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Sry guys, but these few days de posts wil have a lot of ramblings and grumblings from me..

Lol x.x

The reason, you all shd knw by now right?

Im very moody n restless, esp when the size of my toes are like oversteamed cocktail sausages..

I think they wrapped abit too tight, bt then again i guess to make sure the plate don move ard..

And to top it all off, it itches where u cant scratch dao..

It itches now @_@ Great!!

Am now watching anime in hopes that i will forget abt it..

Even audi'ing doesnt help, coz it only reminds me that ur not there :(

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Dont push me away at times like this,

Dont hide ur pain from me,

Dont keep silent and keep me worried,

Dont do all that and expect me to keep calm.

Unless..

What I thought never mattered in the first place.

x_X

Slept for more than 10hrs ytd o.o

The nite before couldnt sleep a wink, anywhere i turned to, my foot hurt..

Well, went to see the sinseh ytd..and he said my ankle bone was cracked T_T

He kept asking me to relax my foot while he aligned the femur, i tried lor..

But dam! Really painful k? I even tried looking elsewhere and thought of happy thoughts..

But in the end, it still came back to the stinging pain in right foot zzz..

Anyway, i knw have a steel plate on my ankle, and walking properly is a bitch.

Sigh.

Slept my record earliest in a long time, b4 2.30am lol =_=

And im suppose to having with some frens who juz came back frm UK tomoro..

Hmmm..wonder how im gonna do that.

There goes my plans for awhile..

And i thought i was gonna get my monitor by this week d..bla.

Oh well..

Pain! T_T

Im feeling so dizzy, so faint...

Why?

Coz i juz bladi fell again.zzz..wtf sia..

My slippers were abit too big n the pavement was not flat..thus T_T

I sat there fr awhile, coz i couldnt stand up and the minute i did..i almost fainted @@

The pain is unbearable..tried to lie dwn but it was stinging..now im sitting here..drowsy..

Fk sia..sigh..:(

Will need to see sinseh tomoro, coz i think i heard it snap x.x

Arghhh!

These past few days have been feeling down..

More of dispppointment ba..

Trust..such a fragile word..once its broken, it wil nvr be the same again.

As frens, i try to listen as much as i can, help as much as i can,

be there as much as i can, in short..try to be a good fren.

But i realised, somethings we cant control..like wat other ppl say..

And if those frens choose to believe them rather than their hearts,

Well...i have nothing to explain right? I mean..wat is the point?

If deep inside they don believe us, wat u say isnt gonna change much.

I guess i was dumb. To think u understood.

So, thats that then. Goodbye?

I can only take so much..

Saturday was spent feeling down..tot it was over..

Sunday was spent with family, from morning till late night..

Did alot of things, did my stuff, family furniture shopping lol=_=

Ate alot! omg omg omg.

Then came hm to bad news again frm darling..

Oh well.

I leave it to fate..

All i knw nw is..my trust is not the same fr now..

:(

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"why do people never appreciate when they have it,

but mourn when they lose it?"

The aftermath.

Slept earliest ytd, ard 4.30..lol..early for me k?

Laid down n juz fell asleep..weird..didnt roll ard like im so used to doing..

Woke a few times in the morning, thought i heard my phone sms..K garden's Hope of Spring lol..

Thought it was you.. and then ard 1 plus..it was..

You knw, i was happy when i saw wat u did for me..i really was. Honest.

I juz realised, language, spoken words, written words are very powerful..

How a simple qn, could be misunderstood..how a simple reply could be too.

It shows what a person is feeling at that moment, tells u what their emotions are like..

Its not always correct..bt if u knw someone long enuf, it normally is..lol

I would be happier if u didnt take ur anger out on me.

Really, i cant take those things u said and the way u said , it hurts.

Sometimes, things can be put in another way, and not the way u did it.

Im sorry if i seem sarcastic.

Oh ya..on a lighter note..my pc is back :)

Now the only fuggin problem is, i don hv a monitor =_=

Dam it!

Need to go scout fr one d..hehe.

And and and...audi came out with the new cpl 31 hearts mode..

Cute moves, cant do much on my lappy though..

And stil don get how it works..lol

Bt i like the animations for it, esp the winners heart thing..haha =x

Heavy rain this afternoon..hmmm..

