the bath accidently walk to window there..well u knw wat i mean >.>

Oh well, gotta go get my coffee and rest before i start calling again..

Ciao peeps <3~

It is what it is....

..and what is it actually?

Who knows? And who really cares?

Sorry for my meaningless ramblings..juz very very tired and wishing its a weekend so that i can finally have my long awaited rest =) Took the bus back home today coz wanted to test it out..now i have to walk quite far to another lrt station from my office and taking the monorail to it juz seems weird..bad idea lolz..left office ard 6.30 and reached home ard 8.30 zzzzz...bladi hell they made so many stops..but i fell asleep most of the way haha =x

Need to do more research..waiting for the weekend so that i can sit whole day and do it..now i come home..bath, eat and by the time i come down to the cc its almost 9.30d...and i have to wake up at 6.30..hmmmm...and not only researchin for work but for my assignments as well @_@ But thank god i found a place so thats one headache less for me..

Need a nicer bed..need some DIY tables..my stuff is all over the room now, abit bth d..im quite a perfectionist ok? :P

Almost cried myself to sleep last nite...maybe it is my fault..is ignorance really bliss? it is only if u will nvr find out..but if u do..imagine the pain of finding out...

I would nvr think to accuse or to not trust anything if only i was told..bt then u were right to ask "so what?" i understand that now, so i shall not ask anymore..

Finally..

..ive moved into a place i can call my temporary home..after a whole day of searching with my mum on Sat (THANKS MUM<3!) and alot of walking..lots n lots n lots of it...finally found a place which i move in immediately :)

It's actually on the same block of condos which i was supposed to rent until tat guy decided not to rent out -.-" Dont let me see him in the lift ar..hai me and mum walk the entire day..dam tiring..and the cool thing abt my new housemates are they have actually gone back to their hometown for the hols so im left all alone in the house and they're not even charging me for the 2 week stay..cool rite :)

Well at least i have a roof over my head for now, until i find my own place..wait till job stables ba..lucky they have cc's here so i can do my research for work and don have to wake up more early to go to the office and do..

Moved in from YWCA ytd, and mum and me went mattress shopping, rain like omg can? I love u mum! Muacks!! and dropped her off at the bus station back to penang :( well anyway will be going back on the 3rd for the weekend..pity couldnt take Hari Raya hols one shot..sad sad..then i would have 5 days str8 and can go back home..

Its ok though, im gonna jyjy here and then can go back during the long xmas break and enjoy xDD..

Room still very empty..will get some stuff soon as i have free transport :P...need a nicer bed..mine too short d..

Oh well, back to more researching then...wanna sleep earlier tonite..

<333s~

How my 1st week went...

it was cool..i mean it was ok la..work seemed to end very fast..probably coz i was busy most of the time..bt not as busy as i would like it to be..i needed to do research on companies to call and without net service that really sucked..so have been going early to work for the past week so i could actually get some research done..by 7am im already there @_@..

Well at least im doing better..and i found a place to stay..well at least i tot i did..the bladi guy called the nite b4 last and said kenot rent to me d..zzzz.wth really..sigh..pek chek..

So, mum's coming down from kl today and will go pick her up later at bus station lolz..Hope i get everythin done today though..wish me luck! i really don wanna worry abt a place to stay d..i juz wanna concentrate on work...

Currently stayin at YWCA and well its pretty decent la..juz that its still nt home and well...i dono la..headache..

At least im nt workin the weekends which is cool and i finish work at 5 on fridays which is even cooler :)

Okays, gonna audi awhile then off house hunting again for me..erk.

Cyas =D