Another week...of my life

Juz finished watching Sex and the City - The movie (YES! again..lol)

Thought it would a lame show b4 i watched it, and as my family put it..

alot of sex (duh..as if they're all saints =_=)

Anyway watched it not coz of that, bt the concept of the whole show..

abt finding love and also the frens tat are there for you when u need them..

Made me think alot of my own friendships.

Maybe, baby u were right..maybe i didnt put in enuf effort, didnt care enuf,

didnt make the fs strong enuf..

Maybe in a way, ive become cynical of the term friendship..

Maybe its all an excuse..an excuse to hide my weakness.

Trust - it is a 5 letter word. But it means so much to me.

And yet, i cant even trust myself..for now.

Im contradicting myself, i knw..its juz how i feel now.

I knw wat i need. I need a job..lol

I need a monitor fr my cpu also..hahaha

Tired of talking, tired of thinking.

Maybe i shd stop.

Maybe...

_____________________________

Not everything i say is sarcasm.

Will u listen to me once in a while?

Will u be there for me like u promised?

Do u understand anything abt me?

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"Ever thee

Ever me

Ever ours"