Im scared.
Ive nvr been this scared or sad and alone before.
Who can i tell about this?
Few more days and ill have to face it, the cold hard facts.
Will i be ok? Will i get through this?
Past weeks it has been ringin in my mind that something was not right.
Constant migraines, constant nausea.
Maybe its best the ppl i care about leave, that way i dont hurt them as much.
I feel like crying, but i cant.

God, please help me be strong.