Shall go watch Pirates of the Carribean, the 3rd part ba..

<3s~

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"& im sorry i hurt your feelings,

but you hurt mine too..."

Misinterpretations.

Im so irritated! Annoyed!

How could u say that ur not sarcastic, unlike me?

By saying that, arent u doing it also?

Gah!

How many times have i asked u to control ur temper?

Why do u end up saying such things and make me feel so bad?

Was it really necessary?

After all that, what do you expect me to say?

I have to eat god damn banana pie at tis hr to calm me down! Wtf.

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"if u dont know me by now,

you wont never ever know me.."

Another day, another post..

Tick tock..tick tock...tick tock...

How time flies when ur having fun..

Having fun doing absolutely nothing much..zzz

Dont ask me wat im doing, coz most probably it will staring at the lappy,

Wondering what to do next x.x

I go in audi, come out, go in facebook, come out, go in mailbox, come out..

Well, you get the picture...lolz

Boredom!

And yet too lazy to do anything else...omg..rot si me zzzz

Mum ask me go out buy laksa, i also no mood..

Juz the dam weather here...when it rains it hot, when it doesnt its like hell x.x

And starting to get very easily irritated..arghhhh!

Need to find a job...soon..crap.

Juz finished washing my car...washed it like so dam long k? And juz had the roof fixed :)

Then watched National Treasure 2..and now sitting here..staring again..

Blah.

Been in FB alot, actually i nvr even close it =x

Slots, scratch off, and PS...lolz..

Oh ya...pics of my ano in Ps...wait wait..i post! (tis is hw free i am=x)

This is my new look for ytd :p...i like my pirate set hehe(thanks to baby hehe)...

and also went berserk over the toys ytd x.x...i love my pirate ship =3

i still need the ambulance!! Last missing piece..

Ahhh!!=s

My previous look b4 the pirate set...it was for St Patrick's Day de i think..

I like the elf thingies hehehe =x

Oh ya, anoili is currently Lvl 48 d hurhurxD..few more and WS d x.x

And then wat? hmmmm...

I try not chiong'ing but hor some1 is chasing me..and i donwan him cut me :p

Kiasu me...LOL! =x

And now, i need to find something to do..before i lose my mind...

Should i go try get my ambulance in PS? =xxx

Tomoro's Friday guys!!

Have a great day tomoro for a greater weekend!!

FINALLY!!!!!

NEW RINGS!!!!!

WOOHOOO!!!WOOOOOTSS!!!!!! =X

After 5 loooooong months, change rings liao! T_T

Im so happy!!

Lolzz..ok, think its my lack of sleep and too much coffee talking =x

5 months k babe? 5!!

Tsk tsk...

In 2 days, we tagged almost 800 hearts leh x.x

No wonder my fingers hurt lol..

Though my evening was slightly marred by some stuff at hm,

and also some1 who made me pissed for awhile..

It was made up with this :)

At first thought we were gonna do it tomoro le..but 100hearts like so fast nia..

So i rushed out to Arizona to do it..

The love party song, was a 128 bpm song which i don think hv played much b4..

And ive been playing too much on my lappy got me abit worried..

And also, the cc tend to get laggy at times x.x

Though babe said it was easy to perf, the 1st few games that i tried i couldnt perf !!

Whenever the ball reached the light, my screen would jump and i'd end with cool

=_=

Lucky after off'ing the vsync it gt slightly better, guess it was my nerves ba =x

Too long nvr play ballroom liao lolzz (blame blame =x)

Heng we could sync perf, ended up with 12 hearts =3

But zhu babe chain so much, not cool! U stole my chains! hurhur =x

Choreo nia! i also play until so xin ku n miss.. zzzz

Need my pc back asap, need to train back le..

I feel so noob :(

Anyway, it was like our last party ba, when babe couldnt chain that 126 song and i could..

Redemption! Bleh~

Oh well, time to watch my movie and rest abit :)

And here's the ring...

Asphodelus babes^^

Didnt managed to save the replays though T_T,

Stupiak cc, i couldnt even retrieve my ss..shd hv reminded babe to save :(

Sad, sad...

But but but...

Thanks babe =3 for my new ring, next one blinging de wor..i wan can? =x

LOL!

<3s~